Touch Me - Oneshot - NC-17
Title: Touch Me
Author: Kavikalphawolf
Beta: None
Band/Pairing: Shou/Hiroto (Main) ; Tora/Saga ; Tora/Hiroto ; Reita (Gazette)/Kazuki (SCREW) (Vaguely mentioned.)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut/Fluff/Romance/AU
Warnings: ManxMan (Obviously, haha)
Word Count: A lot. Haha. XD No, seriously about 5,662.
Disclaimer: Do not own these guys.
Summary: Sometimes there are just certain things your lover cannot give you.
Comment(s): Yeah, got this idea randomly as a sidestory for a roleplay turned chapter fic I'm going to do soon. ;3 Can be read as a stand alone, though, and the only spoilers it gives away for that fic is its pairings and a bit of vague past-tense storyline. Consider it a teaser. Haha. If you need an explanation of anything, though, feel free to ask in a comment. I may or may not answer it depending on if it's a spoiler question or not. >3
The sounds of a bed creaking, of moans escalating through the apartment were all that could be heard that night. Gasps and panting breaths, two forms moving in unison, provided these sounds. Despite the fact that it was nothing new, this time was just s sacred as any time between them had ever been, even long before they'd been parted from one another's company.
"Ahh, Hiroto I'm going to-" Shou moaned loudly, his arms entangled in the man above him, cradling the smaller form close to his body, "I'm going to-!" He never got to finish either of his sentences as his pleasure escalated, and he came with an unrestrained moan of his boyfriend's name, still clinging to the man above him as if it would ground him in the intense feeling running through his body.
Hiroto groaned and buried his face in Shou's sweaty neck, breathing heavily as he pumped deeper, faster into the pliant body below him. "Just a little...more..." His hips pistoned harder and harder until he couldn't take it any longer. With a low moan of ecstasy he toppled over the ever-familiar ledge, spilling himself deep within Shou's passage.
Shou's arms remained holding him close as Hiroto slowed down to a stop and all but collapsed onto the taller man's body, a content sigh passing through his smiling lips. "That was good..." He breathed, evidently tired as he nuzzled against his boyfriend's neck, nipping the salty flesh playfully.
Nodding in agreement, Shou ran fingers through a mop of messy, brown hair affectionately, trying to ignore the playful bites to his neck as if they were going to coax him into a second round. "Like always."
Chuckling, Hiroto kissed the side of Shou's beautiful face and gently pulled himself from his body, rolling off him not even a moment later to settle himself close to his side. Shou turned just in time to steal a kiss from those devilish, pouty lips before Hiroto pulled the cover over the both of them.
Silence fell over the pair as they fought to steady their breathing, and just as Hiroto felt his eyelids begin to droop, Shou's timid voice reached his ears.
"If you could try any one thing sexually, what would it be...?"
Hiroto's face drew up in an expression of curiosity and wondering, though Shou couldn't see it in the darkness. "Ah... I don't know. Why?" Given the history between them, Hiroto was surprised Shou would inquire such a thing.
Shou shrugged and snuggled closer to Hiroto, drawing him in an even more affectionate embrace, lips pressed lightly against the smaller man's forehead. "I was just wondering if there was anything you wanted to try and never asked me about, is all." Hiroto could feel a dim smile on those beautiful lips and it had him smiling too.
"I'd have to think about it."
That seemed like a good enough answer for Shou in that moment because he nodded and Hiroto could feel his body relax that little bit indicating he was ready for sleep. The smaller man couldn't help continuing to think on the topic even after Shou fell silent again and his breathing evened out some.
After a moment of consideration, Hiroto broke the silence, unsure if Shou was actually in dreamland yet or not. "I guess I wouldn't mind being topped sometime."
There was silence after his words and Hiroto assumed that Shou really was asleep, so with a soft smile he settled down and rested his head on the taller man's shoulder, ready to sleep as well. Little did he know that Shou was merely thinking about what he'd said.
"Really?"
Shou's voice startled Hiroto somewhat, but he soon grasped what had been asked and he nodded. "Yeah, I've never been topped before. You should know, silly."
