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May 29, 2007 22:46

I lost 5 1/2 pounds since the end of rez. Proof that university food is terrrrrible for you. I'm down to 129.5 now, thank god, almost back to my regular weight.

EDIT: nope, apparently I lost 7 1/2 pounds... I'm 127.5. that would be more accurate considering its the morning and I'm not wearing clothes this time when i weighed myself haha.

100 min on the phone later.... (dead serious, the phone actually said 100 min when we hung up.) I never lost my sister, we just had a falling out. I love her to death, and beyond, because love is stronger than death, because even after a person dies, you still love them.

these aren't matters of life and death

its like my brother. we fight after we're around each other for more than 3 days. but we still love each other, and we're still always there for each other whenever the other one needs it.

RIP Cpl Matt McCully.... Godspeed.
My brother's taking it hard... its hard to lose a friend. He's on course right now, and all of them that knew him are pretty rattled. but they don't have to shave and get to show up in civvies... a small grace, but its comfortable.

Last time we saw each other he dropped me off at Jack's house, and we were fighting and angry as hell at each other... and as soon as he found out about McCully, what does he do? He txted me. I called him back. he cried, and I soothed him, and we talked about some things.

I miss my brother... I love him so much. we tell each other that all the time, but it never loses its meaning. He wants to go overseas next year... I'm so scared for him.

But we're proof. Family sticks together. through thick and thin... And my friends are like my family. I love all of you.

My friends are so depressed
I feel the question
Of your loneliness
Confide... `cause Ill be on your side
You know I will, you know I will

Ex girlfriend called me up
Alone and desperate
On the prison phone
They want... to give her 7 years
For being sad

I love all of you
Hurt by the cold
So hard and lonely too
When you don't know yourself

My friends are so distressed
And standing on
The brink of emptiness
No words... I know of to express
This emptiness

Imagine me taught by tragedy
Release is peace
I heard a little girl
And what she said
Was something beautiful
To give... your love
No matter what

I give my love no matter what...

You, you know who you are, and I know you'll read this because you eventually always do..
You can't blame me for feeling the way i felt. I'm sorry you felt offended by my livejournal. I did not write in it to hurt you, I wrote in it to vent. Its better to blot thoughts out onto paper or screen, than to let them tear you apart inside until all you can see is your distress. I know we'd both rather that i bleed them onto paper through words than bleed them through myself.
Writing down how I felt helped me see where I overreacted. It helped me see there really wasn't much to be said about it.
I know you'll never be used to it, and i am sorry for how you feel. but its not a matter of life and death.
This too shall pass, the world keeps on turning. we'll survive.

oh yea, and I got my car back today. I had an extra key cut, and bought a Club. hah.
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