bleh

[kckatie]

i repeat myself like i repeat that one song that reminds me of you
i'm so sick
not the physical kind of way
with fevers and chills
but the kind that makes your insides ache
for relief that will never come
in the form of tonics or prescriptions
i'm hanging by a noose of heartstrings
that's always there to catch me
every single time i fall again
what i would give to just be free
but how i still long for that security
i feel every time i get tangled up in them once more
i give out sound advice to friends
that's logical and true
but i can't seem to take it from myself
even when it's what i really need to do
i'll chalk it all up to letting it be
going with the flow
making more mistakes
in hopes to learn and let go
but we all know i say this every single time
so let's pretend i'm not just
repeating myself once more