[fic] Remembering You (Chapter 23)
Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17// Chapter 18// Chapter 19// Chapter 20// Chapter 21// Chapter 22
Chapter 23
A week had passed and Jin didn’t visit Kazuya after he gave him the last box of memories. No, he didn’t felt tired of waiting for Kazuya to forgive him nor afraid to face Kazuya, he just wanted to give Kazuya some time to think.
“Eh? You told him that you will be going back to LA?” Yamapi asked, Jin called him again for an advice. Yamapi is back to Japan, Meisa is living with him yet they are careful not to be discovered. They decided not to publicly announce the truth. Jin would always call Yamapi for advices after he came back from LA.
“Of course, he needs to know. I don’t want to hide anything from him anymore.” Jin said.
“Well, that might stop him from forgiving you, You are going to leave him again anyway” Yamapi said.
“I am not leaving him. It is just for 6 months and I’ll be back for good."
“But do you think he is happy to know that you are going away?” Yamapi asked.
“I don’t know. But at least this time I can promise that I’ll be back.”
“If he doesn’t forgive you now, would you wait until you come back here? What if Kazuya falls for someone else?”
“If Kazuya falls for someone else, I’ll accept it if that’s what will make him happy” Jin said sadly.
Meanwhile in KAT-TUN’s dressing room, KAT-TUN had just ended their rehearsal, it was their final rehearsal before they go to fukaoka for their first day of their concert. Due to their individual schedule, they’ll have two more weeks before they flew to fukaoka, 1 week after Jin had gone back to LA.
“Jin did not visit us for 1 week now.” Junno noticed.
“And he only got 1 week before he go back to LA. And 2 weeks before our concert starts” Yuichi said.
“Kazuya, Jin will be living 1 week from now. Would that be ok to you?”Koki asked as Kazuya just kept silent.
“Kazu, You want to talk to him right? You want to see him. What is stopping you?” Tatsuya said. Kazuya sat down on the couch and everyone saw how sad the younger looks.
“He is going to LA again, he is leaving again. Would he even come back?” Kazuya said sadly as he continues fixing his things.
“He would, Kazuya. He will come back for you. Didn’t he promise that” Koki said as Kazuya look at him.
“I know that it is hard for you but why don’t you trust him again? If he hurts you, Koki and I would kill him already.” Tatsuya threatened.
“Tat-chan” Kazuya pouted.
“Trust Jin. It is safe to believe in his words now. Don’t be afraid ne.” Koki smiled.
“And besides you are the one who always says being hurt is part of love. So maybe in the second time, everything will be 10 times better. Be happy ne” Yuichi advised.
“But he is married. There is no way we could continue our relationship” Kazuya said. Kazuya still doesn’t know about the fake marriage yet. It was the only thing now that is holding him back from forgiving Jin.
“Eh? He hasn’t told you yet?” Junno said surprised.
“Bakanishi! He wanted to be the one to tell you. But I guess he forgot that most important thing.” Yuichi said as Kazuya became confused.
“The marriage was fake. Yamapi is the real father of Aya. No wonder why Aya likes him so much” Tatsuya explained.
“He is not really married?” Kazuya asked as the others nodded. “But why?..”
“Jin should be the one to tell you all the details” Koki said.
“But, It isn’t only about the marriage.” Kazuya sighed. “It has been awhile. Do you think we could be like what we are before?” Kazuya asked sadly.
”Who knows?” Koki smiled.
“But if you give him another chance you might found out” Yuichi added as Kazuya finally smiled.
“I guess, I should really talk to him before he goes back to LA” Kazuya said. He was finally convinced.
“You really should.” They said. Kazuya went out of the room and headed to Jin’s house.
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Jin was still was still talking to Yamapi when someone knocks on his door. When he opened it he was surprise to see Kazuya in front of him.
“Konbanwa.” Kazuya greeted.
“Kazuya? What are you doing here?” Jin asked surprised. “Ah, Pi I need to go now . Jya~!” He said as he hung up the phone without waiting for Yamapi’s answer
“If it isn’t the right time, I could go now”
“No, it is ok.” Jin said as he drag Kazuya inside. Kazuya sat down the sofa. Jin doesn’t change at all, the interior is still the same as when they are still in a relationship and of course Jin is still as messy as before.
“You live in LA alone you should have learn how to clean the house and cook”
“Ever heard of maid and restaurants? I didn’t do everything by myself” Jin answered smiling as Kazuya laughed at that. Kazuya looks different now, he is back.
