Kiddo/Blog Poll

[kdotdammit]

I know I have been preoccupied and lame lately. I am coming off the worst two years of my adult life, and my blog and interactions in this venue have been limited at best. I would like to know that my blog has a chance for revival and that I still have readers out there. Having just posted something with photos and stories of my kid, I am thinking

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[pigshitpoet]

i just want you to feel free to express whatever comes to you. i don't have any conditions. i find great insight in your expressions.

[kdotdammit]

Thank you. I've been so exhausted that I haven't really been able to pull it together to put my thoughts and inspirations into words. But I want to change that! Feeling more life everyday. I've made some radical lifestyle changes that are helping. Thanks for being here.

[pigshitpoet]

apparently you've been giving 2500%

[kdotdammit]

I hope the meter breaks! :) Going to play guitar now. Ohhhhh yeahhhhhh

[maxauburn]

I want you to stay!

[kdotdammit]

I'd miss you. XO

[kdotdammit]

Thank you. It has been a grueling past couple of years. Many times I have just wanted to disappear into the woodwork and live the rest of my life in invisibility. But I would miss the connections I have made. I feel like I have been a bad "friend" in the LJ community because my life has been so all-consuming. Deaths. Daughter crisis. Job loss. Hard year. But I'm hoping that 2015 will truly be a new beginning. Thanks for letting me know you're here.

[psamathe0]

I really appreciate your honesty and vitality. Please know that your journal project is very beautiful. Thank you!

"The influence of a vital person vitalizes."
- Joseph Campbell

[kdotdammit]

Thank you SO MUCH. I do love using it as a journal project, and I miss it. I'm glad you appreciate it. I will continue on with your words in my mind.

[egg_shell]

When I am working at staying calm and having a "normal" life there isn't as much to vent about. Maybe that is what is going on with you too. I find whatever you are writing about interesting though. And I love your latest photos.

[kdotdammit]

Yes, that is a lot about where I have been. Besides being all consumed by the daily toll of life, I have been spending a lot of energy staying calm. I know. That sounds like a conundrum. I have been exhausted, and I have been honoring my exhaustion. Resting. Sleeping. Reading. Watching movies. Playing guitar. Being quiet. Thank you for letting me know you're still here and for the words of encouragement. I feel like I am digging myself out from under ten thousand tons of garbage. XO