Raining when the weatherman says sunshine!
The title of this refers to my judgement,i tell myself , yes today will be a good day..For it to turn out raining - metaphorically speaking of course.
Well yesterday was like that, i saw a situation and tryed to stear clear but i think people find it easier to say my name than actually admit to what has been done or said.I arived at wrk 5 mins late yesterday no hassle i made it up at the end of day. Arriving in a good mood was usual for me here, im always smiley and happy like the lil pixie i used to be. Half way through the morning i receive a text message off moo n shall we say it wasn't to pleasant, it did upset to think why has he said this to me? when the only reason we fell out was due to him taking a message the wrong way?! That was it, and this thing with mike has been blown way out of proportion to. Its argument get over it?! Ur not 13 anymore its not the end of the world as we know it! No sarcasm intended , well a little bit. This had put a downer on my mood all day, me making mistakes me being miserable to visitors. Not great for a future employer to see. Though this disagreement between me n moo was quickly rectified (sp), an agreement has bin made now thank god, no more bitching if bitching is to be done then it is to ones face, not over the phone or through texts, to my face. That applys to all reading this. Afternoon was bit dull really, thoughts playing on my mind like kids on a merry go round...round n round n round n round n round.. I actually got hme for about 7pm last night,though bored we went to Mikes to see what he was up to, as we had smething to get sorted. From this point the night became a typical night, everyone skins up everyone gets stoned starts chatting bullshit while i don't have a clue whats happening as i didnt smoke it.While everyone insists on getting wrecked i think fuck it my heads baffled n i need sleep i go to sleep to wake up an hour later n nobody there!Baffled more! lol
Back to sleep where i have a rather bad dream, i awake at 5 am get up make a brew n sit thinking by my flat window, nothin much to think about, but u can't help but do it when theres birds tweetering around u and the morning dew on the grass it was lovely.I felt at one with myself at that point.
But 8.30am comes - time to go to work! Waking through town in my jeans as my trousers were not dry, makes u realise how stuck up is this town centre, when i wear a suit i get better treatment/looks n glances than what i do when dressed in this...
It makes me think, how do i look at others when im in a suit, just because my exterior looks posh doesnt mean to say i am...cos thats certainly not true! lol. But here i am in a happy mood nothing to worry about but thinking..if ppl don't get along, it's more hassle for others...someone who was offended by what i have said is now talking to me and didnt see it as a big issue between me n her, though i did. This shows smetimes any1 can take mole hills n turn them into mountains.
Just now i spoken to a good mate of mine id say, im so happy for her its untrue! Shes a lovely girl n deserves nothing but the best, but a few months back we spoke and i told her my thoughts on a certain situation, all goes to plan and i find out shes happy, my knees went weak to find this out but thats how happy i am for her! its made me have the biggest grin on my face and im to walk into town at 2pm have to go clothes shopping for Gangster night this wkend! But when everyone looks at me in my usual clothes with a big grin on my face they can think whats got her so happy!
All i have to think is My mates thats who..
C ya all later
Karlie
xxx
Well yesterday was like that, i saw a situation and tryed to stear clear but i think people find it easier to say my name than actually admit to what has been done or said.I arived at wrk 5 mins late yesterday no hassle i made it up at the end of day. Arriving in a good mood was usual for me here, im always smiley and happy like the lil pixie i used to be. Half way through the morning i receive a text message off moo n shall we say it wasn't to pleasant, it did upset to think why has he said this to me? when the only reason we fell out was due to him taking a message the wrong way?! That was it, and this thing with mike has been blown way out of proportion to. Its argument get over it?! Ur not 13 anymore its not the end of the world as we know it! No sarcasm intended , well a little bit. This had put a downer on my mood all day, me making mistakes me being miserable to visitors. Not great for a future employer to see. Though this disagreement between me n moo was quickly rectified (sp), an agreement has bin made now thank god, no more bitching if bitching is to be done then it is to ones face, not over the phone or through texts, to my face. That applys to all reading this. Afternoon was bit dull really, thoughts playing on my mind like kids on a merry go round...round n round n round n round n round.. I actually got hme for about 7pm last night,though bored we went to Mikes to see what he was up to, as we had smething to get sorted. From this point the night became a typical night, everyone skins up everyone gets stoned starts chatting bullshit while i don't have a clue whats happening as i didnt smoke it.While everyone insists on getting wrecked i think fuck it my heads baffled n i need sleep i go to sleep to wake up an hour later n nobody there!Baffled more! lol
Back to sleep where i have a rather bad dream, i awake at 5 am get up make a brew n sit thinking by my flat window, nothin much to think about, but u can't help but do it when theres birds tweetering around u and the morning dew on the grass it was lovely.I felt at one with myself at that point.
But 8.30am comes - time to go to work! Waking through town in my jeans as my trousers were not dry, makes u realise how stuck up is this town centre, when i wear a suit i get better treatment/looks n glances than what i do when dressed in this...
It makes me think, how do i look at others when im in a suit, just because my exterior looks posh doesnt mean to say i am...cos thats certainly not true! lol. But here i am in a happy mood nothing to worry about but thinking..if ppl don't get along, it's more hassle for others...someone who was offended by what i have said is now talking to me and didnt see it as a big issue between me n her, though i did. This shows smetimes any1 can take mole hills n turn them into mountains.
Just now i spoken to a good mate of mine id say, im so happy for her its untrue! Shes a lovely girl n deserves nothing but the best, but a few months back we spoke and i told her my thoughts on a certain situation, all goes to plan and i find out shes happy, my knees went weak to find this out but thats how happy i am for her! its made me have the biggest grin on my face and im to walk into town at 2pm have to go clothes shopping for Gangster night this wkend! But when everyone looks at me in my usual clothes with a big grin on my face they can think whats got her so happy!
All i have to think is My mates thats who..
C ya all later
Karlie
xxx