Oct 28, 2008 02:34
What can I say, my life is a rollercoaster. It has very little stability but thank goodness I am intelligent enough to not get into much trouble. That's the last thing I need. There is always a price to pay for a good lesson. Seems like I always learn the hard way but I'm not holding any animosity about it. With each experience I learn something more and am stronger for the next one. I like that part of the realization.
While learning and carelessly losing what was so important, I made a very good friend, Krystyna. That's the way she likes to spell it. We are different but so alike. She's like a sister and I am so grateful that she has been here to help me through strife and contention. It's amazing what a sisterly bond like this gives me. Security which is something that I use to yearn for so much not too many years ago. The last couple of years have been complete blessings from my optimistic perspective. Yes, many ill fated actions were taken but something never made me loose my firm planting on ground.
I am very excited about moving out as an independent adult. I've always wanted to do it but was never ready. I am ready now and my parents support me. I know they will never understand my stance in life but how many Indian American kids have parents like these who are this understanding considering how honest I am about everything in my life. I think that is the one thing that even though I have made mistake after mistake I have never been afraid to tell my parents the truth and that's why they love me so much. Reminds me of Baha'u'llah' quote "Truthfulness is the foundation of all human virtues".