[fic] Remembering You (Chapter 22)
Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17// Chapter 18// Chapter 19// Chapter 20// Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Jin got only 2 weeks left before he needs to go back to LA. Kazuya hadn’t forgiven him completely but he is happy that at least the younger is talking to him now. He doesn’t want to force Kazuya, he is actually lucky that Kazuya isn’t mad and was just giving him a cold treatment, he had been mean to him, he deserves worse than this.
“So what is your plan now?” Yamapi asked Jin. He called his bestfriend to know if he was able to talk to Kazuya.
“I don’t have one.” Jin answered simply
“Eh?”
“Kazuya will forgive me once he is ready. “ Jin simply said. “But of course I am still doing my best to show him that I’m sincere and that he could trust me again.” He added.
“Jin, you need to go back in 2 weeks.” Yamapi reminded him.
“I know, Pi.”Jin replied sadly. “How about you? When will you go back here in Japan?” Jin asked.
“Ah, that’s why I called, we are planning to go back 2 days from now. I just wanted to tell you.” Yamapi said.
“Ok, I’ll inform some of my friends so that they could take care of the house” Jin said. “Take care, Pi. Take care of Aya and Meisa too”
“I will, Jin. Goodluck with Kazuya” Yamapi said as both hang up.
“I only got two weeks left” Jin sighed as he pulled out a ring from his pocket. “I miss you, Kazu” Jin said staring on the ring.
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It was the last box of memories, this time Jin wanted to give it to Kazuya personally, this time he wanted to finally talk to Kazuya about everything. He will tell him how important Kazuya is to him, he’ll tell him how happy he is everytime Kazuya will call him in LA few years ago, he will tell him that his marriage with Meisa is fake, he will tell him how much he loves him, he will tell him everything. He is hoping that Kazuya would forgive but if the younger is not yet ready, he would wait until he is even if he will need to go back to LA and wait for another six months until he will finally be able to return again in Japan, at least this time it would be for good.
Jin nervously walked to KAT-TUN’s dressing room, He knew that the rehearsal had ended and KAT-TUN are probably getting ready to go home. And when he reached the dressing room’s door, he saw Tsuyoshi and Kazuya who were about to go.
“Kazu!” Jin tried to stop them.
“Akanishi?” Kazuya mumbled his eyes are on the box that Jin was holding. Jin runs to get near him. The other members of KAT-TUN went out as well then they heard Jin.
“I….I just wanted to give you this” Jin said as he handed a box. It was smaller compared to the other boxes he brought for Kazuya. Kazuya was surprised that Jin gave it to him personally. Then Jin faced Tsuyoshi. “Whenever you are going, just take care of Kazuya. Make sure that he will eat dinner properly and he must go home safety.”
“I will” Tsuyoshi answered kind of confused.
“Once you broke up, I will definitely take him back” Jin just said and faced the others. “I’ll be going now. Jya~!” He added then walked away. Kazuya stared at the others.
“Why would Jin think that Tsuyoshi and I are dating?” He asked.
“It’s Ryo’s fault” Koki just grinned. Kazuya shook his head smiling.
“Ne, Tsuyoshi-kun, Would it be ok if I cancel our practice today?” Kazuya asked as he slightly bowed.
“Of course, you should think about your personal problems first more than your work.” Tsuyoshi said. “I’ll be going now” He added and bid his goodbye to Kazuya. As Tsuyoshi went away Kazuya brought out his phone dialing a number so familiar yet he can’t remember when that last time he called it.
“Moshi Moshi?”
“Jin?” Kazuya mumbled.
“Hai?”
“Are you on your way home?” Kazuya asked.
“No, I’m still on the parking lot.”
“Can I talk to you?” He asked hesitantly.
“Eh?Aren’t you going out with that Tsuyoshi guy”
“I cancelled it.”
“Oh. Well then I’ll go up again” Nervousness and excitement was obvious on Jin’s voice. If Kazuya wasn’t nervous himself he’ll laugh at that.
