my head hurts

[keepcrying4me]

just got back from the movies. I went and saw "wedding crashers" with nessa, it was pretty cool cuz i never really get to hang out with nessa alot. the movie was freakin hilarious and i aleways get a kick of going to the " adult films" that i used to be banned from lol, that does sound dirty doesnt it? "adult film". ;-) But the screen gave me a headache i dont know why. so yea today is exactly a month since me and george broke up. why that is relevent to me at all i honestly dont know. why i still care? answer: im an idiot. case closed. *sigh* i (as usual) have a whole bunch of homework but my brain is going oh no autumn you want to sleep, look at that nice soft squishy pillow, its calling you saying " autumn come and sleep on me!" lol so its been a month...yep still single. why is that anyways? and why the heck do i feel like i need a boyfriend? i dont need a boyfriend! I am a modern woman dammit. lol well maybe not so modern but i dont need a male in my life just to feel acceptable.... i dont need one...but it would still be kinda nice to have one around. lol look at me im a walking contradiction. i feel better than before ( excpet this headache) school kinda sucks, but thats not really anything new. I just found out that you have to have all your SAT scores all done and sent in to the colleges by December to get into the fall quarter. that is way sooner than my comfort zone likes. I DEFINITLY have to retake that test. i bombed it with a capital "B". I wanna take that satprep class i just hope i can do it and work at the same time. i have to work tomorrow from 4:30 - 11 eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww. by the by thats when this tropical storm/ tropical depression/ not sure maybe ill become a hurricane thing is coming on land, so maybe ill get lucky and some stray like...er... beach umbrella will whiz by in the air and cut off electricity and ...er...blow up the store generator and we all go home! YAYAYAY. i have so many tests i need to make up for in school from when i was absent. boo urns. okay gots to relieve myself in the form of yello liquid lol
adios m amigos!