Im not sure what i sould do these days.I Cant stand my dad, and i feel like a total conceited bitch. i cant be myself anymore, and im getting too gay. i hate who ive turned into, and i cant stand how im really annoyed with stu because hes stealing the attention, he's being the person i couldnt be for the group. i hate this. i hate that i dontfeel ( Read more... )

im now plummeting down into the abyss that we know of depression. of course it can only be expected, diane moved out today (not sure for how long), and music, the only thing keeping me alive has left me. which is why im trying to find another cello teacher.

any suggestions?

but i saw will and grace, so that helped a little...