“No, I’ll be the one who’ll go….”
“Stay there. I am on my way up now” Jin replied, Kazuya can’t see Jin but he bet the older is smiling.
The other members who were eavesdropping felt happy that finally Kazuya is ready to talk to Jin about what happened to them this past few years. They knew this talk would either fix everything between them or will finally end everything between them.
“Kazuya we will be going now.” Yuichi smiled.
“Ah, yes” Kazuya nods.
“Don’t think about what is right or wrong. Think about what will make you happy” Tatsuya advised as the others smiled at that.
Few minutes later Jin finally arrived.
“Did you took the elevator or you run through the stairs?” Kazuya asked as he saw Jin looking so tired.
“I actually run through the stairs, I didn’t thought of the elevator.” Jin said grinning. “But let’s take the elevator now” He said and held Kazuya’s hands. “Let’s go.”
“Eh?” Kazuya just said as Jin lead him to the roof top. When they get there, both of them sat on the bench and stared at the sky. The sky was clear and they could see the stars brightly. No talked for a few minutes until Jin broke the silence.
“What do you want to talk about?” Jin asked.
“Everything.” Kazuya answered not looking at Jin. “I am confused Jin. You are making it harder for me to move on.” Kazuya admitted.
“Move on?”
“Jin!” Kazuya scolded as he felt that Jin is playing innocent on him. “You know exactly what I mean. I was there when you needed a friend, I didn’t regret that even though you continued pushing me away, I was happy to be there for you when you needed someone but now, you are happy in LA, you’ve met a lot of friends. It is good to see you happy so this time Jin, it is my time to move on now. ” Jin just sighed and tried to smile.
“Will it be selfish if I said that I don’t want you to move on? I never moved on Kazu” Jin said honestly. “I pushed you away, but I was in the happiest mood everytime you called me when I was in LA. I have no idea how you do it, but everytime I had problem or felt like giving up, you will call me and everything will feel fine. Kazuya, I tried to push you away just because I wanted to move on too but I never did. I just can’t because I still love you” Jin explained as he held Kazuya’s hands. “I know you hate me somehow. I know you couldn’t trust me again or forgive me easily but ill wait until you could finally do. For now, I just wanted you to see that I am sincere and serious, I love you” Jin added. He looked into Kazuya’s eyes trying to know what the younger is thinking and all he could see is confusion.
“What happened in London feels like a dream to me. When I gained my memories back it , I spend a day wondering if all those time you spend with me when I have an amnesia was reality or just a dream. It was real, but maybe you did all those things out of pity.”
“No it wasn’t because of pity. Kazuya, I wanted to spend time with you that is why I did it. I took advantage that you had amnesia and you can’t remember anything. Somehow, I know I was the reason why the accident happened, I know you started hating me” Jin tried to explain.
“We had spent time in London and LA then why did you still choose your career? You neglected me again just to avoid the rumors” Kazuya mumbled with disappointment.
“You know how much I love my career. I want this, but even though I had a career in LA, I was never happy because you were never there. Thanks to Pi and Ryo, they made me realize what could really make me happy.” Jin said.
“Jin? After all this years, do you still love me?” Kazuya asked which made Jin smile.
“I never stop loving you, Kazuya” Jin answered. Kazuya felt happy at that, he never stopped loving Jin as well but it’s been years after their break up few years ago he never imagine that he would be able to be with Jin again and aside from that Jin got his own family now why would Jin choose him.
“Jin, I…”
“You needed time. Please do think of it. I promise to do everything for you if you give me a second chance. But I wouldn’t want to hide something from you. I need to go back to LA 2 weeks from now, I’ll be doing a movie for 6 months but once it ends I promise to be back here for good” Jin confessed that surprised Kazuya.
“You will be back again in LA?” Kazuya mumbled sadly.
“I need to” Jin said sadly.
“I understand.” Kazuya said as he stood up. He walk to the door, Jin felt nervous at that, he wondered if Kazuya was mad. “Give me time to think ne” Kazuya faced Jin again and smiled before going out.
