My depression
Hey people as some of you know earlier this year i have been diagnosed with depression... for those of you who do not know me... i was a happy hyper fun freak and now i'm a tired lazy sad boring freak... so ne ways... i am having troubles fighting my anger and tears... i cry a lot because i have and "underlying sadness" well today i had a pretty normal day and what i mean by that is that most of my days are crazy and things... like for ex. me and my friend have this thing where i draw a shroom on her locker every other day and the days i don't draw one i darken the one from the day b4... like today i drew a new one and then tomorrow i will darken it... (there's a total of 3 now) and then on the last day of school we're gunna draw a HUMUNGO one... it;s gunna go across like 3 or 4 lockers and we're going to draw it in permanant marker!!!! then we will DASH out the doors and run to my soon to be bought car and drive to omaha and maybe shop at hot topic there and then go to the Red White and Rock concert in Council Bluffs that'll have Godsmack and people like that.... then later we're gunna drive home at 120mph or more and get back in town in like 10 min when the drive is like an hr... but YEAH... that's our plan!! we call it the "shroom plan" and then we're like... "i love this depressing bullshit".. it all started with my friend cause he let me barrow his burned cd which he call "the depressing bullshit mix" and ever since then it's been our lil thing i guess well people i have to go... that's enough jabberings for today!!! yeah.. as you can tell i am just mumbling