“Spoiled brat.” kazuya smiled as Jin sat beside him.
“It has been a long time since I last heard you laugh like that” Jin felt happy.
“Jin, they told me about the fake marriage.” Kazuya said.
“Eh? I haven’t told you about that yet?”
“Aside from being messy and worst in cooking, you are still baka as ever” Kazuya commented.
“And I still love you as ever” Jin grinned.
“You are still sappy as ever” Kazuya replied.
“Kazuya,does this means?” Jin started as Kazuya just hugged him as a reply. “Kazu?”
“I’ll wait. I've waited for 3 years already, but additional 6 months wouldn’t hurt ne.” Kazuya said. “Just don’t push me away again or I may never ever come back to you again.” Kazuya tried to look mad as Jin just hug him.
“I can’t promise you a perfect relationship. But I promise this time I will treasure it so much” Jin said but then he pulled away. “But how about Tsuyoshi-san?” Jin said, his jealousy hadn’t changed as well.
“We are not dating Jin, he is just helping me for my baseball project in Going. It was Ryo’s idea and dragged KAT-TUN into making you believe that we are dating.” Kazuya explained.
“Remind me to punch Ryo once I saw him.” Jin said as Kazuya smiled.
“I miss you.” Kazuya suddenly said.
“I miss you more.Ne, Kazuya we still got one week before I go. Do you want to go somewhere?” Jin asked as he wanted to spend more time with Kazuya.
“No, I’d rather be here. It has been a long time since I’ve been to this apartment.”
“Do you want to sleep here tonight?”
“Do you even have to ask?” Kazuya just said. The two spend the night together, they surely missed each other’s warm.
Kazuya had 3 days break before Jin would go back to LA, the two spend those days together. Both of them are happy to continue what they had before. It has been 3 years but for them it feels like nothing change. It actually felt better than before.
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The day when Jin needs to leave came. It was only Kazuya and Pi who accompanied Jin to the airport to avoid too much attention. When Yamapi went to the restroom, Jin had finally got the chance to give Kazuya his gift.
“Kazu?”
“Hai?”
“I just want to give you this” Jin said as he pulled out a ring. It was a white gold ring and if you look closely inside, Jin and Kazuya’s name are engrave on it.
“Jin?” Kazuya asked as he let Jin slip the ring on his fingers.
“If only I could I would marry you right now. Kazuya, we have been separated for along time. But I think I still love you the way I loved you before and if not maybe more. Kazuya, please wait for me, please trust me. This time I’ll be back, I wouldn’t want to make you cry again.”
“Are you proposing or what?” Kazuya just smirked.
“It isn’t really a proposal, just something I wanted to give as symbol of new beginning” Jin frowned since Kazuya just ruined the mood.
“Too bad, because I would really say yes” Kazuya teased as Jin pouted.
“Kazu~!!” Kazuya just laugh but then hugged Jin. He gets the other ring from the box and slip it on Jin’s fingers.
“Don’t think too much. I’ll be waiting, Jin. I know you’d come back” Kazuysa said as Jin hugged back. Just then Yamapi arrive and they heard that passengers of Jin’s flight are being called now.
“I’ll be going now. Take care ne” Jin said before hugging the younger again.
“You too.” Kazuya replied as Jin nodded. “I’ll be waiting ne” Kazuya added as Jin walked away.
Everyone thought that this is going to be hard for Kazuya, but the younger seems better than they expected, Kazuya never even cried as Jin bid his goodbye.
“You look stronger. When this happened years ago, you were against Jin’s decision to go. You look really depress when he leave for LA.” Yamapi noticed.
“It was different. Jin decided to give up everything for his dream without thinking. I was against it, I was surprised on his decision but now, it is different. We can clearly see that he knew what could make him happy now, It is not a career in LA but to be able to sing and create his own songs. I am happy for him” Kazuya explained.
“And the most important thing that makes him happy is that he is finally with you again” Yamapi smiled.
“Yes. SO I guess I need to go now as well.”
“Eh?” Kazuya just smiled as he shown Yamapi his passport. Yamapi just looked at him surprised but wasn’t able to react as he run to follow Jin.
“It is just for a few days, tell KAT-TUN that I’ll be back soon” Kazuya shouted as he run.
“Those baka. They just can’t get enough of each other. 6 months huh? So we only got 6 months to prepare ourselves from none stop akameness. Those two should learn to avoid too much PDA.” Yamapi just mumbled as he walk to his car. He didn’t expect to drive back alone.
Meanwhile inside the airport….
