this is my reality

[keepingmeawake]

Everytime I close my eyes all I can see is you all over her...doing the things that only you and I did. Kissing and touching and breatihng and sweating...was it worth it in the end? I feel sick...I need to lay down...but when I go to sleep I will have nightmares about this. I never want to sleep again but its all I want to do...hands and fingers

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[starshapedscars]

i wish that i could do or somthing to lift you above and away all of lifes bullshit and drama, like i could magicly wisk away your past and your pain, your broken dreams and broken heart and make you forget anything you even ever thought for a moment could be a flaw in your or an attack agaisnt you, i wish i could take you to a world to call your own, i'd only ask a place to stay when visting from so far away.

well all else is crazy aroud you will always have your ancers when you need them, you ndeserve more then the "love" of someone who doesn't respect or care for you like hte rest of us do, and he'll never know just what he threw away that night.

[heatherdarko]

That made me want to cry, and it gave me the most disgusting mental image ever.

Ashley, you are a beautiful, intelligent, sweet, AMAZING girl. I don't understand how anyone could betray you, or do anything to hurt you. I don't understand how anyone could look for something "better" than you - I don't believe such a thing exists.

But what the fuck - IN THE BACK OF THE TRUCK ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD??!?!?! Yeah dude, I bet that was totally worth it. Sex with a chunky whore hillbilly style. HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

I love you <3<3<3

[keepingmeawake]

hahaha...I don't actually know if it WAS in the truck or whatever...but oh well. It's still dirty and disgusting and skanky wherever it happened...