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[kckatie]

the lack thereof i still get fooled by
there are times i hate to love you
and there are times i love to hate you
but we all know both are just four letter lies anyways
no matter which way you look at it
the way we're living is going to suck us dry
no matter how much we'd like for all those others
we're reaching out for just to stay
i know that you're leaving
and that you were probably never really there
as much as i had hoped for at the start
but am i really that naive
and pathetic to still believe
that someday you'll be jealous of
that other someone that will finally want to keep my heart
this goes out to all the ex's
that turned out to only have (zer)o's
hiding beneath the skin inside their chests
soon i'll find another one
to build up to be more than they're worth
cause darling
we all know that's what i do best
you are no longer a person
because you've been buildt up of so many names
that i can't even remember
which one of you this started out about
so until the next time
i'm willing to let one of you in
please have the decency to keep away from
this heart that always seems to be ripped out