OK!! BACK!!!!!
I REALLY liked him and was hoping that i could have my new Yr's resolution -> to actually kiss a guy- a REAL kiss, with tounge and all; to actually snuggle with a guy; and to maybe have my first "committed" boyfriend in town!!! I know it's pathetic that i'd never kissed a guy before, but OH WELL!!! So then Mark, Ben, and Josh all get the urge to go to Wally World (Wal*Mart for those of you who are dumb and don't know what that friggin means!!)to get some candy and Jones!!! So Katie, Peech (Mark) and I pile into his white hampster powered Geo. Ben and Josh pile into Josh's Chevy Cavalier, When we get there I try to get out but there is no handle on the inside of the car door which freaks the shit out of me and Katie and Mark just laugh... I get out the other side and run over to Josh's car as he gets out and throw a piece of broken CD case at him which he wasnt expecting... i only did it b/c Katie had been doing it as we pulled into the parking lot... (but she totally missed him and his car)He got back in his car and shut the door, i walk away and Katie RAMS him when he got out again. There's an awkward silence and then we all break out into laughter and Katie almost falls over. Josh and I walk into wally world together. He puts his arm around me... MMM HE SMELLED (and still does) SOOOOOOOO GOOD!!! Then we talk about how we both HATE cold weather and LOVE rain and storms! When we get to the candy, Katie finds a bag of M&M's... an OPENED bag of M&M's.. she eats a few... i drop my 5.. josh picks it up.. Katie then accuses him of stealing my money. Josh points out that she is also stealing and that he'd only steal HER money. Katie's point wasn't convincing... which is amazaing b/c usually ALL of her points are... SO then I bought Dots!!! YAY!! Katie calls this "the SACRADE candy" She LOVES that stuff! Katie picks up some Juju bees and Reeses and AWWWWWWW no jones...:: SAD LAMMA:: so when Mark says we should go back to Josh's i'm like HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL YYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! So i tell Mark and Katie that i'm going to ride with Ben and Josh and i call shot-gun! So then... we drive off leaving Katie and Mark in the dust... Josh's car makes a noise.. Ben says it sounds like an aligator. I say "Sounds more like a Panther or some kind of cat!!" Josh agrees!!! YAY!! The noise stops a while and at every red light Josh looks at me like he wants to say something. I look at the car clock - it's 8:30pm.. I look back at Josh, and lean back and try to act all sexy and Josh looks at me and turns his music up. Ben says he can't hear us. I turn the music up more and Ben says it sounds like a concert back there- poor Ben!
So Josh drives faster and his car makes the noise several more times and i say "Ya know.. this car's just jelious because it's got a hott gurl in it and it can't have me.. but YOU can!!" Ben totally misses the convo. except the part about how Katie REALLY like Mark and how Mark likes her A LOT too! We finally get to his house and go in the basement...I claim 1/4 of the bed.. (the part by the pillows and against the wall) Mark and Katie take up half the bed. Katie has her back to me.. Josh took pix of us and then turned the lights off and turned his AWSOME blue christmas lights he strung on his celing... It looked like in Lord Of The Rings when they went to talk to Galadrielle (the lights on the stairs etc..) Ben claimed the computer chair and then i got tired... Katie and Mark watched Ben play on the computer and I didn't say anything almost the ENTIRE time. Josh sat next to me and i leaned on his shoulder. I tryed to see if he would get the hint that i wanted to snuggle with him. He let me lean on him a while and then he looked at me and he raised his eyebrows and i raised mine back and then i winked. He handed me a pillow. I layed down again and he layed down next to me and we started to snuggle!!! ::thinks in head "YYYYYYEEESSSSSS!!!!":: (part 1 of my New Yr's Resolution COMPLETE!!!) He put his arm under me so i was laying on it and then i moved his hand on my side. I moved closer to him... No one was going to care if i were to kiss him so i did... A LOT!!!!! (YAY!!!! PART 2 OF MY NYR COMPLETED!!!!!!!!!!) I felt his hand go up my side a lil.... SOOOOOOO to mess with his head I put my hand on his and put his hand on my boob and squeezed it and then put his hand back on my side. Then... on his own he did it again!!! ::EVIL LAMMA!!!: heh heh heh!
ALMOST DONE WITH MY STORY!! YAY!!!
