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I went to paint my room today because I was in good spirits and really had nothing else to do. I promised myself I was going to paint for two hours and then leave the rest of it for later. I got about thirty minutes into my project and started to feel really really really sick. I came home around six tonight, four hours after I had initially left the house and I passed out. You know that sleep where you wake up and can't remember when you fell asleep? My grandma said she came in because Jackie was on the phone but I was like so dead she didn't even bother. I need like an oxygen tank when I go back there to finish the job.
The problem with moving is that I forget about school. I really need to stop doing my projects the night before they are due.
A couple of weeks ago NAU sent out a newsletter with a feature story about my Uncle Sam. (Yes, I have an uncle Sam and no he does not collect my taxes he is just my uncle) Anyways, it was about how my uncle was a member of the seven continents club, he has ran a marathon on all seven continents. Yes, even Antarctica, who knew? right. It got me to really start thinking about how I'm so lazy, and every time I see my uncle he's like Kayla you're getting soft. So I'm thinking about training and doing the Rock n Roll marathon on January 15; I need to make sure I can get it off work and I need to get a membership to MCC's gym but I think it's a good idea. (We'll see how long that lasts though, right) Well, the entrance fee is 95 dollars so if I'm going to be serious, I'm really going to need to be serious.
Oh yeah, and supposedly my friend Jon is supposed to get back into the continental U.S. in a week or two. I really want to talk to him, but I don't know if he's going to think that I'm weird. LOL I was like I don't know what I should do Elyssa, what do you think? She was like call him up and be like, "Hey, how've you been, how was your trip?" and if he's like "why are you calling me?" then just fuck him you know. Excuse my lang. but that is an accurate description of what happened. It's so true though, all I can do is try and if it doesn't work it doesn't work. He sure as hell doesn't have my phone number anymore. (My cell got turned off) SO my goal is to have a new cell phone with my new plan by the time he gets back. I don't think he'll be like f u, because when he left we were like talking about him coming to AZ to come visit, but IDK if he's like one of those guys that just talks you know? I'm reading way more into this than I need to so I'm just going to stop.
Yesterday I decided that I wanted to go to As you Wish and paint my tile but I wanted to paint like something that was applicable to my room. Thus I searched the internet for quotes and I found this quote that I think is so me. Uh huh, yeah.
"Cheshire Puss, asked Alice. Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here? That depends a good deal on where you want to go, said the Cat. I don't much care where, said Alice. Then it doesn't matter which way you go, said the Cat."
I love it. Its just so me. I'm like always trying to figure out what I should do to get "where I want to be" but I really don't know "where I want to be," thus it really doesn't matter where I go or what I do. I think everyone is looking for that place too, especially after you leave for college. I'm trying to make my room as "homely" as possible so that I will feel good living there, but it's not home. I don't know if it ever will be, you know?
My dilemma is that it is like so hard to paint a long paragraph like that on a tile and make it look nice. Unless, of course, you have it professionaly done. So here's what I was thinking about doing. I think I'm going to format exactly what I want the lettering to look like and the size on microsoft word, then print out a sheet. Then I'm going to go to office max or kinkos or somewhere and make a copy of that onto cardstock. Then I'm going to cut the letters out of the paper using one of those pen knives. (We have one at work) That way all I have to do is put my stencil over the tile, maybe like tape it or something and color in the stencil. I was thinking about this as I was going to sleep.
I chose like this "harvest wheat" color for my room and I really like the way it is turning out. It is like this dark tan rich color. It reminds me of like fall. The nice thing is though that if I get sick of my maroon and gold theme in the summer, I can get shams to go over my chairs ans switch out my sheets and comforter and voila! I have a light blue and tan beach theme! I know I'm crazy but I'm just like my grandma. (Now, everyone knows where I get it from) About every six months I like get this itch to redecorate.
I don't know why but I've been thinking of Real lately, this guy I knew in NC. I love Sean Paul and there was this song that I absolutely love that fit Real and my relationship perfectly.
SEAN PAUL LYRICS
"I'm Still In Love With You"
(feat. Sasha)
[Sean Paul and Sacha talking]
[Sean Paul]
Well in comes di ting dem call di broken heart
This blessed love will never part
Yuh dun know it's from the start mi tell dem seh a Dutty Yeah!!
A Sean Paul and Sasha, come sing for dem baby
[Sasha]
Boy you make me holler
Boy you make me sweat and
I can't get your tenderness
Still I can't get you off my mind
What is it about you baby?