If Hiroto could see the other man in the darkness he might have taken note of the blush that tinged his boyfriend's cheeks in that instant. "Well, I didn't know if you'd done anything with anyone else while I was away..." He pouted, and Hiroto grinned, kissing those frowning lips out of reflex.
"No, I didn't. I've only done stuff with you." Hiroto could tell that his words relieved Shou, for he could even feel his happy smile now situated against his cheek as he got yet another affectionate kiss there from his boyfriend's mouth.
"Yeah, well... I'm not so sure I could top you... I'd be afraid of hurting you." Shou murmured softly, turning his head on the pillow and hugging Hiroto close, feeling the smaller man as he maneuvered himself into a comfortable position at his side, head still diligently on his shoulder.
It was Hiroto's turn to frown then, dark eyes casting a concerned look up to Shou's face. "Does it hurt you when I top you?"
Shou shook his head, alleviating Hiroto's worries with a comforting expression. "No, but when I lost my virginity it hurt. It always hurts the first time. For girls and for guys." Slender fingers danced lightly at Hiroto's back, tracing invisible patterns across the smooth skin underneath the blankets they were cocooned in as Shou explained himself. "I don't... think I can do that, even though I know it'll feel good eventually."
"Oh..." Hiroto offered an expression of understanding and nodded against the skin of Shou's shoulder. "It's alright. Maybe you'll be able to some day, and if not, I'm fine with topping you. It's fun as it is." His soft expression morphed into a grin and he nipped his boyfriend's jawline playfully, causing Shou's soft laughter.
"Well, that's good to hear."
For a third time silence stretched between them, and as Hiroto's mouth opened for a soundless yawn, tiredness seeped through his entire being. "I love you, Shou." He murmured, smiling sleepily against that soft skin as he was cuddled so close. It was in this respect--being able to be cradled close perfectly--that he didn't mind being the smaller one of the two.
"I love you, Hiroto." Shou breathed against gentle brown locks of hair, taking in his lover's scent that he had been deprived of mere months ago for such an extended period of time.
Hiroto was the first to fall into slumber, and Shou knew it when he felt the other man go limp in his embrace. Though he had a reputation for having awful sleeping posture, and even at times sleepwalking, Hiroto was usually pretty placid for the first couple hours he was asleep. Shou knew this from the many nights he'd spent laying awake just observing his boyfriend's beautiful sleeping face.
Tonight was not one of those nights, however, because Shou could feel himself getting sleepier by the second. "Good night, love."
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Weeks passed without the topic being brought back up between them. For a time it seemed as if it had been forgotten completely, but it stirred back to life at the rapid approach of Hiroto's birthday. May first had just come and gone, and though he was buying stuff for his boyfriend as well, Shou wanted to give him something more than that. An experience on his birthday he was sure to love, more than the dinner he had planned for him.
"Hiroto?"
The smaller man looked up from strumming his guitar to gaze across the living room at Shou, his expression light and almost surprised. Shou recognized that look that only came after great concentration. Hiroto was likely trying to compose some new music.
Smiling, he set aside his own sketch-book and fought down the nervousness that came with the other man's attention. Shou'd had an idea for what Hiroto wanted, but it was embarrassing to bring up no matter how he looked at it.
"I've been thinking... would you ever let someone else top you? You know... since I can't." It was hard not to wince at the puzzled expression on Hiroto's face that followed his words. "I mean, I wouldn't go out and get someone randomly... I was going to talk to Tora or Saga, or maybe even Reita, if you wouldn't mind."
Hiroto appeared visibly as if he didn't quite know what to say to that. "Well, I..." Would he mind giving his first time to someone other than Shou? "I would really prefer to wait until you had the confidence to do it..."
Shou frowned lightly at that, and he debated between conceding and persisting with this idea. He was sure he'd never be able to do it--hurting his lover was just not something he could do, even though he knew very well how good it would feel after the initial hurt--but he didn't want to force his lover to give his first time away to someone else if he didn't want to.
