Last Day of School, But the Beginning Of Something New.
Today Is The last day of school. I'm no longer a Freshmen! I'm A Sophmoreehhhh!! Today was Madame Fanone's last day as a french teacher. It was really hard though. I was in her room all day just thinking and hanging out you know! I don't thin k I'll meet anyone like mrs. fanone. She was soo wonderful, and a beautiful person, inside and out.
I know for a fact that there isnt going to be anyone else out there like her, no way, no how!
(((((((((((CHANGE OF SUBJECT))))))))))
What can I really say about this school year? It was probably the worse year, I could ever imagine! So much Drama in it that I could've written an encyclopedia on it A-Z! I cried almost everday, like literally! I hated this year. I seriously don't think that anything good happened this year....nope Nothing! I didnt get any sort of honor roll nor honorable mention! hmm...
(I kno that I already wrote things in here about my freshmen year, but I need to add more)
I know that I've done some wrong things this year! and i regret every minute of it! I regret every single day of my freshmen year! I would go back in time and redo everything!
How is it that people who say are ur bestfriend really arent? how is it that people who are your bestfriend easedrop in your conversation, then goes around telling people like its a suprise party! telling EVERYBODY?
Hmm....
People are looking at me as if i'm a slut, whore,easy, or tramp! Just because of what they hear, instead of coming up to u IN PRIVATE and asking if that's true?
hmm....
Now I really can't look at anyone the same, not even most of my friends.
I feel like I can't tell anyone anything without them joking or telling people! I feel that now, since I'm getting much older, I feel that I can't tell anyone anything! Like I have to keep my feelings, and thoughts locked in place, so no one will know what's going on with me.
I feel so isolated from people who I'm close to. I felt that way all year. It seems like the people who I grew up with or who i'm friends with, I feel that they are just blocking me out and treating me more like an acquaitnece(sp) instead of a friend.
hmm....
But that's what I've been feeling and that's all That i'll ever tell anyone for a while....
Ciao