[Sean]
It's the dutty dutty love
[Chorus:]
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Well I’m a hustler and a player and you know I’m not a stayer
That’s the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Say girl, try to understand that a man is just a man
That’s the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Blessings loving from the start but you know we had to part
That’s the way I give my love
[S] I’m still in love with you…
But a man gotta do what a man gotta doo…
[Sean Paul]
Girl, well a never had to promise you no bling bling fo hold you girl
A just the loving weh me fling fling control you girl
And make you head swirl
And make you body twirl
And make you wanna be my one and only baby girl
Night after night me give you love fi keep you warm
Gal you never get this kinda love from you born
And now you want draw card say me just can’t perform
[Chorus 1]
[S] I love you baby
A true a get the little loving and me gone
[S] You don’t know how to love me
I an I nah no time fi no kiss up an charm
[S] Not even how to kiss me
A true me take you little heart by storm
[S] I don’t know why
Babygirl, Babygirl
[S] I love you baby
A just the dutty dutty love
[Chorus 2]
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Well I’m a hustler and a player and you know I’m not a stayer
That’s the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Say girl, try to understand that a man is just a man
That's the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Blessing loving from the start but you know we had to part
That's the way I give my love
[S] I’m still in love with you…
But a man gotta do what a man gotta doo…girl
[Sean Paul]
A true me give her tug love and say bye bye bye
Me turn around she ask the question why why why
When me leaving me see the gal cry cry cry
And it hurts my heart to tell lie lie lie
So don’t cry no more
Baby girl for sure
Just remember the good times we had before
[Chorus 1]
[S] I love you baby
A true a get the little loving and me gone
[S] You don’t know how to love me
I an I nah no time fi no kiss up an charm
[S] Not even how to kiss me
A true me take you little heart by storm
[S] I don’t know why
Babygirl, Babygirl
[S] I love you baby
A just the dutty dutty love
[Chorus 2]
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Well I’m a hustler and a player and you know I’m not a stayer
That's the way I give my love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Say girl, try to understand that a man is just a man
That's the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Blessings loving from the start but you know we had to part
That’s the dutty dutty love
[Sacha]
I don’t know why [x3]
I don’t know [x3]
I don’t know why
I’m still in love…
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why, I love you baby.
Okay so I just have to say that I was checking my e-mail and the most bizarre ad was at the top of the screen. You know the ones they like beg for you to click on so you can receive endless amounts of e-mail from their sponsor? Anyways, the ad was like "Only you can prevent forest fires" Like eight times across the screen. I was so tempted but I know that stuff completely messes up your computer.
I totally have Jay-Zs 99 problems song stuck in my head. I'm so in love with him. Oh and the guy from two fast two furious and four brothers, he is SO fine.
The problem with moving is that I forget about school. I really need to stop doing my projects the night before they are due.
A couple of weeks ago NAU sent out a newsletter with a feature story about my Uncle Sam. (Yes, I have an uncle Sam and no he does not collect my taxes he is just my uncle) Anyways, it was about how my uncle was a member of the seven continents club, he has ran a marathon on all seven continents. Yes, even Antarctica, who knew? right. It got me to really start thinking about how I'm so lazy, and every time I see my uncle he's like Kayla you're getting soft. So I'm thinking about training and doing the Rock n Roll marathon on January 15; I need to make sure I can get it off work and I need to get a membership to MCC's gym but I think it's a good idea. (We'll see how long that lasts though, right) Well, the entrance fee is 95 dollars so if I'm going to be serious, I'm really going to need to be serious.
Oh yeah, and supposedly my friend Jon is supposed to get back into the continental U.S. in a week or two. I really want to talk to him, but I don't know if he's going to think that I'm weird. LOL I was like I don't know what I should do Elyssa, what do you think? She was like call him up and be like, "Hey, how've you been, how was your trip?" and if he's like "why are you calling me?" then just fuck him you know. Excuse my lang. but that is an accurate description of what happened. It's so true though, all I can do is try and if it doesn't work it doesn't work. He sure as hell doesn't have my phone number anymore. (My cell got turned off) SO my goal is to have a new cell phone with my new plan by the time he gets back. I don't think he'll be like f u, because when he left we were like talking about him coming to AZ to come visit, but IDK if he's like one of those guys that just talks you know? I'm reading way more into this than I need to so I'm just going to stop.
Yesterday I decided that I wanted to go to As you Wish and paint my tile but I wanted to paint like something that was applicable to my room. Thus I searched the internet for quotes and I found this quote that I think is so me. Uh huh, yeah.
"Cheshire Puss, asked Alice. Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here? That depends a good deal on where you want to go, said the Cat. I don't much care where, said Alice. Then it doesn't matter which way you go, said the Cat."
