Update
August 25th's Post
....not only would i never do that but i realized today i could not!!! my life is so entwined with the internet i legit squeed a little with joy on discovering i could get free wifi at th Comfort Inn!! xD anyways im going to half to find time to come on becuase omg sharing my excitement with the loves of my life is a must!!!
plus i wasnt online for what? 5 hours or more today? and i missed it!! i did. imean the txt tweets from agam and tobe bean of the street dogs were great that being said i want you guys with me!!! WHO WANTS TO COME LIVE IN MY CLOSET IN MY DORM AND OR MOVE TO SELINSGROVE?! Volunteers? Anyone? anyone? Buehler? LOL. but seriously. i love you guys. you, not in my life = said me. expect much spamage on twitter (especially you awesome2 =P)
SO IM HERE in Selinsgrove at least. My Uni is legit like 10 seconds away....okay more like 5-10 minutes but still!! Its really happening im really here!!! my folks are going to help me move, do opening convocation and then LEAVE and i'll be HERE with PEOPLE WITHOUT THEM until OCTOBER!! HOLE-LEE-FRAK!! haha....im excited but nervous but more excited than anything else i think. nat
so yeah, thats where im at for now. prolly now LJ update tomorrow or friday....though hopefully friday cuz i wants to watch EUREKA!!! xD which btw im hating Zoe and Zane like EW NO. she's a bit bratty and ridic and Jo need a man to make her have that nice femine side and let down the tough girl stuff BUT NO STUPID TIME CHANGE laskdfnsldk. happily, allison and jack ar together win. and ofcourse omg Dr. grant [/eureka spazz]
but on twitter i'll be around :D
ALSO!!! i need an awesome new Wallie for my laptop background....I'll take anything Tesla, H/N or fate...OR OR!!! something tesla and jack on it...or my two OTP's H/N and S/J???idk anything i just want something new and shiny to flaunt at Uni and be like "LOOK AT MY AWESOME FANGIRL LOVES BITCHES!!!" bahaha
yes im nuts.
xo Keaira/awesome6/Major Shepard <33
Today's Post
Well college is awesome. I moved in, roomi is as chilll as i thought, not as outgoing as me so i already have a group of friends but she's still pretty chill. My dorm is like idk so me. and ive decorated pretty well. My poster is up ontop of dresser against the wall with the lava lamp and me&Amanda pic in front. as well as my digital photo frame :):):) SG-14's pic idk where i want to keep yet im thinking on my desk but i already have, as you know if you check twitter and his news feed, RyRo and me's pic on my desk which makes me giggle at it even now as i sit munching special K cereal with the roomie for breakfast before our day begins.
parents left, that was hard on me i was like alright GOOO!!! hahaha. both parents nearly cried. though i think mom was in better shape than father. idk what to think of my father. i have such a hard time liking him, i mean i know exactly what he did to my sister and so im like id had it all worked out so that i had this fucked up way of functioning with him where i basically accepted the past and just dealth with who he is now and yes a tiger dont change it strips and blah blah but i said it was fucked up and now he's called me immoral and idk that just hurt but he gives this cute card and chill necklace from Canada thats got like special meaning to the tribes from there and im like just ready to weep. They say inside every woman beats the heart of teenage girl, well inside every teenage girl beats the heart of little girl who just wants to be daddys little princess again. and i know i cant have that ever again and i know i can never look at him like that again but it just hurts that he would love me less if knew and these people i havent even really known a day accepted me and didnt bat an eye when i was like, oh im bisexual....they had these skits put on the center for diversity and social justice yesterday and in the one the woman pretended to be a college girl who was being forced to leave school and go home and her parents had called her immoral and she was all "oh but im still their daught i dont get it..." and you find out in the end that she had told them she was a lesbian. i like almost cried haha thats like my life and my biggest fear.
other than that, we hung at charlies coffehouse in the bottom of Deg the campus center and it was mad cool. my friends are cool. classes start monday, cant wait. oh and tomorrow i have to go work at a preschool? wtf i know. so yeah thats my update. uni is awesome. i miss my best friend though like seriously, not cool oh alarms going off...gotta get it advising meeting oh joy!! haha
xo keaira