oh jeeeze

Aug 18, 2004 11:40

today i went for the interview and i got the job...woopie....i had the worst conversation ever! THIS SUCKS!!!!!!
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: by the way
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: did u and cam break up
KaylaBayla2269: yesm
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: and why the hell is this..?
KaylaBayla2269: how did ya kno?
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: cuz he was all depressed talking to mee
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: and i didnt believ him
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: that u too broke up
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: cuz i was like hhaa nice joke cam
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: NOT FUNNY
KaylaBayla2269: well.....i couldnt help it...he proved to be so bad that i couldnt trust him wut so ever
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: why .. watd he do
KaylaBayla2269: long story i cant type it
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: well .. make it short HELLO its ariana here im odviously important enff
KaylaBayla2269: he screwed up not me its not my fault
KaylaBayla2269: lol
KaylaBayla2269: he yelled at me not to go to the cf w/o him and he went w/o me....3 days!! and hung out wit a hole bunch of other grls
KaylaBayla2269: and NOW he cant stop talking about one of them
KaylaBayla2269: so i said ooo no
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: kayla .. i saw him at the cumberland fest and he wasnt even looking at those girls
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: i saw him ther every day
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: and i was like aorund him the hole timehonest !
KaylaBayla2269: idk he still went w/o me noing and he wanted to go on rides wit the grls but he blamed me and sasid i would get madd
KaylaBayla2269: theres no way i cood trust him in cumb wen im heer
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: ok w.e ... im not trying ot be a bitch but i cnat help u guys any more but kayla i honestly cant believe u guys are fighting over the freakn cumberland fest .. !
KaylaBayla2269: its not only that ari
KaylaBayla2269: thats y i said...it everything alltogether
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: ok .. ok ok .
KaylaBayla2269: plus...i dont need help...ari hunni...its ok trust me were just frineds...and if it was meant to be then it will be!..later in the future lol
KaylaBayla2269: were ok
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: mayb u are ... or atleast ur pretendding to be come on kayla u love camron .. and i kno u .. u just wanted a reason to break up with him before the summer ends and i dont think u should have done sum thign ur gunna regret .. tisk tisk
KaylaBayla2269: i DO LOVE HIM! and i always will...but ill have a stomach ace every freakin day wondering wut hes doing or if hes cheating or doing anything!
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: KAYLA DINAE MARCEAU HE LOVES U MORE THEN ANYONE ELSE COULD EVER LOVE ANYONE HE WOULD NEVER EVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT U AND U KNOW IT.. and besides he problably feeels that same way
KaylaBayla2269: and idc if everone else things hes so sweet and honest....cuz hes lied to me SOOOOO many times i just lost trust
KaylaBayla2269: u know how many times hes hurt me ari? u dont even know so dont tell me he doesnt hurt me
KaylaBayla2269: cuz he has and still did
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: well excuse me god .. i guess EVERYONE (me) elses opions dont matter any more but if u didnt REMEMBER EVERYONE else (me) has ben there for u threw this hole damn thing and ive bem by urs and cams side threw this hole thing i think i know u better then EVERYONE else
KaylaBayla2269: if he loved me THAT much...he wouldnt do the things he does
KaylaBayla2269: i know...but u dont see him like i do...u see the sweet cameron who doesnt lie and loves me so much that he wouldnt hurt me...well he did
KaylaBayla2269: thats all im trying to say
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: ok kayla .. he hurt u by going to the cumberland fest with out u
KaylaBayla2269: nooo ari how many times do i have to say thats not it lol
KaylaBayla2269: idk y your getting mad at me? im soorry but i dont like getting stepped on...i did the right thing and it wasnt MY fault i cant trust him
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: kayla i am not stepping on u
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: im telling u that u did sumthing ur gunna regret
KaylaBayla2269: i know lol i said it as in cam
KaylaBayla2269: lol
KaylaBayla2269: i wont regret it...how will i?
KaylaBayla2269: how will i regret it?
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: u mean u wont regret breaking up with cam wen u realize theres no other guys like him
KaylaBayla2269: i KNOW there are no others guys like him
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: i dont think u realize it yet kayla
KaylaBayla2269: actually i do......im not gunna go inot school looking for guys like him ari...if thats wut your sayin lol
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: just let it sink in .. cuz in a couple days ur gunna be like why the hell did i do that.. and u better hope that camronns gunna wait for u cuz one day wen u realize that u sitll want the kid... hes gunna be giveing all of his love to summone elsee
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: im not trying to be cruel im trying ot helpp u
KaylaBayla2269: yeah but if hes givin allll his love to someone else....and he falls in love like he did wit me..then he falls in love easy and ill think that he does that wit allllll his g/fs
KaylaBayla2269: so that would NOT be my fault either
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: ok kayla watver im just gunna agree with u cuz i dont feel like explaining it to u because its un explainable just trust me ... i know wat ur saying cuzi once said u.. u jus trust m e kayla wen that day cums.. that im talking about u call me.. ill be here
KaylaBayla2269: okkkkk.....well if it does then u call me...cuz ull see it happen right?
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: yea
KaylaBayla2269: cuz ur in the same school
KaylaBayla2269: ok then give me a call
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: its not him that its gunna happen to
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: its u
KaylaBayla2269: how o u figure??
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: ull see kayla
KaylaBayla2269: w/e if hes soooooo in love wit me....then its impoossible to forget about somone and fall in love wit sumone else
KaylaBayla2269: im sorry but its true
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: kayla
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: im not talking baut that no more
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: im talking about u missing him and realizing u want to be with him
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: ur scareed
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: ur scarefd sumthing bads gunna happen cuz ur in a new shcoool now
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: kayla i kno u
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: i kno how u think
KaylaBayla2269: obviously
KaylaBayla2269: hes the first person i ever loved...no matter if we r goin out or not
KaylaBayla2269: im still afraid duhhh
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: kayla ... at the end of the school year u said ariana im gunan break up with him at the end of the summer no matter wat . and i thought for a second well maybe if eevrything goes perfecct she wont... cuz kayla i see u guys together and i wish that u guys would just get married or sumthingg cuz its soo perfectt and i was hopeing mayb just mayb everythign will be fine and up untill today i thought it owudl b but now that im thinking baout it .. i finally see .. ur not mad at camron and u dont blame him or u .. u just wanted to have a reason to break up with him cuz its the end of the summer .. and kayla im telling u that ur making the wrong decision .. wat if everything goes horriable at ur new schooll and the only thing u wanan do is be with cam .... wat are u gunna do then .. i really dont think u should have broke up with cam .. think about the summer u had together
KaylaBayla2269: i do!
KaylaBayla2269: and u know wut i had 50% of tears and 50% of happiness
KaylaBayla2269: y the hell would i want an excuse to break up wit him?
mAk Me wAnA LaLa: cuz ur scared of getting hurtt
KaylaBayla2269: i love him and i wish i cood go out wit him forever but sumtimes it happens and its not my fault
KaylaBayla2269: who isnt! i wish i didnt have that feeling of worry...but he proved to me that i DO gotta think about hes doing
If you were to ask me
How many times my heart has been broken
I would tell you to look up at the sky..
.. and count the stars
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