Yes, I'm incredibly happy and he makes me smile each and everyday!

[kcbsunshine]

I love him. Never thought I could ever feel so deeply for him. He is the one. He is my soulmate. He is mine. My heart aches for him when he's not here. My heart soars when he's with me. He makes me smile. Never thought I would let someone into my life like I have let him. He's my best friend. My lover. No one but him. He is what I want. Who I want. I love him for who he is and who he stands for. He is what I've been searching for, my other half. He completes me. I am a better person because of him and I want to be a better person because of him. Love, in love.. however you put it, its how I feel for him. I would give my life for him. He's the epitome of goodness. I love the boy he is and I love the man he will become. No matter what words I say to him it will never truly state how I feel. There are no words to describe how deep my love goes for him. When he's here I'm thinking of him, when he's not here I am not only thinking of him, I am needing him, not only thinking of him and needing him, I want him. The Lord has definently given me someone so special and so unique. He is unlike any other. I wish I can give to him what he has given me and I try to every single day. I can't wait til we become one and are married and I can be with him forever. Come home to our home, come home to him. I thought honestly I was going to be alone for the rest of my life. Then I gave it all to the Lord. My hurt, my anxiety, my worry, my pain. And He has turned that around and given me life again. He has given me Caleb. I hope that I can make him happy for the rest of my life because that is what he does for me. If I am ever mean I hate myself for it because he deserves the best. I love that God granted me the will to love again. I could go on forever. My one, my only. I am so glad that he's in my life. I will never let him go. I hope I don't screw this up. I love him.

desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all I'm lacking
completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose
there's nothing else to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
there is nothing else

desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment here with you

I love you Caleb <3