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Hey, its been awhile since i posted, i think its been before chirstmas so sorry ive been out of it. But yeah i hadn't been real busy, but just hadn't spent much time on the internet but yeah. Chirstmas at my house went well, we spent christmas eve with my moms side then christmas with my dads side, saw all my family and stuff.
I haven't done much since christmas, been hanging out some. Watched "My big fat greek wedding" at ashley's house the other night with a bunch of people then just got back from Kim's house a little while ago where a bunch of us watched "Anchormann" which was hilarious. But in between those times I've played a lot of play station, just been bored because a chunk of the friends were up in Gatlinburg on the Stampede trip. I was gonna go on that but i wouldn't have gotten any money for christmas from the family and i need money. I really wish i would've gone on the trip though in hindsight, cause i mean, i know I worry about money too much, my dad really does too so its kind of passed down on to me. I really shouldn't i mean cause God says he provides us with all we need and he does he's never proven that wrong. But yeah thats just a big struggle of mine, trusting in God, i hardly ever tithe which i know is wrong. But i'll have the money in my hand ready to put int he offering basket but countless times I've turned away, just worried about not having any money to fill up my car that week. I guess it sounds stupid and probably boring to anybody thats still reading this but its just somethign i struggle with that I've been thinking about a lot lately. Its easy to talk about trusting in God, ive even given a lesson on it, but when it comes crunch time i usually back out, thats sad.
I haven't done much since christmas, been hanging out some. Watched "My big fat greek wedding" at ashley's house the other night with a bunch of people then just got back from Kim's house a little while ago where a bunch of us watched "Anchormann" which was hilarious. But in between those times I've played a lot of play station, just been bored because a chunk of the friends were up in Gatlinburg on the Stampede trip. I was gonna go on that but i wouldn't have gotten any money for christmas from the family and i need money. I really wish i would've gone on the trip though in hindsight, cause i mean, i know I worry about money too much, my dad really does too so its kind of passed down on to me. I really shouldn't i mean cause God says he provides us with all we need and he does he's never proven that wrong. But yeah thats just a big struggle of mine, trusting in God, i hardly ever tithe which i know is wrong. But i'll have the money in my hand ready to put int he offering basket but countless times I've turned away, just worried about not having any money to fill up my car that week. I guess it sounds stupid and probably boring to anybody thats still reading this but its just somethign i struggle with that I've been thinking about a lot lately. Its easy to talk about trusting in God, ive even given a lesson on it, but when it comes crunch time i usually back out, thats sad.