Jan 13, 2006 19:45
My bday to me is the new year. The actual new year...it's just a warning that I have to start working on my problems a little harder. Sunday will be the one year anniversary of Will and mines first kiss. The following Sunday will be our one year anniversary altogether. I'm wondering if it's time to take this relationship into consideration...or not to..maybe my new years resolution should be to take some time to find myself..or maybe just remember who I am. I feel that I've been drifting a lot lately. Everyday has been the same. I'm wasting time. Just a year or two ago...I knew who I was, but now...I'm just not sure anymore...it's beginning to get to me.
So cheers to my personal new year, and being 18!!!
Taryn's new year resolutions
1. find out who I am...or at least for the most part
2. figure out my problems and actually work on them
3. move out with a confortable price range
4. license
5. car
6. lose weight for prom
7. live not waste
8. get to know my family a bit better
9. figure out schooling situtation
LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
10. Learn to love myself more than others...because people will not always love you...and words mean nothing without the action.
Words are just reminders that should be backed up with actions when the time is right.
If the time isn't right..then don't say the words. Only then are you living a lie!