Kazuya went back to dressing room as Jin went home. Jin wanted him to think, and he knew he really need time to think. He is still confused about some things, somehow he still do not want to believe that Jin still loves him. For Kazuya, he is just being careful, he is afraid that Jin will just hurt him again. Especially now that Jin told him that he will be back in LA in two weeks, he doesn’t know if he could trust him that he will still go back, what if he realize that he still want to pursue his career, the movie may open new opportunities for him.
Kazuya went back to his desk, he saw the box that Jin give and finally opened it. He smiled staring at the gift. The box contains their rings, their friendship rings that Jin gave when they are shooting Gokusen and the rings that Jin gave to him during their 3rd year anniversary as lovers.
“Jin.” Kazuya mumbled. “If I accept you in my life again, would you hurt me like the way you did before? I am still afraid to trust you” Kazuya said sadly while staring at the rings.
To Be Continued....
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i am late.......sorry...:D
too busy with thesis but yay finally we are endorsed for defense!!! we will not get failing grade but through the defense our dean and chairman would be the one who'll decide if we will get a complete or incomplete grade...xDD gahh those 3 weeks that i was gone was hell!!!!! The adviser that was assigned to us was the most intelligent yet scariest professor in our department....... i am not good with talking to a professor and then we were a assigned to a professor who looks mad all the time, i was scared, so scared...-.- fortunately he endorsed us....
i am just taking thesis1 now(which is presenting the proposal) after that we still got thesis 2(development of the proposed mobile learning/game/app) which is waaayy harder....will I still be alive after thesis 2??...xDDD
and i haven't slept for 3 days....thank God i got a free time until tomorrow....uwaaa
ok enough with that...hehe
thanks to everyone who are still reading this....
i am sorry for the late update..the next one will be the last chapter....
and i promise that ill update 1 week from now since our defense is finally over next week:D...:D
as always comments are love and appreciated...♥♥♥
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17// Chapter 18// Chapter 19// Chapter 20// Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Jin got only 2 weeks left before he needs to go back to LA. Kazuya hadn’t forgiven him completely but he is happy that at least the younger is talking to him now. He doesn’t want to force Kazuya, he is actually lucky that Kazuya isn’t mad and was just giving him a cold treatment, he had been mean to him, he deserves worse than this.
“So what is your plan now?” Yamapi asked Jin. He called his bestfriend to know if he was able to talk to Kazuya.
“I don’t have one.” Jin answered simply
“Eh?”
“Kazuya will forgive me once he is ready. “ Jin simply said. “But of course I am still doing my best to show him that I’m sincere and that he could trust me again.” He added.
“Jin, you need to go back in 2 weeks.” Yamapi reminded him.
“I know, Pi.”Jin replied sadly. “How about you? When will you go back here in Japan?” Jin asked.
“Ah, that’s why I called, we are planning to go back 2 days from now. I just wanted to tell you.” Yamapi said.
“Ok, I’ll inform some of my friends so that they could take care of the house” Jin said. “Take care, Pi. Take care of Aya and Meisa too”
“I will, Jin. Goodluck with Kazuya” Yamapi said as both hang up.
“I only got two weeks left” Jin sighed as he pulled out a ring from his pocket. “I miss you, Kazu” Jin said staring on the ring.
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It was the last box of memories, this time Jin wanted to give it to Kazuya personally, this time he wanted to finally talk to Kazuya about everything. He will tell him how important Kazuya is to him, he’ll tell him how happy he is everytime Kazuya will call him in LA few years ago, he will tell him that his marriage with Meisa is fake, he will tell him how much he loves him, he will tell him everything. He is hoping that Kazuya would forgive but if the younger is not yet ready, he would wait until he is even if he will need to go back to LA and wait for another six months until he will finally be able to return again in Japan, at least this time it would be for good.