"I'd be there too. It wouldn't just be you and them." He tried, gazing over at his lover and hoping he might agree. It couldn't be set in stone until he found one of their friends willing to do it, but getting Hiroto's consent was first and foremost since this would be a big thing for him.
Hiroto was uneasy, Shou could see him shift in his seat and his grip tighten on his guitar as he thought it through. He felt bad for the younger man, but he needed to know if this would be alright with him. Shou was sure he could make the experience good for him, even if he wouldn't be the one topping him.
"I... If you want to do that, it's alright with me, but I'd really rather it be you than someone else." Hiroto's dark eyes showed his apprehension, but if Shou read them correctly there also seemed to be a hint of excitement there as well, which betrayed how much Hiroto had originally wanted this.
"Don't worry, it'll be amazing." Shou smiled softly at his boyfriend, relieved when he saw a smile mirrored back at him.
"I trust you." Hiroto replied before his attention turned back on the object in his lap and he was back to strumming away.
His heart a little more at ease, Shou turned back to his sketch-book, though his mind was far from the picture he'd been doodling. Which one of their friends would be a good candidate for this?
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In the end it was Tora whom Shou cornered at Hiroto's guitar shop while the slightly taller man was on break and Hiroto was chatting with a customer at the front of the store.
Saga stuck close to his lover as he had the habit to be ever since everything happened, but that didn't keep Shou from his task. In fact, it made it a little easier since he could propose it to both of them. They were a couple after all.
Seating himself at the table across from Tora, Shou just barely managed to keep his nervousness at bay by holding Mogu in his lap, tenderly stroking the pup. "Tora... can I ask you a favor? A really... really big favor?"
Tora looked up from the magazine he had currently been flipping through, eyeing Shou across from him and seeing the way he seemed almost embarrassed about what he was going to ask. That made him a little wary of what was going to come out of his longtime friend's mouth.
Even Saga seemed mildly unsure of Shou in that instant as he got himself some of the newly-made coffee from the maker sitting in the corner of the break room.
It wasn't until Saga was back seated at Tora's side that Shou spoke again, his fingers continuing to drift across Mogu's soft fur. "Well, ah, you know Hiroto's birthday is tomorrow, right?" Both of the other men nodded their heads, Saga sipping idly on his coffee as he listened. "Well... you see, I want to do something really special for him, but I can't do what it is I was planning."
Tora's brows furrowed, not knowing where Shou was going with this. "And...?"
Shou tried to swallow back his nervousness, but it didn't work quite as well as he had hoped. "Hiroto wants to be topped. I-In the bedroom." Shou looked down at the table, avoiding the strange stares he knew he had to be getting by now. "He's never had it done before, though, and I'm afraid I'll hurt him. Tora, I wondered if you would-"
"Does Hiroto know you're planning this?" Tora cut in, taken aback by the request he had already gathered would be asked of him.
"Well, not exactly... He doesn't know I have it planned for his birthday, but we talked about it yesterday." Shou was getting more and more embarrassed by the minute, but it would all be worth it in the end if he could convince Tora to do it. "I really want to do this for him, but I don't want to go out and just get anyone, so if you could... it would really mean a lot."
The room fell silent as Tora glanced over at Saga who was just as bewildered as he was by the strange request. "Shou, I..." Pale green eyes cast their look over at Shou, the owner of them quite unsure of how to respond, "This is a pretty big thing to ask someone... I mean, I don't know if I could take my friend's--my boss's--virginity..."
At Shou's disappointment, both Tora and Saga felt a little bad. It was Saga that spoke, however. "You really want to do this for him?" His voice was soft, but as he said his piece Shou nodded, looking at the pair across from him. Saga turned his attention on Tora expectantly, waiting for him to say something, and as the dark-haired man realized, Saga appeared to want him to agree to the proposal.
With that silent acceptance of it from his boyfriend, though Tora still felt unsure, he sighed in agreement. "Well, I guess I could give it a try. No promises, though. This really is against my better judgment..."
Shou lit up at Tora's words and he smiled softly across the table at him. "Thank you, Tora. Really. I owe you one."
