Dec 04, 2005 20:46
Today I walked about 4 miles. This is a huge distance for me and I'm rather surprised, impressed and proud that I made it.
However. Why, when I got home and went to weigh myself before I got in the bath, have I gained another pound??? This is simply not fair. Having someone who hasn't seen me in a few weeks comment on how much weight I'd lost made me feel a little better but seriously, what the hell is going on?
My only vague hope (and I'm clutching at straws here) is that I'm retaining water majorly because my period is due this week. Otherwise I may as well go out and buy Tesco's entire stock of junk food and lock myself in my room because I'm never going out again without the help of a crane.
I'm not expecting to lose it as quickly as I did in the first month. I'd just like it going in the right direction or at least not moving. I've put on almost half of what I lost. Makes it extremely hard to get motivated when I really pushed myself today and got fuck all out of it. I mean why bother?
Damnit :(
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