can't sleep

[kckatie]

deja-vu all over again
let's be overly optimistic for just a second
and hope that i won't remember any dreams i might have tonight
tossing and turning and constantly yearning
for everything that i used to believe was within my sight
i used to think life was just a puzzle
and if i stared at it long enough it would just fall into place
but suddenly i'm beginning to wonder
if i am just the wrong piece for this certain space
goals are shifting
dreams are fading
and only more questions seem to arise
there aren't enough stars to carry all of my wishes
in these early morning skies
distract me from this longing to be something that i'm not
and i'll promise to be everything
except your one last sure shot
i was never cut out to be a fall back girl
even though i'm always catching people anyways
i don't want to hear what they think i want to
i just want things to be okay
wake me up when i won't have to run away