It rained last night as the longest winter I can remember continues to roll through spring. I was fortunate to get out on my mountain bike late yesterday afternoon and ride for 15 miles. I helped relieve some of the feelings I have been reliving while reading Scott Abbott's, “Immortal for Quite Some Time.” The book is a “meditation” on his ( Read more... )

My son has his first "real" cold. He woke about 4 this morning unable to breathe. Marie got up with him for an hour, then handed him off to me. I sat with him propped up against my chest and quietly sang as he fell back asleep. His rattle and wheeze dissipated into quite breathing as I whispered sweet nothings into his ear. He woke a bit after ( Read more... )

shepism and i walked over to the art front gallery for open mic (which wasn't poetry, but song) where byu emo kids played guitar. nicole m. (not nicole j. whom i shared pictures of today) and her friend megan met up with us as we stood in the back, watching various people sing different styles ( Read more... )

words before i crash:

be honest. if you love someone, give them your honesty... if you don't, you'll regret it. it'll ruin you...

don't be selfish.

*sigh*

i love nicole's lips. they're my favorite. she's more than lips... and, i don't kiss her often. we usually just hang out. she loves me. i love her. we're friends, and otherwise undefined. i don't mind that...

i trust her friendship.

*sigh*

and, all i really need is to be touched by someone i love. it wouldn't be so difficult, if i were not so distant...

dead voices on the stereo. it's funny that way, how we can reach back and let a past soul touch us ( Read more... )

est de tous les sentiments le plus égoîste, et par conséquent, lorsqù'il est blessé, le moins généreux

i don't know why we are...
but i'm investing in her again.
she's so fucking beautiful to me...
and, at times, i find that painful.

we're so closely seperated.

could i be falling again?

I'm having trouble writing anything in detail. I guess I'm not interested, really... however, here's a list of things I did followed by things I thought.

Did:
Woke Saturday slightly hung-over
Ran into Biloba at Juice and Java ( Read more... )