Though I Love You

[kawaii_massu]

Title : Though I Love You
Author : kawaii_massu
Pairing : Yunho/Changmin, Junsu/Changmin, Yunho/Yoochun
Rating : Light R??
Genre : Drama, Angst, Fluff

Warning(s) : hmmm i don't know... light smut???, unbeta-ed

AN: Finally! After fighting with writer's block for almost a month in the end i can produce something in this fic. But i don't know, i think my

Comments

[kawaii_massu]

Spot for lovin_pucca

Tama.. probably this is not what you would expect, but i'll still give you a spot and hope you won't hate me after reading this. >"

[lovin_pucca]

Miraaaaaaaaaaaa >//< finally I can read you fic *cries* miss you so much bb TT.TT

Thanks for giving me a spot and hate you? Of course not bb :DDD

I read this before going to sleep and I can't sleep >.< I keep thinking about it, in general I can understand Min, but on personal aspect I don't wanna understand him =.= At first I thought maybe he had a reason to break up with Yunho, and then I found he had a reason about his family but above that, I felt like he had cheated on Yunho =.= The relationship between Min and Yunho lasted for a long time, Yunho love him and he love Yunho, it's right. So, why Min didn't say straight to Junsu about his love with Yunho. Junsu is good man, kind-hearted, I know it but compare with Yunho, I think Yunho is more important. If you cannot be honest at the first time, so next time you cannot too =.= Continuing having dinner with Junsu really made me break out

[kawaii_massu]

OMG Tamaaaaa~~~
T^T
you're finally here.. hiks hiks hiks
gosh i'm so happy.. *cries in joy*

well, i'm not going to say anything about that because you already summed up how i felt in your comment, Tama. Because those things were exactly how i felt when i wrote this fic. it became so hard for me to write, especially when i had to describe how min was feeling for breaking his relationship with Yunho, because i know it didn't really make sense, because it was too easy for Changmin forsaking his true love for another man's happiness.

sometime the things like what min experienced could be really happened in real life and it became a challenge for me to portray how Changmin feels and to make the reader understands his situation better...
hahaha i don't even know what i'm trying to say? >"anyway.. thank you for your support always Tama. this is the first time i wrote something like this, and i hope i won't get too failed with this. *grins

[lovin_pucca]

I know bb :D what Min experienced could be really happened in real life, just like I do love you but we can't... I understand what you wanna describe, for I said in general I understand Min, Junsu helped his family, a good man, in front of a man like this will really make you hesitate. Min still love Yunho but he didn't only refuse Junsu. Even though I didn't want Min give up on Yunho, maybe I'll hate Min if he choose Yunho. I don't know why bb, but I think he chose Junsu not only for sacrificing the man he truly loved the most for another man’s happiness but above that, for Yunho. After everything, if Min chooses Yunho, it's unfair for Yunho. I think he also felt hurt, even hurt double, because he hurt Yunho. So I know it bb, but like I said, on personal aspect, I love HoMin so much, I become stubborn *sighs*

Ah, about community, if you can join it, it's really wonderful >.< My bad art =.= i finished a new art, I said it's for you but I didn't see you say anything, so I still hesitate to post TT.TT

[kawaii_massu]

hiks hiks hiks thank you for understanding me, bb~~
i was hesitating at first to post this, but well, it had already written so i thought just gave it a shot anyway. and i was satisfied anyway because i can write what i wanted to write.. and it felt really great. hahaha...

omooo now that you mentioned that... Tamaaaaaaa... i'm so sorry actually i read when you told me about you made a HoMin manga and because it was already far after midnight and i was very sleepy, i thought that i would reply your comment in the morning.. but then i forgot to reply your comment until now...
i'm really sorry, bb... gosh please forgive my stupid brain.. T^T

of course i would love to see your new artwork bb, and you definitely have to post it immediately.. and it is for me??? OMG Tama... thank yo so much, love.. i'm really happy that you made it for me.. T^T

*hugs and kisses you so hard*

[lovin_pucca]

You described clearly in your fic bb, after reading, I thought very much, I thought if I were Min, what I had to do. And then I found I'll do like him too. But my stubborn head... you know *sighs*

You should post what you wrote bb, all is your effort. In addition, I wanna read your fic, so you should post hehe XDDDDDD

It's ok bb *hugs* You said about making a short manga once, and I decided it's for you after I finished >.< actually it's very simple, I don't know whether you will understand it or not TT^TT

[kawaii_massu]

yes, i understand, bb... maybe if someone else makes a fic like this, i would probably react just the same with you.. because i'm a hopeless HoMin shipper too. xDDDD

hehehe.. thank you, bb.. i will try my hardest to be better and better to write next time.^^

waaaa... you definitely have to post the manga, Tama. i want to see/read it so bad. xDDD
i'll be waiting for you to post it. *hugs*