Dec 01, 2006 22:52
Lately I've been going through some rough times and I have a few people who are there for me and take the time to listen to what i have to say and just let me get it out. Others i just get the vibe from other people that im waisting their time by telling them and its just a nucience. they say that they care but i dont recieve that feeling from them.
Its not easy dealing with some things, and sometimes those things are far away where you cant be there if something needs to be done or to just be there for them. I wish i was there right now!
It's ok...I have to learn to get through it and not think about it. Its hard but im learning slowly.
I'm in a battle against myself and dont know how to stop. sometimes im happy and in a good mood but then i easily snap and can get upset. I'm sorry if that happend to you. I dont always do the right thing, say the right thing or act in the right mannor. I understand that nobody is perfect. I guess that im hard on myself and need to stop worrying about things and just pray about them.