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Girl of my Dreams, things aren't as bad as they seem...
1) Sometimes I feel like you put too much of a show on for other people. You never are really happy and you don't like you speak your mind. I'm sad that we can't be better friends. I just want us to be happy.
2) You crack me up. I'm so happy that you're feeling better, and I'm glad that we are friends. I know that you're going through a rough patch with that shit, but I know that you'll be your sick ol' self in no time. I'll get my nipples pierced with you any day, sweetie.
3) I'm sorry that I'm a shitty friend. I'm kinda scared of what I do. I'm sorry that I'm never there for you anymore, but I'm so glad that what we had/have was/is special. I want to be your best friend still, but I'm afraid of ruining everything like I sometimes do. I'm glad that we put all our emotions out on the table and got the worst of us behind us. I miss you, and I hope that we can mend things. I'll try to be better to you. I'm scared, y'know?
4) Hahaha fuck you! You're a poser! You don't shower, you're not punk rock! I love you! Let's share cigarettes! I wish I could dress half as cool as you and not give a shit about acting drunk with nobody! You're so metal!
5) No seriously, go away. I can't stand your face and you bother me. I don't like the things you say to me. What the hell is your problem. I'd never say this to your face, but like, who would? You don't give a shit anyway, so fuck you, too, cuntface hose beast.
6) You were so beautiful, what happened? Why do you look so terrible lately? I wish I was rich so that I could make your life a little easier. I'm so sorry that I see you at bad times. I still think you have gorgeous face, and I'd do you any day, babe. Fuck the police!
7) You're such a Mexican. Fuck you. You're sick awesome. I'm always slap-happy when you're around. I'm sorry I suck at Guitar Hero and you don't. Screw you, man. Let's ska.
8) You know how I feel about you. Just, shut up. I love what we have because it feels so real. I agree, sometimes you smother me, but that's okay because I really don't see what other directions my life could be heading to. You smell good, too. Great, even.
9) Miss you. Want to kiss you. I have good music for you, if you would only talk to me. Huuuugs!
10) You are a liar and I can't believe I wasted so much time on you. Please, oh wow, get away from me. Don't talk to me ever. Jeez.
11) You. Are. Awesome.
Yeeeeeeah. Wow. School? I bought Nightmare on Elm St. box set, and I am a proud owner of nearly all of Chuck Palahniuk's books. Can't wait for Snuff. Hoooo boy. Why is he so awesome? Can't wait for next semester. It's probably going to knock me on my ass, too. I just want to keep an 80% average. Maybe. I hope. Phyyysics. D:
1) Sometimes I feel like you put too much of a show on for other people. You never are really happy and you don't like you speak your mind. I'm sad that we can't be better friends. I just want us to be happy.
2) You crack me up. I'm so happy that you're feeling better, and I'm glad that we are friends. I know that you're going through a rough patch with that shit, but I know that you'll be your sick ol' self in no time. I'll get my nipples pierced with you any day, sweetie.
3) I'm sorry that I'm a shitty friend. I'm kinda scared of what I do. I'm sorry that I'm never there for you anymore, but I'm so glad that what we had/have was/is special. I want to be your best friend still, but I'm afraid of ruining everything like I sometimes do. I'm glad that we put all our emotions out on the table and got the worst of us behind us. I miss you, and I hope that we can mend things. I'll try to be better to you. I'm scared, y'know?
4) Hahaha fuck you! You're a poser! You don't shower, you're not punk rock! I love you! Let's share cigarettes! I wish I could dress half as cool as you and not give a shit about acting drunk with nobody! You're so metal!
5) No seriously, go away. I can't stand your face and you bother me. I don't like the things you say to me. What the hell is your problem. I'd never say this to your face, but like, who would? You don't give a shit anyway, so fuck you, too, cuntface hose beast.
6) You were so beautiful, what happened? Why do you look so terrible lately? I wish I was rich so that I could make your life a little easier. I'm so sorry that I see you at bad times. I still think you have gorgeous face, and I'd do you any day, babe. Fuck the police!
7) You're such a Mexican. Fuck you. You're sick awesome. I'm always slap-happy when you're around. I'm sorry I suck at Guitar Hero and you don't. Screw you, man. Let's ska.
8) You know how I feel about you. Just, shut up. I love what we have because it feels so real. I agree, sometimes you smother me, but that's okay because I really don't see what other directions my life could be heading to. You smell good, too. Great, even.
9) Miss you. Want to kiss you. I have good music for you, if you would only talk to me. Huuuugs!
10) You are a liar and I can't believe I wasted so much time on you. Please, oh wow, get away from me. Don't talk to me ever. Jeez.
11) You. Are. Awesome.
Yeeeeeeah. Wow. School? I bought Nightmare on Elm St. box set, and I am a proud owner of nearly all of Chuck Palahniuk's books. Can't wait for Snuff. Hoooo boy. Why is he so awesome? Can't wait for next semester. It's probably going to knock me on my ass, too. I just want to keep an 80% average. Maybe. I hope. Phyyysics. D: