Sunday
I love Sundays, mostly because now I have them off. I can't help but think that adventually I am not going to have this luxury; but for now it's nice.
hmmmmmmmmm.
Today is the day before halloween. I could have made it more special for my brother and sister by staying at the carnival for longer but I didn't because I was selfish and had "things" to do.
The truth was I was actually really tired from staying up all night Sat night. I really wasn't doing anything and I am so annoyed with myself for even thinking about going out with De because I know I never have a good time and she is so selfish. It's just when she stopped by my work I couldn't help but want to; I really didn't want to spend another Saturday night with my grandma; even though she is really cool.
Tonight I went with Erin to my old friend Marissa's house to leave a halloween "phantom" (long story) and she wasn't there, but her brother Zach was. O M G he is so good looking. Did I forget to mention "little" brother? This is the kid that used to run around my house all crazy in diapers and now he is like twice my size on the Hamilton football team. He is so good looking. I almost dropped over dead. I am still in shock. Two deep breaths, okay now I'm good.
I realized tonight that who you are really is who you hang out with. Today, for most of the day, I was agitated and upset because of selfish reasons and other people were suffering the consequences of my ugly behaviour. When I went over to Aileena's tonight, and was surrounded by people who are really loving I felt better about everything. It was an amazing difference. I am so blessed that so many positive people want to be my friend.
Oh and P.s today I got a cell phone
When I figure out what my number is I'll post it for the two of you that read this and might care
hmmmmmmmmm.
Today is the day before halloween. I could have made it more special for my brother and sister by staying at the carnival for longer but I didn't because I was selfish and had "things" to do.
The truth was I was actually really tired from staying up all night Sat night. I really wasn't doing anything and I am so annoyed with myself for even thinking about going out with De because I know I never have a good time and she is so selfish. It's just when she stopped by my work I couldn't help but want to; I really didn't want to spend another Saturday night with my grandma; even though she is really cool.
Tonight I went with Erin to my old friend Marissa's house to leave a halloween "phantom" (long story) and she wasn't there, but her brother Zach was. O M G he is so good looking. Did I forget to mention "little" brother? This is the kid that used to run around my house all crazy in diapers and now he is like twice my size on the Hamilton football team. He is so good looking. I almost dropped over dead. I am still in shock. Two deep breaths, okay now I'm good.
I realized tonight that who you are really is who you hang out with. Today, for most of the day, I was agitated and upset because of selfish reasons and other people were suffering the consequences of my ugly behaviour. When I went over to Aileena's tonight, and was surrounded by people who are really loving I felt better about everything. It was an amazing difference. I am so blessed that so many positive people want to be my friend.
Oh and P.s today I got a cell phone
When I figure out what my number is I'll post it for the two of you that read this and might care