Tora watched as Shou got up from the table, cradling Mogu to his body as he left the room, evidently going back to his boyfriend in much higher spirits, and less worry. It made him feel a little better about his agreement to the idea, but he still didn't feel quite right with it. It was definitely strange, though he could see where Shou wouldn't feel confident doing the task himself.
"You should have done it, Saga." He snorted softly, glancing at Saga's amused face as the slender brunette sipped on his coffee some more.
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah." Tora frowned, thieving the cup from his boyfriend and gulping some of the heady drink down. "You're the one so experienced with it. I've never-" The look Saga gave him was icy, and Tora quickly realized his mistake. "No, I didn't mean that... Baby, you know I wouldn't mention something so sensitive." Handing the drink back to his boyfriend, Tora bent over and attempted a kiss from those pouting lips. Saga didn't move away, but it was obvious he wasn't happy about the kiss.
Tora sighed and stole another kiss, then another, until Saga was smiling begrudgingly, Tora's arms wrapped protectively around his frame. Lips then found one of Saga's cheeks and trailed kisses over to one of his ears. "I meant when you took my virginity that night..." He breathed on a whisper, obviously still trying to calm Saga's thoughts.
Saga fell for the playful words, and nodded, setting his cup back on the table and wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's neck, pulling him close enough that he could return the whisper. "That was hot..." Tora shivered at the warm breath on his ear, but as smoothly as he had done it, Saga pulled away and stood up, leaving Tora frowning at him.
"Sorry, kitty-pet, nature's calling. Didn't think you were into that kind of thing." Saga smirked before disappearing from the room, Tora still frowning after him. Whether it was because of the nickname or because he was left alone, Saga didn't care to know.
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Hiroto's birthday went by smoothly with breakfast in bed in the morning, an entire day off from work in which Tora, Saga, and Reita ran the shop themselves, and a delightful party in the evening with all of their friends and some of Hiroto's close family. Kazuki and Reita even brought Miu, the little girl they'd adopted, to the party, and there were games and good food and lively chatter. It was a little cramped inside the small apartment Hiroto and Shou shared, but that just made for an even cozier atmosphere.
By the time it started getting late, however, everyone started dispersing. Hiroto's parents were of the first to leave, each hugging him and wishing him a happy birthday once more before they left. His older brother was soon to follow, and then a couple other people in his immediate family. A few guests later it was Reita and Kazuki's turn, Miu nearly asleep as she rode on Reita's back, arms hooked around his neck lovingly. They, too, wished Hiroto a happy birthday again before leaving.
When only Hiroto, Shou, Tora, and Saga remained things started to get a little awkward. Hiroto was oblivious to it at first, until Shou decided to fill him in on his birthday surprise.
"You know what we talked about the other day?" Shou questioned with a small smile dancing on his lips, watching as Hiroto went to put away the gifts he'd been given. Tora and Saga sat awkwardly on the couch still, Tora nursing a beer and Saga stretched out with his legs laying over his boyfriend's lap, lounging as if he were about to fall asleep.
Hiroto turned to look at Shou curiously, but as Shou's expression turned almost sheepish, Hiroto was quick to realize what he meant. Embarrassment caused him to flush red and cast a quick glance at their two friends before his gaze was back on Shou. "Already? You talked to them already?" His voice was hushed even as he tugged the taller man down the hall and out of their friends' earshot.
Shou blinked, nodding slowly, nervous about what Hiroto would say. "I thought it might be a good birthday present..."
To say Hiroto was unsure would be an understatement, but when he saw Shou's anxious expression he knew he couldn't turn this down. It would hurt his boyfriend's feelings. He'd probably been mortified just talking to their friends about it. Not only had he been asking about someone else fulfilling his want, but at the same time he'd been admitting that he couldn't do it himself.
Forcing a smile on his plush lips, Hiroto tried to relax. "Thanks. It should be fun." Shou's smile returned at that and he stole a kiss from Hiroto's lips quickly before returning to the living room where Tora and Saga were waiting.
