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[keepusbothalive]

I've been getting the odd feeling lately that my life is just in a state of suspension. I feel like I'm neither coming nor going. Working five or six days a week, spending the occasional moment with my family and hardly ever seeing my friends. Seeing David for a couple hours at night, in which he sleeps and I reread books that I practically know by heart. Sitting in the grass in my backyard with a glass of red wine and my dog, watching the fireflies. There are more fireflies this year than I can ever remember.

Sometimes it feels like the whole world is holding its breath, waiting for something to happen.