I don't know...
My life is all scrambled...
I hate my mom...but love her too...she's my mom. It really hurts me to feel like I have no family. When I think or hear the word mom..my hearts breaks, and I just feel like crying. I've been holding this in, because I have no time to let it out..so here it is...
I'm moving. I'm at Kelly's house right now, but I can't help but feel that I need a place of my own. Away from all the voices, away from all the emotions. I need a break from it all.
I'm working more now. I have 21 hours scheduled just for next week. So I don't see why I couldn't get a little apartment. As for room mates...there are certain ppl I would prefer to live with rather than others, but when it all comes down to it, I don't want a crowd. I just want to be able to relax. If the the lease is in my name with more than one person living with me to help pay rent...well..lets just say i'll never relax. I just don't know what to do.
I NEED OUT OF HERE!
The French 4/3 class might be going to France for spring break. I'm really hoping for it! A trip to France would be perfect right now.
ATK TAK KAT is dead!!!
I feel split up. Everything is falling apart and I feel like i'm trying to hold the world together to keep everything from happening. I just can't hold on any longer...so I'm letting go.
Whatever happens...happens. I just pray I don't end up torn with a broken heart and no strength to keep going!
continually,
The Lost Girl
I hate my mom...but love her too...she's my mom. It really hurts me to feel like I have no family. When I think or hear the word mom..my hearts breaks, and I just feel like crying. I've been holding this in, because I have no time to let it out..so here it is...
I'm moving. I'm at Kelly's house right now, but I can't help but feel that I need a place of my own. Away from all the voices, away from all the emotions. I need a break from it all.
I'm working more now. I have 21 hours scheduled just for next week. So I don't see why I couldn't get a little apartment. As for room mates...there are certain ppl I would prefer to live with rather than others, but when it all comes down to it, I don't want a crowd. I just want to be able to relax. If the the lease is in my name with more than one person living with me to help pay rent...well..lets just say i'll never relax. I just don't know what to do.
I NEED OUT OF HERE!
The French 4/3 class might be going to France for spring break. I'm really hoping for it! A trip to France would be perfect right now.
ATK TAK KAT is dead!!!
I feel split up. Everything is falling apart and I feel like i'm trying to hold the world together to keep everything from happening. I just can't hold on any longer...so I'm letting go.
Whatever happens...happens. I just pray I don't end up torn with a broken heart and no strength to keep going!
continually,
The Lost Girl