SO then it was getting late and i was just getting into kissing him and i didnt want to leave but i had to because my mom thought i was still at katie's house...So i had to go when Katie went. I kissed Josh good-bye and gave him my SN (screen name) for AOL and left. That night I think i slept a total of 2 hrs!!! I could not stop thinking about Josh!! I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy!!!! GOD HE WAS CUTE!!!!(he still is... don't get me wrong!) The next day he got my # from Katie and came over. We snuggled and kissed and talked and he asked me out! I COULDN'T RESIST!!! (PART 3 COMPLETED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) BIGGER YAY THAN BEFORE!!!!! AND ALL IN 2 DAYS!!!!!! ALL BEFORE THE END OF THE YEAR TOO!!!!!!!!
Later that night we he took me out for Chineese and a couple days later we went to the mall with my friend Meagan and a guy she went out with in the past and still liked. Then we went to a movie because my mom wanted to meet him before i started dating him when in all actuallity it was like 3 days after we started dating that she met him... I saw Josh EVERYDAY for 14 days staight!!! It was the best 2 weeks of my life!!!! I lost my virginity to him and then school started up again for him and he had to work a lot and he had a lot of stress, trying to see me, having me calling him a lot, trying to work too! He decided it wasn't working out. He didnt know me all that well and we moved WAAAAAAAAYYYY too fast.. and had sex WAY too much... then ended up doing it almost everytime we hung out after we broke up! I think we were natuarally attracted to eachother in a sexual type way... I miss going out with him.. He's an amazing person. He's EXTREAMLY inteligent and can be the sweetest guy on Earth!!! I still cry over him, months later... He doesnt know how much i really like him. He flirts with my friend and wanted to have a 3-some and i was like UMM.. I don't think Meagan loves me THAT much and i don't think that I lover HER that much either... WELL... here's Josh's version of my WONDERFUL evening!!! (oh if some parts don;t sound right it's b/c he wrote some of it in Portugese and I had to go back and translate it):
3:19 AM
this night, I knew a young woman...
her name is kelcy, and i can't stop thinking about her... now granted, i know lots o' girls, but it's been awhile since one has captured me so completely... i'm sitting here waiting for the next opportunity to talk to her... i want so much to hang out with her again...
backstory:
mark messages me. "hey josh, wanna go to laser quest?" i debate it in my head, not really wanting to go out, but ultimately decide to do it anyways... ben (see below) and i get to laserquest, and mark arrives shortly thereafter, with katie and kelcy in tow. i look at kelcy, pet katies hat, look at kelcy again. I find her a very pretty one. she sticks with me all throughout the laser tag game, it's a lot of fun, despite being picked off by little bastard 8 year olds that camp out in the corners. we go to walmart, i walk with kelcy a lot...
mark says, "hey, lets go to your house josh!" i say, "chouette"... mark and katie sit on the bed, ben claims the computer chair, kelcy lays down on the bed.... i sit next to her... time passes, we're all snuggly, holding hands... katie can't seem to look at us... mark looks like he wants to giggle and say something... ben doesn't turn around, can't see us. next thing you know... we're sneaking kisses when everyone's back is turned...
her sweet perfume floats in the air... the taste of her lip gloss remains in my memory (mark later points out that i've got a bit o' glitter on my lips) ... i want to be with her again... i'm hoping we'll get to spend some time together tomorrow... we'll see if she passes the "MINI test" (db, clo, you know what that means, the rest of you are allowed to just assume it's related to anatomy)
now i'm off to sleep... you should do the same
ok... MY STORY IS DONE!!! THANK GOD... NOW WE CAN GET ON WITH NOOOORRRMMMAAALLL (well somewhat normal) Journals!!!! ok THANKS FOR READIN!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!
KELCY
So Josh drives faster and his car makes the noise several more times and i say "Ya know.. this car's just jelious because it's got a hott gurl in it and it can't have me.. but YOU can!!" Ben totally misses the convo. except the part about how Katie REALLY like Mark and how Mark likes her A LOT too! We finally get to his house and go in the basement...I claim 1/4 of the bed.. (the part by the pillows and against the wall) Mark and Katie take up half the bed. Katie has her back to me.. Josh took pix of us and then turned the lights off and turned his AWSOME blue christmas lights he strung on his celing... It looked like in Lord Of The Rings when they went to talk to Galadrielle (the lights on the stairs etc..) Ben claimed the computer chair and then i got tired... Katie and Mark watched Ben play on the computer and I didn't say anything almost the ENTIRE time. Josh sat next to me and i leaned on his shoulder. I tryed to see if he would get the hint that i wanted to snuggle with him. He let me lean on him a while and then he looked at me and he raised his eyebrows and i raised mine back and then i winked. He handed me a pillow. I layed down again and he layed down next to me and we started to snuggle!!! ::thinks in head "YYYYYYEEESSSSSS!!!!":: (part 1 of my New Yr's Resolution COMPLETE!!!) He put his arm under me so i was laying on it and then i moved his hand on my side. I moved closer to him... No one was going to care if i were to kiss him so i did... A LOT!!!!! (YAY!!!! PART 2 OF MY NYR COMPLETED!!!!!!!!!!) I felt his hand go up my side a lil.... SOOOOOOO to mess with his head I put my hand on his and put his hand on my boob and squeezed it and then put his hand back on my side. Then... on his own he did it again!!! ::EVIL LAMMA!!!: heh heh heh!
