the manic button
I'm sure this is all in my head. No way would the meds have kicked in already. But I'm having a really hard time talking myself into going to bed. Both last night and tonight. Honestly, I've slept so little lately -- 3 hours last night, 2 hours Sunday night -- that I ought to be passing out the instant I step foot in the house. But I'm only kind of tired. And not at all sleepy. Not sleepy at school either, which is good, but on the flip side I'm having a really hard time focusing on a single task and following it to completion. Unfortunately I've got 3 programs in debug-mode at the moment, which is my least favorite thing to do, ever, so focus and motivation are really difficult to come by anyway.
Oh and also, my heart was really racing for about 2 hours this evening, as Taniya & I watched ANTM. I'm hoping that's unrelated, and maybe caused by me being nervous about santacon on Saturday and grad school deadlines next Tuesday and Friday. Also I forgot that St John's Wort interacts with the meds, maybe I can blame that for all the heart-racing.
So I'm feeling a little manic, but unfocused. Perhaps I shall just go dump my body into bed and hope that sleep comes and cures.
Oh and also, my heart was really racing for about 2 hours this evening, as Taniya & I watched ANTM. I'm hoping that's unrelated, and maybe caused by me being nervous about santacon on Saturday and grad school deadlines next Tuesday and Friday. Also I forgot that St John's Wort interacts with the meds, maybe I can blame that for all the heart-racing.
So I'm feeling a little manic, but unfocused. Perhaps I shall just go dump my body into bed and hope that sleep comes and cures.