"Well... are you guys ready?" Shou asked the pair, watching as both Tora and Saga looked up at him as he re-entered the room. Tora nodded his head and shoved Saga's legs off his lap playfully, earning him a slight glare and the other man stealing his beer from him.
Both of them followed Shou to the bedroom he shared with Hiroto, unsurprised to find Hiroto already there, standing awkwardly in the middle of the room as if he'd been waiting on them. He rubbed an arm without thought, eyes landing on Tora first and then Saga, wondering which of them was going to be doing it.
"Thanks for agreeing to this... I know it's probably a bit strange." He murmured softly, causing Tora to chuckle some.
"Well, it is strange, I'll give it that."
Hiroto laughed along with him, feeling a little better now that he could see his friend was able to joke around with it enough to indicate he wasn't truly bothered by the idea, however odd.
"Let's get started?" Tora then prompted, motioning towards the bed, and watching how Hiroto was quick to comply to his unspoken command, indicating either he was very eager or very nervous. Or both. Casting a quick glance over his shoulder to see Shou and Saga settling on the small love-seat near the bed, Tora followed the smaller man onto the sheets, crawling over him and seeing the way Hiroto squirmed, unsure.
This was definitely a new experience for the small guitarist. Ever since Tora could remember, Hiroto had been infatuated with Shou--the pair had began dating when he was eighteen--which didn't leave much room for one-night stands.
It was much different on Tora's end, who's current relationship had started as a series of one-night stands, though it was still new to him to sleep with a close friend.
"Just relax..." Tora murmured, bending down and brushing his lips softly across Hiroto's cheek, and descending down towards his neck. The smaller man shivered and looked away, unable to keep from locking gazes with Shou, who was watching everything intently. This caused Tora to frown. "Maybe... do you guys have a blindfold?"
Hiroto's gaze snapped back up to Tora then, a look of worry quickly being covered by curiosity. "I don't think so..."
"We have the cloth I wore over my eyes after the surgery." Shou spoke up, able to hear their conversation rather easily from his position. "Would that work?" He knew where Tora was going with his idea, and so even without a response he got up and retrieved the aforementioned item from one of their dresser drawers, handing it to Tora not even a moment later.
Hiroto swallowed hard as Tora thanked Shou and urged him to lift his head so that it could be put in place. Hesitant, the small man did as he was told, his nervousness only rising without his ability to see.
"I'll be quiet... Just imagine it's Shou doing it." Tora smiled in understanding, and waited for a nod before he decided to continue with what he was doing.
Lips slid down over Hiroto's neck once more, softly nipping the skin, while one hand splayed over Hiroto's clothed chest, instinctively holding back on the pressure. It had been little over a year since the time when Hiroto had been injured there, but it was hard to break the unconscious reminder to take it easy.
With his sense of sight gone, Hiroto could only experience and guess what it was that Tora was doing to him. It heightened what he was able to feel as lips trailed over his neck and teeth soon followed, sinking in and causing him to moan softly with pleasure. His fingers grappled for and grabbed hold of the blankets on either side of his body, creasing the fabric tightly.
It felt almost humiliating to know everyone's eyes were on him as Tora slid off his shirt and tossed it to the floor, resuming his fleeting kisses and nips as he descended downwards, everywhere.
At the same time it brought him a greater pleasure, his skin flushing red and his mouth opening in a soundless gasp when a hot mouth enclosed over one of his nipples and suckled it.
"Nn..." He couldn't help moaning when Tora blew a thin stream of hot air over that same nipple, causing it to harden and become sensitive. "Don't tease..."
Hiroto could almost feel the smirk he got in response to that plead. It was so different than Shou's gentle expressions, but Hiroto didn't mind it as much as he might have before. Now that everything was starting to sink into his mind that he was going to be topped, a fantasy he'd wanted more fervently than he'd let on to Shou, he was getting aroused. Evidence came in the form of the bulge Tora felt under his hand as he dipped it down between the smaller man's legs. For his stature Hiroto was pretty big down there, and Tora felt he understood how Shou could be satisfied with just being topped.
