RANDOM THOUGHTS
I was thinking about which Sex and the City character I am/ would like to be. I decided on a mix between Samantha and Charlotte. That's kind of weird because they are exact opposites. Maybe that's why I'm so confused. I mean I like to party and want to be with a bunch of guys with no commitment..I think that'd be fun. But then there's another part of me that's thinking, "No, I want to have 2 kids and a cute husband and a house with a white picket fence."(Okay maybe not a fence, but you get the picture.) The other thing I was thinking today was how pointless it was for me to go to school today. I mean I didn't learn anything. I would've learned more going out. But then I realized if I didn't go to school I would miss my friends so I guess it's okay. I think I'm starting to get that I know everything feeling and I'm a bit worried. Because I realize I don't know everything. I just feel like I'm learning all the wrong things. Today was very productive socially, though. I felt very confident for some reason. There's just this one person that for some reason I can't talk to. It's so weird because I'm genuinely interested in everything they say, I'm just too..shy? Last thought of the night: I'M NEVER GOING TO TACO BELL AGAIN!
Most of my love, Kira
Most of my love, Kira