Why?

Jul 10, 2005 15:05

You ripped a hole in my AE capris,
You scraped my elbow and my knees,
You hit my face and broke my Fossil glasses,
You slapped and hit and kicked my ass.

You said words that made me cry,
You made we want to lay down and die,
You yelled at me and said "clean your room"
Cause that's all I ever hear from you.

Well, my room's cleaned, the dishes are washed,
I'm left with this feeling inside,
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough,
So now I no longer try.

................................................................................................

Daddy, why don't you love your girl, the first one you ever made? Mommy, why do you hurt me? I don't try to be bad; but nothing is ever good enough for you and you know is how to hit. Please don't try to kill me, I'm really still only a kid. Am I so horrible that I am undeserving of love? Why must I walk this earth alone?

My pants have a hole, my glasses, one lens, my makeup is running down my face; and all I can think is when will August 27 be here? I need to get out of here..............I can't take it anymore. I can barely type, my hands are so shaky.

HELP ME, PLEASE, GOD. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I NEED YOU SO MUCH! PLEASE, JESUS, TAKE THIS PAIN, I PRAY.

GOD BLESS
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