In reaction to the grip Hiroto moaned low and bucked his hips up, impatient for this to continue and yet at the same time just as nervous. Would he like the sensation of someone fucking him?
He wasn't given a chance to think twice on it when Tora's hands were undoing his belt and his pants, tugging them down not a second too soon along with his boxers. If he hadn't been blindfolded Hiroto was sure he would have been completely mortified at being on display for everyone. Even still he drew in on himself a little, thighs trying to press together even though they were unable to do so with Tora situated between them.
"Be gentle..." Hiroto worried his bottom lip between his teeth, but before he knew it fingers were tugging that lip out of his mouth and another warm mouth was covering his own. At first he thought it was Tora given the situation, but as he realized the angle, and recognized the feeling, he knew it was Shou coming to help calm him.
"I'm here." Shou murmured against his lips and Hiroto couldn't help reaching up to tug his boyfriend down by the neck so that he could seal their lips together a little harsher than before, needing Shou's touch more than ever.
As Shou moaned softly, Hiroto could feel his arousal spike higher, and his lips all but devoured the taller man's. One slender hand reached between his bare legs, and Hiroto all but melted when those talented fingers his boyfriend possessed wrapped around him and began stroking, effectively making him forget all about what was soon to occur.
Sometime during the distraction he had been granted, Tora managed to strip off his own clothing, revealing his erection, and get the lube and condom Shou had left for them on the edge of the bed. He knew Saga was watching from his place on the love-seat, fingers stroking himself through his pants. The other brunette had always had a penchant for voyeurism.
Fingers were slicked and just as Hiroto was beginning to thrust into Shou's grip another hand grasped his hip and stopped him, causing a small whimper to pass through plush lips. Tora remained silent, and Shou continued to stroke his boyfriend even when one finger slid down and pressed at the smaller man's entrance, causing Hiroto to jerk in surprise.
"Shh..." Shou murmured, trying to stave off his own arousal as the tantalizing sight of Hiroto spread out completely naked and wanton, needy for what was going to happen soon. "Take deep breaths."
Hiroto did as he was told, breathing in and out, and trying to relax as Tora slipped that finger into him, stretched him some, and added another finger. The sting caused Hiroto to hiss and clamp down on him, tossing his head back and squirming. Shou eased him with gentle strokes to his erection and soon Hiroto found himself settling again, his entrance loosening as Tora worked his fingers in and out, scissoring them and twisting, trying to find that one spot.
It wasn't until a third finger was added, when the discomfort grew, that Tora finally stumbled upon Hiroto's prostate. The smaller man gasped and arched, bliss running rampant through his veins. "F-fuck!" He pushed back greedily, and Tora took it as a sign that it was finally time to take it to the next level. "Please... Ahh, please..."
As Tora pulled his fingers from Hiroto's body, the slender man whined softly and twisted on the sheets, urging the other to continue. He wanted that pleasure again and again until he couldn't take it anymore.
"Easy..." Tora breathed, grasping Hiroto's hips again when he was ready, and Hiroto could feel the tip of his erection, slick and warm, press against his entrance. The sensation was pleasurable and he sought more until Tora actually began pushing inwards.
Despite all the prep and all the arousal he was feeling, Hiroto whimpered his discomfort, pain washing through him slowly as Tora continued on until he was sunk inside him to the hilt. The grip he had on Shou intensified, and he couldn't help the way that his muscles clamped down tightly onto Tora's straining erection.
"Shit..." This time it was Tora that cursed, and Hiroto wondered if it was because he was feeling pain as well or if this was all pleasurable for him.
"Breathe, Hiroto." Shou coaxed against his ear, his voice worried as he kissed Hiroto's ear, then his cheek, and moved towards his lips, where Hiroto kissed him back eagerly, trying to take his own mind off the pain he was feeling. Tora's hands were tight on his hips, though he knew it wasn't intentional. Tora would never hurt him. "Take deep breaths... Just like you did earlier..."
Hiroto nodded and attempted to do as he was told. It was hard to ease up when his body instinctively tensed at the feeling of pain, but as he took those deep breaths and as Tora started slowly working in and out of him, the pain began to lessen further and further until it was nothing but a dull throb.
