sibling rivalry
((BACKDATED TO WEDNESDAY, EARLY AFTERNOON))
Life seems to be looking up. For real this time.
As of last night, Mason will be staying with us for a while. Three weeks, although I wish he could stay longer. It's so nice having someone around! I can't wait for the weekends, especially; I always tend to be alone during the weekends, but not any more! I'll have someone to play video games with, someone to talk to, someone to give me massages (if you rub my back, I'll rub yours). Cats are great, but cats can't do everything. Sure, they listen better than anyone, they never make fun of you. But cats can't talk back, can't console you when you've had a horrible day.
Having a fake-sibling is just so much fun! No one ever really jokingly picks on me; they either treat me like I'm something fragile, like an expensive french vase or something, and they make sure not to say anything hurtful around me, or they attack me verbally. Not a joke, serious insults, things that hurt me. Mason is different, though; it feels like we're arguing every five minutes, but it's never serious, it sometimes even cheers me up. It just feels nice to be treated as another human being, I guess. I've never had a sibling before.
On a not-so-gleeful note, I feel like I've been a horrible girlfriend to Steve lately. I'm not even totally sure why, but I just feel like I've been treating him like crap. I guess I've been insulting him a lot. I don't know why I do it, he means the world to me and the last thing I want to do is hurt him. I should burn him a CD or something, or maybe try to find a way to get him to my house one of these weekends. I'm not totally sure what I'll do, but whatever it will be, I'll do it because I want him to be happy.
I have first lunch today and Conor is back from California and Anime Club is this afternoon and I can't wait to just hug Steve. After Anime Club I'll go home and say hi to Mason and maybe just go to sleep.
Sleep sounds really good right now.
Life seems to be looking up. For real this time.
As of last night, Mason will be staying with us for a while. Three weeks, although I wish he could stay longer. It's so nice having someone around! I can't wait for the weekends, especially; I always tend to be alone during the weekends, but not any more! I'll have someone to play video games with, someone to talk to, someone to give me massages (if you rub my back, I'll rub yours). Cats are great, but cats can't do everything. Sure, they listen better than anyone, they never make fun of you. But cats can't talk back, can't console you when you've had a horrible day.
Having a fake-sibling is just so much fun! No one ever really jokingly picks on me; they either treat me like I'm something fragile, like an expensive french vase or something, and they make sure not to say anything hurtful around me, or they attack me verbally. Not a joke, serious insults, things that hurt me. Mason is different, though; it feels like we're arguing every five minutes, but it's never serious, it sometimes even cheers me up. It just feels nice to be treated as another human being, I guess. I've never had a sibling before.
On a not-so-gleeful note, I feel like I've been a horrible girlfriend to Steve lately. I'm not even totally sure why, but I just feel like I've been treating him like crap. I guess I've been insulting him a lot. I don't know why I do it, he means the world to me and the last thing I want to do is hurt him. I should burn him a CD or something, or maybe try to find a way to get him to my house one of these weekends. I'm not totally sure what I'll do, but whatever it will be, I'll do it because I want him to be happy.
I have first lunch today and Conor is back from California and Anime Club is this afternoon and I can't wait to just hug Steve. After Anime Club I'll go home and say hi to Mason and maybe just go to sleep.
Sleep sounds really good right now.