Car Wrecks, Friendship & the Meaning of Life
So whats the first thing that runs thru your head when your told a friend of yours has been in a bad car wreck and shes in surgery as u speak?! "OH MY GOD!" ran thru my head when Jeffry told me. We've already lost one good friend, I know Hillary and I have had our fall outs, but bless her heart she stuck up for me during a fight this year and I couldnt thank her enough. We all left school hating eachother, and now for the most part..I think we're alright! I love the girl to death and would never want anything to happen to her. When I was told...it took everything I had not to cry. Im afraid of losing another friend now that we're all partyin and things are getting a little dangerous. We're not always there to look out for eachother like we used to, and its scary. We all got a smack in the face when abby totaled her call, but she walked away with minor brusing and no car. Now we have another smack in the face, except this time shes hurt. We're all to young to be getting hurt like this...whos next? It seems our group has the worst luck when it comes to getting hurt..or losing someone dear to us. It scares me to death to think that she went thru that and now is in pain. (She fell asleep at the wheel) What if that happens to another one of us...and someone gets killed?! Ive dosed off several times at the wheel....nothings ever happend to me....why?! Shes never done anything to deserve that...ever. I hope that she get well asap. This is our freshman yr at college.....its the begining for us. I pray she gets better fast..I cant wait to see her...although I'll prolly cry. Im thankful she came out of the wreck alive. It give me the chills thinkin about it. So send prays for her please. Take my advice...dont ever take your friends for granted! Cherish them and bite your tounge when it comes to secrets and back stabbing...you'll thank yourself in the end. We learned this the hard way soph year. We took for granted what we had, thinking we were invincible, then a friend dies...it took that to make us become best friends...isnt that sad. And we sit and think to ourselves now...how could we be so selfish?! No matter how much we fought as a class or as individuals...(after that) I always loved them...& still do...no matter how hurt i was or how hurt they were. Im sure they would all say the same. If anything ever happens you'll be able to be at peace with yourself knowing that you made the bast of your time together! I still wish I wouldve called Marissa before she died...one mistake i made....now i would never pass up the opportunity to call a friend and make sure they are okay no metter if they're sick or had a break up. But like I said...cherish your friends. Much love to you all!!!! PEACE LOVE & MUSIC!!! *Mikaya