"... and even i can't pretend, we're not near the end..."
urgh, lets just say i don't trust men, women or animals any more.
something happened to me on Friday that should never happen to a girl. i wouldn't wish that on anyone. i've never felt so helpless and vulnerable in my life. everything just fell to pieces....
things have to change in me. i've lost all trust. i can't even look at a guy without wondering what he's thinking or is up to. its just... i just can't trust anyone any more, not even my brothers... so much so that i can't be in the same room as them. its just too much for my little head.
across the road family politics is ruining the kids lives. Daddy comes by once in a while to see the kids for a two minute slot to give them toys to make up for the loss... but never goes into the house.
its like he's been exiled.
i have to step over myself to get on with my day without falling apart. nothing just seems good any more. there's too much crap...
the better be an end to this life...
something happened to me on Friday that should never happen to a girl. i wouldn't wish that on anyone. i've never felt so helpless and vulnerable in my life. everything just fell to pieces....
things have to change in me. i've lost all trust. i can't even look at a guy without wondering what he's thinking or is up to. its just... i just can't trust anyone any more, not even my brothers... so much so that i can't be in the same room as them. its just too much for my little head.
across the road family politics is ruining the kids lives. Daddy comes by once in a while to see the kids for a two minute slot to give them toys to make up for the loss... but never goes into the house.
its like he's been exiled.
i have to step over myself to get on with my day without falling apart. nothing just seems good any more. there's too much crap...
the better be an end to this life...