“Kazuya?” Jin was surprised when Kazuya stand beside him.
“I guess, I miss you already” kazuya just smiled at his lover’s surprised expression.
“You are going to LA?”
“Just for awhile though, just a few days since I need to go back for the concert”
“Kazu, why didn’t you tell me earlier?” Jin pouted. As Kazuya raised his hand.
“If I told you earlier I won’t be receiving this.” Kazuya said
“I’ll still give it you.” Jin said as he hold Kazuya’s hands. “Ah we look like a married couple going for a honeymoon.” Jin just grinned.
“No. You are hard working husband who will work on LA as I will take care of you and cook for you for a week”
“So you are the caring wife” Jin just laughed.
The two continued teasing each other without even caring about the people around them, most of the people are foreigner but of course they are aware that paparazzi might caught them yet they don’t care. Kazuya would just think of something to cover it when he get back but for now he is enjoying his time with Jin.
For them it was the beginning of another chapter in their life, another chapter of their love story. They experience a lot and through that they have learned a lot as well. Relationship is not easy, choosing between the people you love and your dreams are even harder. Sometimes we tend to forget what really is important to us yet always trust your heart to remember it. And sometimes what you think is right isn’t really what will make you happy. But all you really need are those people you love and loves you in order to choose the right path and in order to make better decision.
It is Jin and Kazuya’s second chance and this time both of them promised to treasure what they have now, this time it would be 10times better than what they had before. And this time they know it is forever.
OWARI
Yes, this is the end…..sorry if it is not a great ending…xDDD thesis is occupying my mind right now…:( i try my best though...:D actually it wasn't suppose to end there...xDD but i can't think of anything now...maybe ill write an epilogue? or not? i hate thesis...>.<
But thank you to everyone who supported this until the end….
I know it got boring, some updates are late so thank you for still following it..^.^
I’ll f-lock my account on the 2nd or 3rd week of October….i just really need to focus on my thesis…and ill be gone for I don’t know until when…:D maybe ill be back in December or april…
I hope to pass my thesis this sem so that i could finally proceed in developing the proposal this sem break...*sigh*
and also....congratulations to Jin, his wife gave birth to a baby girl....^^
so that's it^^
comments and feedbacks are always loved and appreciated^.^♥♥♥
thanks again♥♥♥
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17// Chapter 18// Chapter 19// Chapter 20// Chapter 21// Chapter 22
Chapter 23
A week had passed and Jin didn’t visit Kazuya after he gave him the last box of memories. No, he didn’t felt tired of waiting for Kazuya to forgive him nor afraid to face Kazuya, he just wanted to give Kazuya some time to think.
“Eh? You told him that you will be going back to LA?” Yamapi asked, Jin called him again for an advice. Yamapi is back to Japan, Meisa is living with him yet they are careful not to be discovered. They decided not to publicly announce the truth. Jin would always call Yamapi for advices after he came back from LA.
“Of course, he needs to know. I don’t want to hide anything from him anymore.” Jin said.
“Well, that might stop him from forgiving you, You are going to leave him again anyway” Yamapi said.
“I am not leaving him. It is just for 6 months and I’ll be back for good."
“But do you think he is happy to know that you are going away?” Yamapi asked.
“I don’t know. But at least this time I can promise that I’ll be back.”
“If he doesn’t forgive you now, would you wait until you come back here? What if Kazuya falls for someone else?”
“If Kazuya falls for someone else, I’ll accept it if that’s what will make him happy” Jin said sadly.
Meanwhile in KAT-TUN’s dressing room, KAT-TUN had just ended their rehearsal, it was their final rehearsal before they go to fukaoka for their first day of their concert. Due to their individual schedule, they’ll have two more weeks before they flew to fukaoka, 1 week after Jin had gone back to LA.
“Jin did not visit us for 1 week now.” Junno noticed.
“And he only got 1 week before he go back to LA. And 2 weeks before our concert starts” Yuichi said.
“Kazuya, Jin will be living 1 week from now. Would that be ok to you?”Koki asked as Kazuya just kept silent.
“Kazu, You want to talk to him right? You want to see him. What is stopping you?” Tatsuya said. Kazuya sat down on the couch and everyone saw how sad the younger looks.
“He is going to LA again, he is leaving again. Would he even come back?” Kazuya said sadly as he continues fixing his things.
“He would, Kazuya. He will come back for you. Didn’t he promise that” Koki said as Kazuya look at him.
“I know that it is hard for you but why don’t you trust him again? If he hurts you, Koki and I would kill him already.” Tatsuya threatened.