I love it. Its just so me. I'm like always trying to figure out what I should do to get "where I want to be" but I really don't know "where I want to be," thus it really doesn't matter where I go or what I do. I think everyone is looking for that place too, especially after you leave for college. I'm trying to make my room as "homely" as possible so that I will feel good living there, but it's not home. I don't know if it ever will be, you know?
My dilemma is that it is like so hard to paint a long paragraph like that on a tile and make it look nice. Unless, of course, you have it professionaly done. So here's what I was thinking about doing. I think I'm going to format exactly what I want the lettering to look like and the size on microsoft word, then print out a sheet. Then I'm going to go to office max or kinkos or somewhere and make a copy of that onto cardstock. Then I'm going to cut the letters out of the paper using one of those pen knives. (We have one at work) That way all I have to do is put my stencil over the tile, maybe like tape it or something and color in the stencil. I was thinking about this as I was going to sleep.
I chose like this "harvest wheat" color for my room and I really like the way it is turning out. It is like this dark tan rich color. It reminds me of like fall. The nice thing is though that if I get sick of my maroon and gold theme in the summer, I can get shams to go over my chairs ans switch out my sheets and comforter and voila! I have a light blue and tan beach theme! I know I'm crazy but I'm just like my grandma. (Now, everyone knows where I get it from) About every six months I like get this itch to redecorate.
I don't know why but I've been thinking of Real lately, this guy I knew in NC. I love Sean Paul and there was this song that I absolutely love that fit Real and my relationship perfectly.
SEAN PAUL LYRICS
"I'm Still In Love With You"
(feat. Sasha)
[Sean Paul and Sacha talking]
[Sean Paul]
Well in comes di ting dem call di broken heart
This blessed love will never part
Yuh dun know it's from the start mi tell dem seh a Dutty Yeah!!
A Sean Paul and Sasha, come sing for dem baby
[Sasha]
Boy you make me holler
Boy you make me sweat and
I can't get your tenderness
Still I can't get you off my mind
What is it about you baby?
[Sean]
It's the dutty dutty love
[Chorus:]
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Well I’m a hustler and a player and you know I’m not a stayer
That’s the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Say girl, try to understand that a man is just a man
That’s the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Blessings loving from the start but you know we had to part
That’s the way I give my love
[S] I’m still in love with you…
But a man gotta do what a man gotta doo…
[Sean Paul]
Girl, well a never had to promise you no bling bling fo hold you girl
A just the loving weh me fling fling control you girl
And make you head swirl
And make you body twirl
And make you wanna be my one and only baby girl
Night after night me give you love fi keep you warm
Gal you never get this kinda love from you born
And now you want draw card say me just can’t perform
[Chorus 1]
[S] I love you baby
A true a get the little loving and me gone
[S] You don’t know how to love me
I an I nah no time fi no kiss up an charm
[S] Not even how to kiss me
A true me take you little heart by storm
[S] I don’t know why
Babygirl, Babygirl
[S] I love you baby
A just the dutty dutty love
[Chorus 2]
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Well I’m a hustler and a player and you know I’m not a stayer
That’s the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Say girl, try to understand that a man is just a man
That's the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Blessing loving from the start but you know we had to part
That's the way I give my love
[S] I’m still in love with you…
But a man gotta do what a man gotta doo…girl
[Sean Paul]
A true me give her tug love and say bye bye bye
Me turn around she ask the question why why why
When me leaving me see the gal cry cry cry
And it hurts my heart to tell lie lie lie
So don’t cry no more
Baby girl for sure
Just remember the good times we had before
[Chorus 1]
[S] I love you baby
A true a get the little loving and me gone
[S] You don’t know how to love me
I an I nah no time fi no kiss up an charm
[S] Not even how to kiss me
A true me take you little heart by storm
[S] I don’t know why
Babygirl, Babygirl
[S] I love you baby
A just the dutty dutty love
[Chorus 2]
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Well I’m a hustler and a player and you know I’m not a stayer
That's the way I give my love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Say girl, try to understand that a man is just a man
That's the dutty dutty love
[S] I’m still in love with you boy…
Blessings loving from the start but you know we had to part
That’s the dutty dutty love
[Sacha]
I don’t know why [x3]
I don’t know [x3]
I don’t know why
I’m still in love…
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why, I love you baby.
Okay so I just have to say that I was checking my e-mail and the most bizarre ad was at the top of the screen. You know the ones they like beg for you to click on so you can receive endless amounts of e-mail from their sponsor? Anyways, the ad was like "Only you can prevent forest fires" Like eight times across the screen. I was so tempted but I know that stuff completely messes up your computer.
I totally have Jay-Zs 99 problems song stuck in my head. I'm so in love with him. Oh and the guy from two fast two furious and four brothers, he is SO fine.