homosexual tendencies
so stuff is really great between michael and i- he was gone all weekend and we were both lonely but hes back now!!!... but then as a kinda downer to the whole things being good thing, a few people today have told me that they think hes gay or bi- like 3 people in an hour... and they werent kidding and had good evidence... and i already knew that he was metro/"had homosexual tendencies"... the thing is, i like him just the way he is- homosexual tendencies and all- but if i knew he was bi or GAY, gay... i would be devestated- like i wouldnt be mad or anything- i mean, i totally love gay people and have bi friends... its just this is the guy i am in a pretty intimate relationship with and i would feel hurt- not like HE hurt ME... because its not in his control... and i would still want to be great friends with him- it would just be weird... i dont know why, because last time something like this happened, it didnt weird me out so much...and i know i cant bring it up to him because he might not even be aware that he is if he is or if hes not, he might be offended and/or try to act all "MACHO MAN" now, which isnt what i want... so i dont know... the weird thing is, i didnt mean to write this to have certain people read it, so i dont want to offend anyone- because you guys know i love you just the way you are- its just that this is my practically boyfriend for over 6 weeks and this was all sprung on me-
the weather is blustery
my mom visited this weekend- it was alright, but she kinda annoyed me and didnt buy me that much
i really like michael
the "housekeeping" man is coming so i need to clean... ironic, huh?
ahh- thanks for listening- no one get offended
ttyl-
the weather is blustery
my mom visited this weekend- it was alright, but she kinda annoyed me and didnt buy me that much
i really like michael
the "housekeeping" man is coming so i need to clean... ironic, huh?
ahh- thanks for listening- no one get offended
ttyl-