ALMOST DONE WITH MY STORY!! YAY!!!
SO then it was getting late and i was just getting into kissing him and i didnt want to leave but i had to because my mom thought i was still at katie's house...So i had to go when Katie went. I kissed Josh good-bye and gave him my SN (screen name) for AOL and left. That night I think i slept a total of 2 hrs!!! I could not stop thinking about Josh!! I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy!!!! GOD HE WAS CUTE!!!!(he still is... don't get me wrong!) The next day he got my # from Katie and came over. We snuggled and kissed and talked and he asked me out! I COULDN'T RESIST!!! (PART 3 COMPLETED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) BIGGER YAY THAN BEFORE!!!!! AND ALL IN 2 DAYS!!!!!! ALL BEFORE THE END OF THE YEAR TOO!!!!!!!!
Later that night we he took me out for Chineese and a couple days later we went to the mall with my friend Meagan and a guy she went out with in the past and still liked. Then we went to a movie because my mom wanted to meet him before i started dating him when in all actuallity it was like 3 days after we started dating that she met him... I saw Josh EVERYDAY for 14 days staight!!! It was the best 2 weeks of my life!!!! I lost my virginity to him and then school started up again for him and he had to work a lot and he had a lot of stress, trying to see me, having me calling him a lot, trying to work too! He decided it wasn't working out. He didnt know me all that well and we moved WAAAAAAAAYYYY too fast.. and had sex WAY too much... then ended up doing it almost everytime we hung out after we broke up! I think we were natuarally attracted to eachother in a sexual type way... I miss going out with him.. He's an amazing person. He's EXTREAMLY inteligent and can be the sweetest guy on Earth!!! I still cry over him, months later... He doesnt know how much i really like him. He flirts with my friend and wanted to have a 3-some and i was like UMM.. I don't think Meagan loves me THAT much and i don't think that I lover HER that much either... WELL... here's Josh's version of my WONDERFUL evening!!! (oh if some parts don;t sound right it's b/c he wrote some of it in Portugese and I had to go back and translate it):
3:19 AM
this night, I knew a young woman...
her name is kelcy, and i can't stop thinking about her... now granted, i know lots o' girls, but it's been awhile since one has captured me so completely... i'm sitting here waiting for the next opportunity to talk to her... i want so much to hang out with her again...
backstory:
mark messages me. "hey josh, wanna go to laser quest?" i debate it in my head, not really wanting to go out, but ultimately decide to do it anyways... ben (see below) and i get to laserquest, and mark arrives shortly thereafter, with katie and kelcy in tow. i look at kelcy, pet katies hat, look at kelcy again. I find her a very pretty one. she sticks with me all throughout the laser tag game, it's a lot of fun, despite being picked off by little bastard 8 year olds that camp out in the corners. we go to walmart, i walk with kelcy a lot...
mark says, "hey, lets go to your house josh!" i say, "chouette"... mark and katie sit on the bed, ben claims the computer chair, kelcy lays down on the bed.... i sit next to her... time passes, we're all snuggly, holding hands... katie can't seem to look at us... mark looks like he wants to giggle and say something... ben doesn't turn around, can't see us. next thing you know... we're sneaking kisses when everyone's back is turned...
her sweet perfume floats in the air... the taste of her lip gloss remains in my memory (mark later points out that i've got a bit o' glitter on my lips) ... i want to be with her again... i'm hoping we'll get to spend some time together tomorrow... we'll see if she passes the "MINI test" (db, clo, you know what that means, the rest of you are allowed to just assume it's related to anatomy)
now i'm off to sleep... you should do the same
ok... MY STORY IS DONE!!! THANK GOD... NOW WE CAN GET ON WITH NOOOORRRMMMAAALLL (well somewhat normal) Journals!!!! ok THANKS FOR READIN!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!
KELCY