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why do i find myself crying at random points in time? i never knew a person could have such an effect on my life. i don't understand it. why do i want to spend every wakening moment of my life with a person? i don't know why i cry or why i'm so upset; i feel depressed and i can't explain it; it's like i can see my whole life ahead of me and before i know it i'll be gone. i just want to be happy but it's like that's not possible