You're too great. I don't know why everyone else is all sorry about yesterday, when it was I that was horrible. I was an asshole, and yes, everything I said instigated things, whether I meant it too or not. I've already commented in Kaci's journal, apologizing for me being such a jerk, so now I'm doing the same to you, because I really am sorry. We finally all get the chance to hang out, and I kinda made it a bad time for all. I complain too much, I say stupid things, and I make people angry. I'm sorry. I love everyone and I don't mean to hurt people. I'm the shit of friends.
haha u arent a jerk... it happens to the best of us..i mean even me lol. haha yea but it was all good.. omg i cant belive u spelt my name rite...did some1 tell u lol cuz no one can speel it...even some of my family lmao but yea i mean the japs and there dolls wow haha and do u know how the invented potato chips.. well u do now thanxs to me lol wow well ne way yea i feel down a waterfall cant get too much worse haha ttyl ~calah~
amanda and i used to contemplate running away with the circus, but then i realized that a life of shoveling elephant poop just didn't cut it.
anyways, please don't be sad. i don't know what you did, but when you're sad, i feel guilty. like i did something, even though i didn't, and i don't think i can make you feel better, but i wish i could make you feel like the best person in the world.
do you remember that time at your birthday when you got mad at us because rachael tied you down and tried to put makeup on you? you seemed so disappointed, going into your room alone. and megan and i felt so guilty so we wrote you a letter on a paper plate and put it in your room while rachael slept. everything was okay after that. all was forgiven, even though megan and i didn't do anything.
don't be so hard on yourself.
i wish i could write you another paper plate letter and make everything alright.
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it makes me feel WORSE. a LOT worse.
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~calah~
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anyways, please don't be sad. i don't know what you did, but when you're sad, i feel guilty. like i did something, even though i didn't, and i don't think i can make you feel better, but i wish i could make you feel like the best person in the world.
do you remember that time at your birthday when you got mad at us because rachael tied you down and tried to put makeup on you? you seemed so disappointed, going into your room alone. and megan and i felt so guilty so we wrote you a letter on a paper plate and put it in your room while rachael slept. everything was okay after that. all was forgiven, even though megan and i didn't do anything.
don't be so hard on yourself.
i wish i could write you another paper plate letter and make everything alright.
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