Jin nervously walked to KAT-TUN’s dressing room, He knew that the rehearsal had ended and KAT-TUN are probably getting ready to go home. And when he reached the dressing room’s door, he saw Tsuyoshi and Kazuya who were about to go.
“Kazu!” Jin tried to stop them.
“Akanishi?” Kazuya mumbled his eyes are on the box that Jin was holding. Jin runs to get near him. The other members of KAT-TUN went out as well then they heard Jin.
“I….I just wanted to give you this” Jin said as he handed a box. It was smaller compared to the other boxes he brought for Kazuya. Kazuya was surprised that Jin gave it to him personally. Then Jin faced Tsuyoshi. “Whenever you are going, just take care of Kazuya. Make sure that he will eat dinner properly and he must go home safety.”
“I will” Tsuyoshi answered kind of confused.
“Once you broke up, I will definitely take him back” Jin just said and faced the others. “I’ll be going now. Jya~!” He added then walked away. Kazuya stared at the others.
“Why would Jin think that Tsuyoshi and I are dating?” He asked.
“It’s Ryo’s fault” Koki just grinned. Kazuya shook his head smiling.
“Ne, Tsuyoshi-kun, Would it be ok if I cancel our practice today?” Kazuya asked as he slightly bowed.
“Of course, you should think about your personal problems first more than your work.” Tsuyoshi said. “I’ll be going now” He added and bid his goodbye to Kazuya. As Tsuyoshi went away Kazuya brought out his phone dialing a number so familiar yet he can’t remember when that last time he called it.
“Moshi Moshi?”
“Jin?” Kazuya mumbled.
“Hai?”
“Are you on your way home?” Kazuya asked.
“No, I’m still on the parking lot.”
“Can I talk to you?” He asked hesitantly.
“Eh?Aren’t you going out with that Tsuyoshi guy”
“I cancelled it.”
“Oh. Well then I’ll go up again” Nervousness and excitement was obvious on Jin’s voice. If Kazuya wasn’t nervous himself he’ll laugh at that.
“No, I’ll be the one who’ll go….”
“Stay there. I am on my way up now” Jin replied, Kazuya can’t see Jin but he bet the older is smiling.
The other members who were eavesdropping felt happy that finally Kazuya is ready to talk to Jin about what happened to them this past few years. They knew this talk would either fix everything between them or will finally end everything between them.
“Kazuya we will be going now.” Yuichi smiled.
“Ah, yes” Kazuya nods.
“Don’t think about what is right or wrong. Think about what will make you happy” Tatsuya advised as the others smiled at that.
Few minutes later Jin finally arrived.
“Did you took the elevator or you run through the stairs?” Kazuya asked as he saw Jin looking so tired.
“I actually run through the stairs, I didn’t thought of the elevator.” Jin said grinning. “But let’s take the elevator now” He said and held Kazuya’s hands. “Let’s go.”
“Eh?” Kazuya just said as Jin lead him to the roof top. When they get there, both of them sat on the bench and stared at the sky. The sky was clear and they could see the stars brightly. No talked for a few minutes until Jin broke the silence.
“What do you want to talk about?” Jin asked.
“Everything.” Kazuya answered not looking at Jin. “I am confused Jin. You are making it harder for me to move on.” Kazuya admitted.
“Move on?”
“Jin!” Kazuya scolded as he felt that Jin is playing innocent on him. “You know exactly what I mean. I was there when you needed a friend, I didn’t regret that even though you continued pushing me away, I was happy to be there for you when you needed someone but now, you are happy in LA, you’ve met a lot of friends. It is good to see you happy so this time Jin, it is my time to move on now. ” Jin just sighed and tried to smile.
