what a year!
so 2004 is over- my year... oh well- all good things must come to an end- but seriously, it was the most awesome and most active year- graduation, moving away from home, going to college (UCSB!!!), turning 18, getting a tattoo, getting my belly button pierced, learning to ski, learning to skateboard, going to lake tahoe 3 times w/ christina, going to new york w/ my family, tried some stuff out, made ammends w/ david, senior trip, sober grad night, last recital (well, kinda), last spirit west coast (maybe), last famine... a lotta lasts... anyways, good year- thanks to everyone who made it possible...
well- on a more recent and sad note, i found out about a fatal car crash in ceres a week before christmas.. today i found out that the driver was my ex-bf, aaron- my 1st kiss!... hes alive, but the passanger girl is dead... the car flipped... 3 other cars were involved and 1 of the guys in the other car was keegan, this guy i was good friends w/ in jr high and we liked each other off & on and i believe we kissed too- my 2nd kiss... everyone else is in fairly good shape- but its so sad that its so close to home, and even if it werent- just really sad... right before christmas too!... there have been so many more accidents- here in modesto, on the way to the mtns...in the mtns...
christina and her family and i went to lake tahoe tues & came back today- we left this morning at 9am and got back @ 4:30pm- usually a 3 hour drive- and we didnt even stop! (well, other than when traffic forced us to)- some of the roads were closed due to avalanches and other weather related problems...we were all kinda scared- its already a scary road and then covered with feet and feet of snow!... im surprised a) we made it home today and b) we made it home safely... thank goodness her parents were really cautious and her dads a good driver- but scary no matter who's hands your in- and im sure there were other accidents due to the blizzard...we were gonna ski on thurs, but that was the worst day of the storm- winds 100 mph+, 0 visability...the lift thing to get there was closed and eventually the slopes closed too- some girl died on the slopes that day in heavenly where we were gonna go- really sad... and when we left to go on the trip there was a huge accident on scenic... its just all so sad and scary!!! the weather in cali is so bad this winter too!... i guess roads were closed on the way to santa barbara due to flash floods/mudslides!...and its sposta rain sunday, the day i drive back- ahhh...
on to a lighter subject... I TURNED 18!!!! yay! and i got a tattoo! (see the icon)- i really like it! and christmas and my bday were both awesome- lotsa good presents and fun times...i got an ipod!...
i dont know about boys at all- AHHH!
my new years was pretty fun-
like i said, i leave sunday morning @ 8- i have so much to do any so many people to see its ridiculous!
i have so many mixed feelings about anything, everything and nothing its ridiculous!
ahh, many more thoughts, but i should go-
well- on a more recent and sad note, i found out about a fatal car crash in ceres a week before christmas.. today i found out that the driver was my ex-bf, aaron- my 1st kiss!... hes alive, but the passanger girl is dead... the car flipped... 3 other cars were involved and 1 of the guys in the other car was keegan, this guy i was good friends w/ in jr high and we liked each other off & on and i believe we kissed too- my 2nd kiss... everyone else is in fairly good shape- but its so sad that its so close to home, and even if it werent- just really sad... right before christmas too!... there have been so many more accidents- here in modesto, on the way to the mtns...in the mtns...
christina and her family and i went to lake tahoe tues & came back today- we left this morning at 9am and got back @ 4:30pm- usually a 3 hour drive- and we didnt even stop! (well, other than when traffic forced us to)- some of the roads were closed due to avalanches and other weather related problems...we were all kinda scared- its already a scary road and then covered with feet and feet of snow!... im surprised a) we made it home today and b) we made it home safely... thank goodness her parents were really cautious and her dads a good driver- but scary no matter who's hands your in- and im sure there were other accidents due to the blizzard...we were gonna ski on thurs, but that was the worst day of the storm- winds 100 mph+, 0 visability...the lift thing to get there was closed and eventually the slopes closed too- some girl died on the slopes that day in heavenly where we were gonna go- really sad... and when we left to go on the trip there was a huge accident on scenic... its just all so sad and scary!!! the weather in cali is so bad this winter too!... i guess roads were closed on the way to santa barbara due to flash floods/mudslides!...and its sposta rain sunday, the day i drive back- ahhh...
on to a lighter subject... I TURNED 18!!!! yay! and i got a tattoo! (see the icon)- i really like it! and christmas and my bday were both awesome- lotsa good presents and fun times...i got an ipod!...
i dont know about boys at all- AHHH!
my new years was pretty fun-
like i said, i leave sunday morning @ 8- i have so much to do any so many people to see its ridiculous!
i have so many mixed feelings about anything, everything and nothing its ridiculous!
ahh, many more thoughts, but i should go-