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18 hours. nearly an entire day. it is possibly be more. 9:00 is an early estimate, it might be closer to 9:30. but still, losing 18 hours of sleep lost weekly, and only gaining two or three hours on my nap a week doesnt quite cut the mustard. i am gaining a tolerance from my liquid boosts (coffee/amp). i knew it would happen, i tried not to use that crutch. tried to make it on my own. but no! it kept happening when i would be taking a shower and not know how i got there. i would get out of the shower and get my drink to make sure i wouldnt get in an accident on my way to school or work for sleep driving. so now i am wondering what i can do. to get back some of these 18 hours. as much as i hate to say it, i might have to ask for less hours at work. or maybe just not to have two six to twos on the weekend.
i am currently carless. it is in butch's to get the snow tires put on and have my door and gas tank looked at. who knows, maybe he will be nice and fix my windsheild wipers too. probably not. i have to get gas in it at some point (fifteen bucks gas = 2 weeks driving).
i cannot wait for christmas this year. getting things i actually want. "best of" cds from rem, blur, pearl jam(?) and some other cds from oasis, soundgarden, and some others. i am also getting a couple more tool shirts (hopefully). and that's just the stuff from my dad. from mom i dont quite know what yet, but a sportscoat seems to be in my future, not to mention the south park and family guy dvds. as far as other holidays go: holloween will suck and thanksgiving will suck. friday will suck because i have to work and then i have nothing to do. any sort of plans that i might have had are gone, and i thought the little happening last week was going to be long gone from my mind by now. and i dont even know what i am going to be doing thanksgiving, torn between families (and maybe even work). think i might just stay home. i am sure i will be able to think up an excuse for it.
so now i go to sleep.
i am currently carless. it is in butch's to get the snow tires put on and have my door and gas tank looked at. who knows, maybe he will be nice and fix my windsheild wipers too. probably not. i have to get gas in it at some point (fifteen bucks gas = 2 weeks driving).
i cannot wait for christmas this year. getting things i actually want. "best of" cds from rem, blur, pearl jam(?) and some other cds from oasis, soundgarden, and some others. i am also getting a couple more tool shirts (hopefully). and that's just the stuff from my dad. from mom i dont quite know what yet, but a sportscoat seems to be in my future, not to mention the south park and family guy dvds. as far as other holidays go: holloween will suck and thanksgiving will suck. friday will suck because i have to work and then i have nothing to do. any sort of plans that i might have had are gone, and i thought the little happening last week was going to be long gone from my mind by now. and i dont even know what i am going to be doing thanksgiving, torn between families (and maybe even work). think i might just stay home. i am sure i will be able to think up an excuse for it.
so now i go to sleep.