I'm just a little unwell...
her: all you care about is your little white friends, you flock to them.
me: i'm friends with people who accept me and love me.
her: in the end, they wont be there for you... I'm so disgusted with you.
You're mother isnt supposed to say things like that. She's pushed me away... i'm turning, and walking forward... i'll look back, but I wont linger. I'm gone. I dont need that in my life.
Other than that ordeal... yesterday, I modeled in a fashion show for Shirley... raising money for whatever. Afterwards, I spent time with M... he made me feel amazing [ I wonder if I'll ever get that from anyone else... a boy who will teach me the basics of football AND suggest a book for me to read AND satisfy my daily craving for ice cream], then I stopped by J's cookout to mingle.. wasn't terrible.
M is away at college orientation right now... yes, I'm worried and yes, our end is so near.
I need to get out of this slump.
me: i'm friends with people who accept me and love me.
her: in the end, they wont be there for you... I'm so disgusted with you.
You're mother isnt supposed to say things like that. She's pushed me away... i'm turning, and walking forward... i'll look back, but I wont linger. I'm gone. I dont need that in my life.
Other than that ordeal... yesterday, I modeled in a fashion show for Shirley... raising money for whatever. Afterwards, I spent time with M... he made me feel amazing [ I wonder if I'll ever get that from anyone else... a boy who will teach me the basics of football AND suggest a book for me to read AND satisfy my daily craving for ice cream], then I stopped by J's cookout to mingle.. wasn't terrible.
M is away at college orientation right now... yes, I'm worried and yes, our end is so near.
I need to get out of this slump.