A little beggings not a bad thing...
Right sooo i have a request. its lame, i cant believe im doing it BUT....i love my college xD
http://www.vspink.com/pink_collegiate/school_spirit.jsp
that link should take to a voting place....it'll take all of like 5 seconds. just type in Susquehanna and vote for my Uni....once a day would be nice =]
(like i said ik lame request)
anyways, my time at home is winding down!!! im about half packed for Uni though no apparently sister isnt coming cuz she got out the hospital and needs to catch up on work shocker. whatever. im almost done packing and im mega excited. though my goodbye to Jeff early next week may be my undoing *headdesk*
ive been thinking about it and going off kinda means i have to say goodbye you guys in a way too. i wont be here half the time im thinking and idk, the dynamics of everything is giogn to change....
it kinda already has changed actually. ever since TSE its been...idk different. one of my friends disappeared from twitter and everywhere sayign she needed time away. i emailed her, concerned and knowing her past, as any good friend would. she basically said that there was no way i should miss her since we werent really that close and i had other closer friends in the online world. that hurt. i had thought we were pretty close, i mean we talked constantly and were open with each other. idk i just dont get it. and now another friend of mine from elsewhere in fandom may also leave! granted i do get annoyd by her sometimes but im sure i annoy her too at times but i love her dearly, she was my first fandom friend among the Sanctuary and Stargate fans!! maybe im not particularly close with this girl but still. shes a big part of my life. and i just idk. wtf fandom.
AND omgg. i realized that if i miss the Street Dogs fall tour and dont see them before March...i wont have seen them live for TWO FRAKKING YEARS!!! i dont approve of that at all. i also dont like that the Doge Poetry Festival is literally the weekenend BEFORE my fall break...*FAIL FAIL FAIL*
So yeah the rest of my days in New Jersey consist of packing, writing my paper and saying goodbyes see you laters.
and through all of this. i almost forgot. todays my 1 year 10 month sober anniversary.
here's to me not blowing that in college!