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he's back with his ex.
motherfuckingchristsonoffacocksuckingwhore.
well, there goes yet another one i had been serious about...i can still see it swirling down the drain...here's the final super-fast loops...annnnnd its gone ladies and gentlemen, its gone.
k so. he and his ex really SUCKED together. hardly saw eachother, she never was allowed out, she PUT HIM DOWN ALL THE TIME...
and yet they agreed they could "work things out" and are now happily together again.
my ex and i really didnt do that badly together. always had fun, saw eachother as often as needed, no outside influences besides stress, totally supportive on both ends... and we somehow can't "work things out", even though its just a fucking health issue on my part?
yea, this makes sense HOW?
so i told this (and other things) to kylie. she responds to everything with logical, good suggestions. and then she gets to this subject and goes "well fuck him and fuck him you deserve someone better, who's actually really into you, someone decent like......uh, well, i don't know any decent guys."
so i deserve someone who's actually into me.
someone that will treat me good, be supportive, and offset me in a complimentary way.
so how come the only guys that are "into" me are ones that i feel absolutely nothing towards?
they're either too immature, not intelligent, going nowhere in life, or the thought of being with them actually causes me to shudder in a repulsive kind of way. some guys are just not boyfriend material, you know?
fuck, so how come all the ones that are "boyfriend material" fucking suck too?
Fuck love, i'd rather fall in chocolate. >_
motherfuckingchristsonoffacocksuckingwhore.
well, there goes yet another one i had been serious about...i can still see it swirling down the drain...here's the final super-fast loops...annnnnd its gone ladies and gentlemen, its gone.
k so. he and his ex really SUCKED together. hardly saw eachother, she never was allowed out, she PUT HIM DOWN ALL THE TIME...
and yet they agreed they could "work things out" and are now happily together again.
my ex and i really didnt do that badly together. always had fun, saw eachother as often as needed, no outside influences besides stress, totally supportive on both ends... and we somehow can't "work things out", even though its just a fucking health issue on my part?
yea, this makes sense HOW?
so i told this (and other things) to kylie. she responds to everything with logical, good suggestions. and then she gets to this subject and goes "well fuck him and fuck him you deserve someone better, who's actually really into you, someone decent like......uh, well, i don't know any decent guys."
so i deserve someone who's actually into me.
someone that will treat me good, be supportive, and offset me in a complimentary way.
so how come the only guys that are "into" me are ones that i feel absolutely nothing towards?
they're either too immature, not intelligent, going nowhere in life, or the thought of being with them actually causes me to shudder in a repulsive kind of way. some guys are just not boyfriend material, you know?
fuck, so how come all the ones that are "boyfriend material" fucking suck too?
Fuck love, i'd rather fall in chocolate. >_