“Tat-chan” Kazuya pouted.
“Trust Jin. It is safe to believe in his words now. Don’t be afraid ne.” Koki smiled.
“And besides you are the one who always says being hurt is part of love. So maybe in the second time, everything will be 10 times better. Be happy ne” Yuichi advised.
“But he is married. There is no way we could continue our relationship” Kazuya said. Kazuya still doesn’t know about the fake marriage yet. It was the only thing now that is holding him back from forgiving Jin.
“Eh? He hasn’t told you yet?” Junno said surprised.
“Bakanishi! He wanted to be the one to tell you. But I guess he forgot that most important thing.” Yuichi said as Kazuya became confused.
“The marriage was fake. Yamapi is the real father of Aya. No wonder why Aya likes him so much” Tatsuya explained.
“He is not really married?” Kazuya asked as the others nodded. “But why?..”
“Jin should be the one to tell you all the details” Koki said.
“But, It isn’t only about the marriage.” Kazuya sighed. “It has been awhile. Do you think we could be like what we are before?” Kazuya asked sadly.
”Who knows?” Koki smiled.
“But if you give him another chance you might found out” Yuichi added as Kazuya finally smiled.
“I guess, I should really talk to him before he goes back to LA” Kazuya said. He was finally convinced.
“You really should.” They said. Kazuya went out of the room and headed to Jin’s house.
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Jin was still was still talking to Yamapi when someone knocks on his door. When he opened it he was surprise to see Kazuya in front of him.
“Konbanwa.” Kazuya greeted.
“Kazuya? What are you doing here?” Jin asked surprised. “Ah, Pi I need to go now . Jya~!” He said as he hung up the phone without waiting for Yamapi’s answer
“If it isn’t the right time, I could go now”
“No, it is ok.” Jin said as he drag Kazuya inside. Kazuya sat down the sofa. Jin doesn’t change at all, the interior is still the same as when they are still in a relationship and of course Jin is still as messy as before.
“You live in LA alone you should have learn how to clean the house and cook”
“Ever heard of maid and restaurants? I didn’t do everything by myself” Jin answered smiling as Kazuya laughed at that. Kazuya looks different now, he is back.
“Spoiled brat.” kazuya smiled as Jin sat beside him.
“It has been a long time since I last heard you laugh like that” Jin felt happy.
“Jin, they told me about the fake marriage.” Kazuya said.
“Eh? I haven’t told you about that yet?”
“Aside from being messy and worst in cooking, you are still baka as ever” Kazuya commented.
“And I still love you as ever” Jin grinned.
“You are still sappy as ever” Kazuya replied.
“Kazuya,does this means?” Jin started as Kazuya just hugged him as a reply. “Kazu?”
“I’ll wait. I've waited for 3 years already, but additional 6 months wouldn’t hurt ne.” Kazuya said. “Just don’t push me away again or I may never ever come back to you again.” Kazuya tried to look mad as Jin just hug him.
“I can’t promise you a perfect relationship. But I promise this time I will treasure it so much” Jin said but then he pulled away. “But how about Tsuyoshi-san?” Jin said, his jealousy hadn’t changed as well.
“We are not dating Jin, he is just helping me for my baseball project in Going. It was Ryo’s idea and dragged KAT-TUN into making you believe that we are dating.” Kazuya explained.
“Remind me to punch Ryo once I saw him.” Jin said as Kazuya smiled.
“I miss you.” Kazuya suddenly said.
“I miss you more.Ne, Kazuya we still got one week before I go. Do you want to go somewhere?” Jin asked as he wanted to spend more time with Kazuya.
“No, I’d rather be here. It has been a long time since I’ve been to this apartment.”
“Do you want to sleep here tonight?”
“Do you even have to ask?” Kazuya just said. The two spend the night together, they surely missed each other’s warm.
Kazuya had 3 days break before Jin would go back to LA, the two spend those days together. Both of them are happy to continue what they had before. It has been 3 years but for them it feels like nothing change. It actually felt better than before.
********************************************
The day when Jin needs to leave came. It was only Kazuya and Pi who accompanied Jin to the airport to avoid too much attention. When Yamapi went to the restroom, Jin had finally got the chance to give Kazuya his gift.
“Kazu?”
“Hai?”
“I just want to give you this” Jin said as he pulled out a ring. It was a white gold ring and if you look closely inside, Jin and Kazuya’s name are engrave on it.
“Jin?” Kazuya asked as he let Jin slip the ring on his fingers.
