Veteran's Day
I have lots to do today before work so I'll try and make this snappy.
I'm pretty depressed about moving out. i think devestated is the word, actually. im not looking forward to listening to my mom telling me to do things or yelling at me, etc. im so done with living with my parents. its sort of making me not want my birthday to come either. and that makes me sad cause i always look forward to it.. even if 22 isn't the best age in the world, its still my birthday and i want to be happy and have fun. the other thing im absolutely done with, is school. done with tests, papers, homework, projects, waking up early, everything about school, im just done. i hate the stress and i find myself crying more now because theres so much to do and so little time. at the hotel im working 5-10 this week, but my manager asked me if it was possible for me to stay til 11 some nights so i can get the experience. i mean, yah, it's good for the money and so that i can learn what i have to do in a short amount of time, but i can only stretch myself so thin. i dont remember the last time i just had an entire day to myself to do whatever i wanted. sundays are spent doing homework, errands, cleaning and just stuff id rather not do. okay, so this has turned into me complaining. pleasee let me be able to handle this until decemeber 19th. please.
I'm pretty depressed about moving out. i think devestated is the word, actually. im not looking forward to listening to my mom telling me to do things or yelling at me, etc. im so done with living with my parents. its sort of making me not want my birthday to come either. and that makes me sad cause i always look forward to it.. even if 22 isn't the best age in the world, its still my birthday and i want to be happy and have fun. the other thing im absolutely done with, is school. done with tests, papers, homework, projects, waking up early, everything about school, im just done. i hate the stress and i find myself crying more now because theres so much to do and so little time. at the hotel im working 5-10 this week, but my manager asked me if it was possible for me to stay til 11 some nights so i can get the experience. i mean, yah, it's good for the money and so that i can learn what i have to do in a short amount of time, but i can only stretch myself so thin. i dont remember the last time i just had an entire day to myself to do whatever i wanted. sundays are spent doing homework, errands, cleaning and just stuff id rather not do. okay, so this has turned into me complaining. pleasee let me be able to handle this until decemeber 19th. please.