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just got back from sparkle and it wasnt the best time. Last year was much more fun.
I just wish that if someone is mad at me or concered with something about me, that they could just come to me a talk about it. Saying hi is not "trying to talk," its just saying hi. I dont understand why people can go to others and talk about the problems that they are having between them but they cant come to me and talk about the problems that are going on between me and them. but thats not possible...i really want to say something to them but i dont really know what to say or how to start the convo, i wouldnt want to say anything that i would regret either. I really want to talk to them!!
I wish that people would listen to what i have to say and not intrupt me all the time. i get intrupted so much that its getting harder fot me not to think that what i say doesnt matter. Every time get intrupted i feel like what i say isnt important enough to be heard. When i get intrupted i stop talking so that the person can say whatever it is they want to say. I dont want to be rude and try and talk over them even though they intrupted me. Is that a bad thing. then people feel the need to tell me its their fault for not listing to me because i stopped talking.
I dont know...i have a lot of issues that i wish i could just let go of, but its hard when you have a lot going on i your life. I dont know what to think, how to act, or what to say now, its hardly ever the right thing.
im sorry that i hurt your feelings & i'll just give you your space. let me know when im out of your space and far enough away to where i dont bother you or give you a hard time. It'll be SSOOO hard for me to do that. Just let me know what you want me to do.
im sorry that i shut people down when they try and help, but sometimes when they try and help they dont let me tell the whole story and start making excuses for the other person. im intrupted again. so now i feel like what happens to me in my life doesnt matter or what i say doesnt matter and the only thing that does is that other person and what they did or what they could have done.
im notin a very stable place internally and i which i was. I miss Virginia, it's the place where i can go and dont have to worry about any drama between people. i can just go and be with the people i love and care about the most. my family. i think about them on a regular basis. I Love them to DEATH!!
i wish i had wings so i can fly to a place that i am able to go to when ever in need to get away from things a reflect on whats happend. its a place where i feel safe from the rest of the world and know that someone will be there for me if i need him. God. hes the one person that is always there for me and that i can pour my heart out to and he'll listen to no matter how many times i say it.
when ever i listen to the song "My Wish" by Rascal Flatts i cant help but think about my closest friends. Despite everything thats going on, that song speaks for what i want for them thru and thru. I'll never stop loving that song & never stop wanting every word in that song for my friends.
My Wish
Rascal Flatts
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
Chorus
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you
And the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything
This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big
I just wish that if someone is mad at me or concered with something about me, that they could just come to me a talk about it. Saying hi is not "trying to talk," its just saying hi. I dont understand why people can go to others and talk about the problems that they are having between them but they cant come to me and talk about the problems that are going on between me and them. but thats not possible...i really want to say something to them but i dont really know what to say or how to start the convo, i wouldnt want to say anything that i would regret either. I really want to talk to them!!
I wish that people would listen to what i have to say and not intrupt me all the time. i get intrupted so much that its getting harder fot me not to think that what i say doesnt matter. Every time get intrupted i feel like what i say isnt important enough to be heard. When i get intrupted i stop talking so that the person can say whatever it is they want to say. I dont want to be rude and try and talk over them even though they intrupted me. Is that a bad thing. then people feel the need to tell me its their fault for not listing to me because i stopped talking.
I dont know...i have a lot of issues that i wish i could just let go of, but its hard when you have a lot going on i your life. I dont know what to think, how to act, or what to say now, its hardly ever the right thing.
im sorry that i hurt your feelings & i'll just give you your space. let me know when im out of your space and far enough away to where i dont bother you or give you a hard time. It'll be SSOOO hard for me to do that. Just let me know what you want me to do.
im sorry that i shut people down when they try and help, but sometimes when they try and help they dont let me tell the whole story and start making excuses for the other person. im intrupted again. so now i feel like what happens to me in my life doesnt matter or what i say doesnt matter and the only thing that does is that other person and what they did or what they could have done.
im notin a very stable place internally and i which i was. I miss Virginia, it's the place where i can go and dont have to worry about any drama between people. i can just go and be with the people i love and care about the most. my family. i think about them on a regular basis. I Love them to DEATH!!
i wish i had wings so i can fly to a place that i am able to go to when ever in need to get away from things a reflect on whats happend. its a place where i feel safe from the rest of the world and know that someone will be there for me if i need him. God. hes the one person that is always there for me and that i can pour my heart out to and he'll listen to no matter how many times i say it.
when ever i listen to the song "My Wish" by Rascal Flatts i cant help but think about my closest friends. Despite everything thats going on, that song speaks for what i want for them thru and thru. I'll never stop loving that song & never stop wanting every word in that song for my friends.
My Wish
Rascal Flatts
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
Chorus
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you
And the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything
This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big