To Love You Painfully ch2
Title: To Love You Painfully (2/?)
Author: Kawaii_nachan
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, angst, SMUT
Warnings: Male x Male relationship, super bad English.
Pairing(s): Aoi x Uruha (mentioning a little Reita x Uruha)
Band(s): the GazettE
Disclaimer: Oh well, -I've locked them in the cage-unfortunately I don't own those beautiful boys, just the story... (TT w TT) *sob... sob...*
Summary: Uruha confessed his feeling to Reita, his childhood friend, on their graduation day. In the other side, there was Aoi who interested in Uruha. What was Reita's answer? And how about Aoi?
Chapter 2
Aoi saw Uruha getting drunk, and he could smell a chance. Therefore, he took an advantage of the drunken Uruha, who had completely lost a half of his consciousness. Aoi just couldn't hold back of his desire any longer. He decided to bring Uruha to his apartment. "Nee~ Uru-chan, you looks cuter when you're so obedient like this…", Aoi muttered.
He called for a taxi since he couldn't just dragging Uruha until his apartment. Soon, they arrived at Aoi's place. After he unlocked the door, he carried Uruha in the bridal-style to his bedroom. "Mmh… Aoi-san?", Uruha spoke lowly Aoi couldn't hear it. Aoi put Uruha's body onto the fluffy warm bed. He then looked at every inches of the blode's nice body as he unbuttoned its shirt slowly.
"Damn! He's so frigging hot!", Aoi cursed loudly.
He continued with undoing Uruha's tight trouser and pulling it off Uruha's legs. Aoi felt his erection grew harder-and bigger-, so he quickly unbuckled his belt and unzipped the jeans. "Uru-chan…", Aoi murmured as he pulled Uruha's head gently closer to his, he nibbled and bit Uruha's exposed neck, making Uruha moaned slightly. "Aahhn…". It just made Aoi wanted to do him as soon as possible.
"You like that, Uru-chan?", he then suckled Uruha's earlobe. Uruha opened his eyes a little, but he felt his head was too heavy and his body was too weak to at least push Aoi's body a bit. "Say Uru-chan, what style do you want? From behind? Or right before your beautiful eyes?", Aoi whispered in a lustful tone.
"I think… from behind…", Uruha answered abruptly.
"Wow, nice answer… I didn't even imagine that you would answer my question…", Aoi leaned his face closer to Uruha's and lifted its chin, he then kissed him. He shoved his tongue into Uruha's warm cavern and reaching all the way inside. Uruha was feeling what he never felt before. He thought it felt so damn good as he sucked Aoi's lower lips and bit it.
"Mmhh… nnhh…", both of Aoi and Uruha were enjoying their hot and wet kiss. Aoi felt hornier, he started stroking his aching cock. Even the tip was dripping wet. They kept kissing, Uruha pulled Aoi's head to deepen the kiss, and meanwhile Aoi's hand seemed very busy, stroking Uruha's erection and his altogether.
Aoi helped Uruha to turn his body back. "I'm going to put it in… get ready Uru-chan!", he said as he positioned himself behind Uruha and started to draw his cock closer to Uruha's entrance. Uruha bit his lips hardly and gripped the bed-sheet as he felt Aoi pushed in. Finally, Aoi thrust his member into Uruha. He had penetrated Uruha roughly and he didn't even care to prepare him before. "Ahh… aahh… ittai…", Uruha moaned painfully. Aoi continued to go deeper until he went all the way in, he then moved his hips, thrusting into Uruha, making the said man moaning loudly. But Aoi felt something dripping out of Uruha's tight hole, so he quickly pulled out.
"Is this your first time? Or am I too rough on you?", he asked as he saw the fresh thick blood running down Uruha's smooth thighs, stained the bed-sheet, even coated Aoi's cock a little. "Just continue…", Uruha tried to resist the pain. Aoi inserted his cock into his ass again. "Aahh… it is… my first time… nnghh", Uruha moaned. Aoi became more passionate, he was going in and out easily since Uruha's blood used to be the lube and made it slippery enough. "Haahh... Aoi-kun, not so hard…", he begged.
Meanwhile, Reita was on his way back home, "Whoa, it has been so late… That Ruki-kun, he shouldn't have pushed me to celebrate it! *sigh*", he said as he looked at his watch, it was 10.30 p.m. He kept walking, only 500 meters left before he could reach his home, but suddenly he felt his keitai vibrating inside his jeans pocket, he picked it up immediately. "Moshi-moshi. Reita desu", he said.
'Akira! It's okaa-san!'
'Ah, okaa-san. What's the matter? Your voice sounds panic?'
'Akira, is Shima-kun with you right now?'
'Eh? Shima? He hasn't come back, yet! I'm not with him right now, but I was'
'Oh sou… his mother just called and asked if her son was at our house or not, because Shima-kun didn't answer the call…'
'Mmm, this afternoon we went to the café with my other friend, Aoi. Two hours later, I had to go because I got a call. But I thought he already went home…'
'Maybe he's still with your friend. Ask him!'