“If only I could I would marry you right now. Kazuya, we have been separated for along time. But I think I still love you the way I loved you before and if not maybe more. Kazuya, please wait for me, please trust me. This time I’ll be back, I wouldn’t want to make you cry again.”
“Are you proposing or what?” Kazuya just smirked.
“It isn’t really a proposal, just something I wanted to give as symbol of new beginning” Jin frowned since Kazuya just ruined the mood.
“Too bad, because I would really say yes” Kazuya teased as Jin pouted.
“Kazu~!!” Kazuya just laugh but then hugged Jin. He gets the other ring from the box and slip it on Jin’s fingers.
“Don’t think too much. I’ll be waiting, Jin. I know you’d come back” Kazuysa said as Jin hugged back. Just then Yamapi arrive and they heard that passengers of Jin’s flight are being called now.
“I’ll be going now. Take care ne” Jin said before hugging the younger again.
“You too.” Kazuya replied as Jin nodded. “I’ll be waiting ne” Kazuya added as Jin walked away.
Everyone thought that this is going to be hard for Kazuya, but the younger seems better than they expected, Kazuya never even cried as Jin bid his goodbye.
“You look stronger. When this happened years ago, you were against Jin’s decision to go. You look really depress when he leave for LA.” Yamapi noticed.
“It was different. Jin decided to give up everything for his dream without thinking. I was against it, I was surprised on his decision but now, it is different. We can clearly see that he knew what could make him happy now, It is not a career in LA but to be able to sing and create his own songs. I am happy for him” Kazuya explained.
“And the most important thing that makes him happy is that he is finally with you again” Yamapi smiled.
“Yes. SO I guess I need to go now as well.”
“Eh?” Kazuya just smiled as he shown Yamapi his passport. Yamapi just looked at him surprised but wasn’t able to react as he run to follow Jin.
“It is just for a few days, tell KAT-TUN that I’ll be back soon” Kazuya shouted as he run.
“Those baka. They just can’t get enough of each other. 6 months huh? So we only got 6 months to prepare ourselves from none stop akameness. Those two should learn to avoid too much PDA.” Yamapi just mumbled as he walk to his car. He didn’t expect to drive back alone.
Meanwhile inside the airport….
“Kazuya?” Jin was surprised when Kazuya stand beside him.
“I guess, I miss you already” kazuya just smiled at his lover’s surprised expression.
“You are going to LA?”
“Just for awhile though, just a few days since I need to go back for the concert”
“Kazu, why didn’t you tell me earlier?” Jin pouted. As Kazuya raised his hand.
“If I told you earlier I won’t be receiving this.” Kazuya said
“I’ll still give it you.” Jin said as he hold Kazuya’s hands. “Ah we look like a married couple going for a honeymoon.” Jin just grinned.
“No. You are hard working husband who will work on LA as I will take care of you and cook for you for a week”
“So you are the caring wife” Jin just laughed.
The two continued teasing each other without even caring about the people around them, most of the people are foreigner but of course they are aware that paparazzi might caught them yet they don’t care. Kazuya would just think of something to cover it when he get back but for now he is enjoying his time with Jin.
For them it was the beginning of another chapter in their life, another chapter of their love story. They experience a lot and through that they have learned a lot as well. Relationship is not easy, choosing between the people you love and your dreams are even harder. Sometimes we tend to forget what really is important to us yet always trust your heart to remember it. And sometimes what you think is right isn’t really what will make you happy. But all you really need are those people you love and loves you in order to choose the right path and in order to make better decision.
It is Jin and Kazuya’s second chance and this time both of them promised to treasure what they have now, this time it would be 10times better than what they had before. And this time they know it is forever.
OWARI
Yes, this is the end…..sorry if it is not a great ending…xDDD thesis is occupying my mind right now…:( i try my best though...:D actually it wasn't suppose to end there...xDD but i can't think of anything now...maybe ill write an epilogue? or not? i hate thesis...>.<
But thank you to everyone who supported this until the end….
I know it got boring, some updates are late so thank you for still following it..^.^
I’ll f-lock my account on the 2nd or 3rd week of October….i just really need to focus on my thesis…and ill be gone for I don’t know until when…:D maybe ill be back in December or april…
I hope to pass my thesis this sem so that i could finally proceed in developing the proposal this sem break...*sigh*
and also....congratulations to Jin, his wife gave birth to a baby girl....^^
so that's it^^
comments and feedbacks are always loved and appreciated^.^♥♥♥
thanks again♥♥♥