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School.... Is almost out!!! woot woot!!
I just realized that I'm 15!! in a half!!! I'll be 16 soon and its just soo ironic how my brother said that about 4 years ago. hmm well that's sumthin! I'm going to be a sophomore, only 3 years left! I thougt this year honestly was gonna go slow but again i was proved wrong by father time. I'm going to be driving soon!! PERMIT in OCTOBER!!!! I'm going to have to make huge decisions in my life where it can determine what I want to do and where I wanna be in life. How f*ckin scary is that? VERY!!! I still don't know what I want to become. So many chooses in life, but I have to be good in this course and in that course to become who i want to be.
I also realized that I am becoming a leader instead of a follower. I have been soo stupid to follow what other people say instead of what I want. For the past 11 years, i always wanted to be like someone instead of being myself, or I copy what people do off of movies and don't even realize that I'm doing it. What was up with me? What IS up with me? Am I still like that, to this day? Am I going to stay like this for the rest of my life!?!? Prolly not, but its worth a thought.
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Summmer...what's up with that! IDK I hope everything goes good! great at the most! Ithis school year wasnt the best. The fall, was filled with drama and ditching of homecoming date :(
Winter was pretty good....still loads of drama, birthday which wasnt all that!!!!, and I had a relationship that lasted NOT EVEN a week! Then a week later we got back together...for about what a month? yea! Then a heartbreak :(
Spring was filled with jealousy and all that jazz, but it was getting pretty good...
Well I think that's all i wanted to talk about for now....
I'll add more tonight!
WHAT ARE TONIGHT'S PLANS?
*GRANDMARCH
*JILLIAN'S BABY!!!1
*THEN MY ROOM FOR SOME.....SLEEP! haha!
but yea
Ciao Bello!!!!!
I just realized that I'm 15!! in a half!!! I'll be 16 soon and its just soo ironic how my brother said that about 4 years ago. hmm well that's sumthin! I'm going to be a sophomore, only 3 years left! I thougt this year honestly was gonna go slow but again i was proved wrong by father time. I'm going to be driving soon!! PERMIT in OCTOBER!!!! I'm going to have to make huge decisions in my life where it can determine what I want to do and where I wanna be in life. How f*ckin scary is that? VERY!!! I still don't know what I want to become. So many chooses in life, but I have to be good in this course and in that course to become who i want to be.
I also realized that I am becoming a leader instead of a follower. I have been soo stupid to follow what other people say instead of what I want. For the past 11 years, i always wanted to be like someone instead of being myself, or I copy what people do off of movies and don't even realize that I'm doing it. What was up with me? What IS up with me? Am I still like that, to this day? Am I going to stay like this for the rest of my life!?!? Prolly not, but its worth a thought.
(((((((((((CHANGE OF SUBJECT)))))))))))))
Summmer...what's up with that! IDK I hope everything goes good! great at the most! Ithis school year wasnt the best. The fall, was filled with drama and ditching of homecoming date :(
Winter was pretty good....still loads of drama, birthday which wasnt all that!!!!, and I had a relationship that lasted NOT EVEN a week! Then a week later we got back together...for about what a month? yea! Then a heartbreak :(
Spring was filled with jealousy and all that jazz, but it was getting pretty good...
Well I think that's all i wanted to talk about for now....
I'll add more tonight!
WHAT ARE TONIGHT'S PLANS?
*GRANDMARCH
*JILLIAN'S BABY!!!1
*THEN MY ROOM FOR SOME.....SLEEP! haha!
but yea
Ciao Bello!!!!!