HAHAHA, DAD, I AM GOD, AND I PWN YOU!
Ahem... anyway, I found bit of writing in my journal from 10/27/06.
"I finally did it - I went in front of a group of people and read my grievances, a list of your betrayals. I cried the first time; I cried less the second. You see, you're not my story anymore. One day, you'll read about yourself, along with thousands of other people, and they'll see you as their dad, their uncle; you won't be you anymore. I can write you down, make you a complete character, and a little less real, a little less of a man with each phrase, with each new pair of eyes that reads my words. You are my muse, my story, their story; you are anything I or anybody wants you to be. You are nothing. This - this reduction of your character - this, your ego castration - was what it all was meant for, what my pen was meant for. You will be a weak and abandoned man, and I, I can be anything I want to be."
I love myself and my ever-changing views of the same situations, haha.
"I finally did it - I went in front of a group of people and read my grievances, a list of your betrayals. I cried the first time; I cried less the second. You see, you're not my story anymore. One day, you'll read about yourself, along with thousands of other people, and they'll see you as their dad, their uncle; you won't be you anymore. I can write you down, make you a complete character, and a little less real, a little less of a man with each phrase, with each new pair of eyes that reads my words. You are my muse, my story, their story; you are anything I or anybody wants you to be. You are nothing. This - this reduction of your character - this, your ego castration - was what it all was meant for, what my pen was meant for. You will be a weak and abandoned man, and I, I can be anything I want to be."
I love myself and my ever-changing views of the same situations, haha.