"It's okay... I'm okay now..." Hiroto murmured, aimed at Tora who felt as if he was going to lose control at any second.
His words had a profound effect and instead of just speeding up gradually, Tora couldn't help the forceful rock of his hips as he started at a pace faster than what he should have. Hiroto gasped as he was thrust into and arched up, holding still to Shou who was kissing his face sweetly, continuing to distract him for the time being.
"Oh fuck..." Hiroto moaned loudly as Tora continued to pump into him, striking his prostate every couple of thrusts. Heaven flashed before his blindfolded eyes and though he didn't mean to he released Shou in favor of grasping Tora's broad shoulders, trying to encourage him to keep going. This feeling was amazing, second only to the ecstasy he felt with his boyfriend when they were making love.
Tora couldn't keep his promise of being quiet. Hiroto was too hot, too tight around him, and the more he fucked him into the sheets the more moans kept spilling from his own lips, mingling with Hiroto's exclamations of pleasure.
Hiroto was sure he would cum in no time at this pace, but as he wrapped a hand around his own erection and started to stroke, Tora's thrusts started to slow, and Hiroto didn't understand why. He whimpered and ground himself back against the larger man. That only served to make the other stop, panting against him. "Hold on... I need more lube..." Tora panted softly, and Hiroto could barely suppress a whine of disappointment.
Moments stretched on like years as Tora gently pulled out, and Hiroto fought to keep himself in place, and without attempting to finish himself off while he waited.
"Fuck, it fell to the floor..." Tora cursed, and Hiroto felt the bed dip as Tora climbed off after the lube. When he returned, Hiroto was all too eager to continue, his legs spreading lewdly to accept Tora's frame between them again.
Without a word Hiroto felt Tora plunge back into him, and somehow this time it felt different. Blaming it on the higher amount of lube, he didn't think too much on it and instead wrapped arms around that same torso and urged the larger man to fuck him into the bed just the same as he had been doing before.
Tora didn't disappoint. Hips pistoned against him, driving his pleasure higher and higher.
"Just... ahh... a little more..." Hiroto couldn't resist wrapping his legs around Tora's hips and tugging him even closer. He knew guilt would coil in his belly later when he would again realize this wasn't his boyfriend he was holding so close, but for now it was just heat, pleasure, and need that drove his thoughts.
His hand dipped between them, tugging on his own erection again and bringing him higher until he was sure he was at his breaking point. "Oh, fuck, I'm close... Please..."
Tora obliged without responding and thrust even harder, while hands that had previously been on Hiroto's hips came up towards his face, grasping the edges of the blindfold. "No..." Hiroto protested at first, wanting to keep the image in his mind of Shou doing this to him, but he couldn't fight the other man. Not when he was so close.
Just as he reached the edge of the proverbial cliff, the blindfold was tugged down, and instead of being met with the pale green eyes he'd been expecting, it was Shou's eyes that he saw, and after a mere millisecond of realization filtered in, Hiroto toppled over the brink, cumming harder than he ever remembered. "Ahh!" His entrance tightened around what he now knew was Shou's erection, drawing his boyfriend into ecstasy along with him.
Panting heavily, Hiroto gazed up Shou, loving the way he could still feel the taller man inside of him, softening in the aftermath of their pleasure. "How did... but... Tora?"
Shou nudged his head to the side, Hiroto following his wordless command as he looked over to find Tora and Saga entangled on the couch, just as tuckered out as they were. "I switched with him towards the end... I thought it would make for a nice surprise." Shou laughed breathlessly, and Hiroto joined in moments later, smiling as his attention returned to his lover.
"You're just full of surprises, aren't you?"
Shou just grinned and kissed those beautiful lips, feeling pleased with himself for the insight he'd had into joining him at the last few minutes. "Now we'll be able to do this more often."
Laughing silently again, Hiroto nodded and hugged Shou to him. "I'd love that."