'Okay, I'll call you later, okaa-san'
Reita ended the call, he then turned back. He was looking around as if he could have found them amongst the crowded street. He tried to call Uruha, but it was only the operator who answered him. "Shit! Where on earth are that two guys now!", he cursed, not so loud for people around him to hear. He then dialed Aoi's number, lucky for him, Aoi answered.
"Hey Aoi-kun, is Uruha-chan with you now?", he asked. But he heard something unexpected he didn't want to believe as an answer. A lot of moans. Painful moans, yet so lustful. Even it was similar to Uruha's voice. Reita gasped as he quickly registered what was happening that time; they were in the middle of having sex.
'Aoi-kun…?'
'Nnhh… Re-reita-kun. What's up?'
'Is… *gulp* Uruha-chan with you now?'
'Yesss… He's with me now…'
'Oh sou…'
'Reita-kun, could you call me again later…? Haahh…'
'Eh, gomen na, I don't mean to disturb you two… see you!'
Reita quickly ended the call, his hands were trembling lightly. His heart pounded so hard it could jump out of his body. He just heard something… he didn't know how to describe. He was so confused; his face blushed so red as if he just was slapped by someone. Nevertheless, the worst was, he had a turned-on! He was still surrounded by many people, how come he got hard! Reita didn't want to think about it much, he directly went home, as fast as he could, before other people realized his condition.
After this night, Reita didn't see Uruha again, he only heard from his mother that Uruha got sick, though not so serious. Reita was really worried about his best friend, and he finally could see him again the following day. As the clock read 10 a.m., he decided to come to Uruha's place; he wanted to know Uruha's condition.
When Reita came out of his house's front gate, he saw Aoi was standing there, he seemed had been waiting for him. "Aoi-kun? What are doing here? Come in…", he asked Aoi to go into his house, but Aoi refused. "Thanks, but I can't. I just want to ask you something", he said. Reita thought a moment, "Hmm, what's this about?", he replied as he closed the gate. "Well, about Uruha. I want to ask you where is his address", Aoi said. "You want to come to his house?", Reita asked back, he approached Aoi. "Yup", Aoi nodded.
"Oh, so you now already became his lover? But you don't know where does he live!", Reita's eyes widened in surprise. Hearing that made Aoi laughing. "Take it easy, that night when I wanted to take him home, he refused and preferred to call a taxi instead, so I didn't know his house… Now, bring me there, will you?", Aoi elbowed Reita playfully. "Aa. Fine. I will show you the way. I'm about to go to his house too, so you come just in the right time. Let's go", Reita smiled, he then led Aoi the way as they began to chitchat.
"You won't believe it! Uru-chan was so cute that night!", Aoi made a new conversation. Reita only hummed as his answer, he felt quite unhappy to hear that. "Gomen if I disturbed you two that night, I didn't know that you were… doing that", he spoke. "Daijoubu desu yo", Aoi said as he pat Reita's shoulder twice
Twenty minutes had passed; they finally arrived in front of Uruha's luxurious house. "Whoa~ his house is really big! He's extremely rich, isn't he?", Aoi looked so amazed when he saw his boyfriend's house for the very first time. Reita took a glance on him. "As you see, yes he's very rich. That was why he used to be bullied by other kids when were in the elementary school. Beside his girl-looks-like face and body, everyone felt very jealous with his richness. And so, as his best friend, I always protected him back then", Reita smiled.
"Such a good friend! You're like his guardian, right? Always stayed by his side…", Aoi chuckled. "Yeah, guardian or whatever you call it…", Reita rolled his eyes. "No wonder he loves you, who had been always protecting him", Aoi stared deeply at Reita, sounded he felt a bit jealous. "…", Reita couldn't reply him, he didn't know what was he supposed to say. Aoi's words were right. "Eto, I'll ring the bell now", Reita said. "No. I'll call him through his cell phone instead", Aoi replied. "Sou ka…", Reita murmured.
'Moshi-moshi… *cough*'
'Uru-chan honey, it's me, Aoi'
'Aoi-kun… *cough* what's up?'
'I'm in front of your house now'
'Hontou? *cough* you should come in, then… *cough*'
'Okay. Mmm, You sound so bad. Is your fever that worse?'
'Not really. *cough* But I think I'll be fine soon'
'I'm glad to hear that. By the way, I'm with Reita-kun'
'Oh, Reita-kun? *cough* It's good to see him'
'Yeah… I'll go inside now, jaa na…'
Aoi ended the call. "Poor Uruha-chan, he seems got a very bad fever, am I right?", Reita made a worry face. "Yes. His voice is so weak…", Aoi answered. "He's sick now, since that night. I'm very worried about him… You didn't do anything dangerous to him, did you Aoi-kun?", Reita turned his head to Aoi, he seriously questioned him. "…Maybe this is my fault, because I was too rough on him… but I didn't think that he would get sick after it. Well, that was his first time after all, I can understand", Aoi told, gaining shocked-and a little red-face from Reita. "Huh?", Reita wrinkled his eyebrows, "Could you repeat what you just said?", he added. "Well, I made him bleeding that time and maybe he couldn't bear it since that was his first time", Aoi explained.