“Will it be selfish if I said that I don’t want you to move on? I never moved on Kazu” Jin said honestly. “I pushed you away, but I was in the happiest mood everytime you called me when I was in LA. I have no idea how you do it, but everytime I had problem or felt like giving up, you will call me and everything will feel fine. Kazuya, I tried to push you away just because I wanted to move on too but I never did. I just can’t because I still love you” Jin explained as he held Kazuya’s hands. “I know you hate me somehow. I know you couldn’t trust me again or forgive me easily but ill wait until you could finally do. For now, I just wanted you to see that I am sincere and serious, I love you” Jin added. He looked into Kazuya’s eyes trying to know what the younger is thinking and all he could see is confusion.
“What happened in London feels like a dream to me. When I gained my memories back it , I spend a day wondering if all those time you spend with me when I have an amnesia was reality or just a dream. It was real, but maybe you did all those things out of pity.”
“No it wasn’t because of pity. Kazuya, I wanted to spend time with you that is why I did it. I took advantage that you had amnesia and you can’t remember anything. Somehow, I know I was the reason why the accident happened, I know you started hating me” Jin tried to explain.
“We had spent time in London and LA then why did you still choose your career? You neglected me again just to avoid the rumors” Kazuya mumbled with disappointment.
“You know how much I love my career. I want this, but even though I had a career in LA, I was never happy because you were never there. Thanks to Pi and Ryo, they made me realize what could really make me happy.” Jin said.
“Jin? After all this years, do you still love me?” Kazuya asked which made Jin smile.
“I never stop loving you, Kazuya” Jin answered. Kazuya felt happy at that, he never stopped loving Jin as well but it’s been years after their break up few years ago he never imagine that he would be able to be with Jin again and aside from that Jin got his own family now why would Jin choose him.
“Jin, I…”
“You needed time. Please do think of it. I promise to do everything for you if you give me a second chance. But I wouldn’t want to hide something from you. I need to go back to LA 2 weeks from now, I’ll be doing a movie for 6 months but once it ends I promise to be back here for good” Jin confessed that surprised Kazuya.
“You will be back again in LA?” Kazuya mumbled sadly.
“I need to” Jin said sadly.
“I understand.” Kazuya said as he stood up. He walk to the door, Jin felt nervous at that, he wondered if Kazuya was mad. “Give me time to think ne” Kazuya faced Jin again and smiled before going out.
Kazuya went back to dressing room as Jin went home. Jin wanted him to think, and he knew he really need time to think. He is still confused about some things, somehow he still do not want to believe that Jin still loves him. For Kazuya, he is just being careful, he is afraid that Jin will just hurt him again. Especially now that Jin told him that he will be back in LA in two weeks, he doesn’t know if he could trust him that he will still go back, what if he realize that he still want to pursue his career, the movie may open new opportunities for him.
Kazuya went back to his desk, he saw the box that Jin give and finally opened it. He smiled staring at the gift. The box contains their rings, their friendship rings that Jin gave when they are shooting Gokusen and the rings that Jin gave to him during their 3rd year anniversary as lovers.
“Jin.” Kazuya mumbled. “If I accept you in my life again, would you hurt me like the way you did before? I am still afraid to trust you” Kazuya said sadly while staring at the rings.
To Be Continued....
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i am late.......sorry...:D
too busy with thesis but yay finally we are endorsed for defense!!! we will not get failing grade but through the defense our dean and chairman would be the one who'll decide if we will get a complete or incomplete grade...xDD gahh those 3 weeks that i was gone was hell!!!!! The adviser that was assigned to us was the most intelligent yet scariest professor in our department....... i am not good with talking to a professor and then we were a assigned to a professor who looks mad all the time, i was scared, so scared...-.- fortunately he endorsed us....
i am just taking thesis1 now(which is presenting the proposal) after that we still got thesis 2(development of the proposed mobile learning/game/app) which is waaayy harder....will I still be alive after thesis 2??...xDDD
and i haven't slept for 3 days....thank God i got a free time until tomorrow....uwaaa
ok enough with that...hehe
thanks to everyone who are still reading this....
i am sorry for the late update..the next one will be the last chapter....
and i promise that ill update 1 week from now since our defense is finally over next week:D...:D
as always comments are love and appreciated...♥♥♥