Reita felt anger had built up inside his body, he suddenly punched Aoi's left cheek, and so hard Aoi fell onto the ground. "YOU BASTARD!", he shouted. "HEY, CHILL OUT, DUDE!", Aoi shouted back. "What's your problem!", he added. "What did you do to him! Why did you do that to him!", Reita gave Aoi a deadly glare, he had lost his temper and self-control. "What I did to him has nothing to do with you! You hear me! You're no one to him! I'M HIS LOVER!", Aoi yelled. "You… I swear I will~", Reita's words were cut by Aoi's voice. "You will what? Kill me? Don't think that you're his best friend so you can do anything you want! Fuck!".
Without those two men noticing, Uruha's house's front gate was being opened. And there, Uruha came out from it. "ENOUGH YOU TWO!", he shouted. "What the hell are you two doing! Fighting in front of somebody else's house!", he was panting, tried to normalize his breath. Both of Reita and Aoi turned their heads to Uruha's direction. "Uruha-chan… you're sick now. Come back into your room…", Reita quickly approached him, he helped Uruha to stand properly. "How could I get rest when you two yelling so loud in front of my house!", Uruha answered between his coughs.
"So, you heard it, honey?", Aoi asked. "OF COURSE! You two were being too loud!", the blonde yelled, he then coughed. "Gomen na, Uruha-chan. I can't control myself…", Reita apologized. "I'm a bit surprised you still care about me, Reita-kun", Uruha said. "Huh? Of course! You're my precious friend after all!", Reita replied, he seemed shocked at Uruha's words. "Why did you say that?", he questioned, he felt very confused. "Why did I say that? I said that because you left me that night, with Aoi-kun, you didn't care about me anymore, right!", Uruha replied.
Reita's mouth parted. His eyes stared blankly at Uruha. "I didn't mean to leave you… really, I'm very sorry", he whispered. "You liar! Get away from me!", Uruha then pushed Reita's body away. Because he was sick, he didn't have enough power to stand for a long time, he kneeled down. "Uruha-chan…", Reita was about to carry Uruha when Aoi immediately approached him and slapped his hand. "You don't have to do that. I'll be the one who carry him in", Aoi said, he then helped Uruha to stand up.
"You just show your pity on him, because you rejected him, aren't you?", he asked with an unpleasant tone. "How dare you say that!", Reita responded. "I bet the truth is you don't even want to see him again. But because you feel pity on him, you come here", Aoi shot. "Nani? Aoi-kun, I can't believe you say that about me!", Reita put his hand on his forehead and closed his eyes, he couldn't think clearly. "You should go home, Reita-kun… I'm with Aoi-kun now, so everything would be just fine", Uruha suggested. Reita looked at him in disbelief, "Oh… Congratulation, then. You finally got a BOYFRIEND who cares so much about you!", he said, he tried to be calm, but his heart kept beating faster than usual. He could see Uruha's pale face looked so… what was that… disappointed.
Uruha bit his lips, "…Reita-kun, about me and Aoi-kun… we~", he was unable to continue his words as he realized that Aoi stared at him with a pleased look on his eyes. "Uruha-chan, we really are lovers now, aren't we?", Aoi asked. Uruha stared back at Aoi's eyes for a second, he then gulped, "…Yes, we are", Uruha answered. "I see. You two don't have to show your lovey-dovey act in front of me! I'm sick of it!", Reita said. "You two just go fucking around and die! Shit!", Reita cursed.
"Don't worry Shima, I won't see your face again. All you have to do is being taken a good care by him, your beloved boyfriend!", Reita said as he pointed at Aoi, he even used Uruha's real name to call him; it meant he really was angry with him. He just called Uruha with his real name if they were fighting or something. Uruha quieted for some moment. "Naze desu? You're the one I love, but why did you…?", Uruha said in a shaky tone and teary eyes. Aoi quickly looked at him; he was a bit surprised at Uuha's words. "But I don't have any feeling for you and as Aoi said, it has nothing to do with me, whom you dating now or who's your lover now…", Reita said clearly. "I DON'T CARE!", he added.
"Sayounara…", Reita whispered.
After said those words, Reita preferred to leave Uruha's place. He just turned his body around and kept walking away without caring about Uruha who was sobbing. Reita had completely lost his mind. He had said something terrible to his dear, childhood friend. He thought that Uruha must be hate him now. He felt a pain in his heart, it really hurt. Not long after that, the rain came down, wetting everything. People around him just stared at him strangely, because he didn't use anything to hide his body from the rain. He didn't care about anything at all, whether he would get sick or even die. But, one thing for sure, no one noticed that he was crying, the rain made it difficult to be seen. Reita himself didn't know why he cried, why he felt such pain in his heart. Did he start to love Uruha?
~End of Chapter 2~
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