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Author's Notes: Omfg, it's so incredibly easy to write with these muses in this context. Though out of the characters mentioned the only ones I played in the actual roleplay were Hiroto, Saga, and Reita, I have been doing this same roleplay with the same person on and off since September of 2009. I know everything about the entire band of them in that AU roleplay world. I didn't realize how much easier that would make writing them in fanfiction. 8D Ah, it was so much fun.
Author: Kavikalphawolf
Beta: None
Band/Pairing: Shou/Hiroto (Main) ; Tora/Saga ; Tora/Hiroto ; Reita (Gazette)/Kazuki (SCREW) (Vaguely mentioned.)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut/Fluff/Romance/AU
Warnings: ManxMan (Obviously, haha)
Word Count: A lot. Haha. XD No, seriously about 5,662.
Disclaimer: Do not own these guys.
Summary: Sometimes there are just certain things your lover cannot give you.
Comment(s): Yeah, got this idea randomly as a sidestory for a roleplay turned chapter fic I'm going to do soon. ;3 Can be read as a stand alone, though, and the only spoilers it gives away for that fic is its pairings and a bit of vague past-tense storyline. Consider it a teaser. Haha. If you need an explanation of anything, though, feel free to ask in a comment. I may or may not answer it depending on if it's a spoiler question or not. >3
The sounds of a bed creaking, of moans escalating through the apartment were all that could be heard that night. Gasps and panting breaths, two forms moving in unison, provided these sounds. Despite the fact that it was nothing new, this time was just s sacred as any time between them had ever been, even long before they'd been parted from one another's company.
"Ahh, Hiroto I'm going to-" Shou moaned loudly, his arms entangled in the man above him, cradling the smaller form close to his body, "I'm going to-!" He never got to finish either of his sentences as his pleasure escalated, and he came with an unrestrained moan of his boyfriend's name, still clinging to the man above him as if it would ground him in the intense feeling running through his body.
Hiroto groaned and buried his face in Shou's sweaty neck, breathing heavily as he pumped deeper, faster into the pliant body below him. "Just a little...more..." His hips pistoned harder and harder until he couldn't take it any longer. With a low moan of ecstasy he toppled over the ever-familiar ledge, spilling himself deep within Shou's passage.
Shou's arms remained holding him close as Hiroto slowed down to a stop and all but collapsed onto the taller man's body, a content sigh passing through his smiling lips. "That was good..." He breathed, evidently tired as he nuzzled against his boyfriend's neck, nipping the salty flesh playfully.
Nodding in agreement, Shou ran fingers through a mop of messy, brown hair affectionately, trying to ignore the playful bites to his neck as if they were going to coax him into a second round. "Like always."
Chuckling, Hiroto kissed the side of Shou's beautiful face and gently pulled himself from his body, rolling off him not even a moment later to settle himself close to his side. Shou turned just in time to steal a kiss from those devilish, pouty lips before Hiroto pulled the cover over the both of them.
Silence fell over the pair as they fought to steady their breathing, and just as Hiroto felt his eyelids begin to droop, Shou's timid voice reached his ears.
"If you could try any one thing sexually, what would it be...?"
Hiroto's face drew up in an expression of curiosity and wondering, though Shou couldn't see it in the darkness. "Ah... I don't know. Why?" Given the history between them, Hiroto was surprised Shou would inquire such a thing.
Shou shrugged and snuggled closer to Hiroto, drawing him in an even more affectionate embrace, lips pressed lightly against the smaller man's forehead. "I was just wondering if there was anything you wanted to try and never asked me about, is all." Hiroto could feel a dim smile on those beautiful lips and it had him smiling too.
"I'd have to think about it."
That seemed like a good enough answer for Shou in that moment because he nodded and Hiroto could feel his body relax that little bit indicating he was ready for sleep. The smaller man couldn't help continuing to think on the topic even after Shou fell silent again and his breathing evened out some.
After a moment of consideration, Hiroto broke the silence, unsure if Shou was actually in dreamland yet or not. "I guess I wouldn't mind being topped sometime."
There was silence after his words and Hiroto assumed that Shou really was asleep, so with a soft smile he settled down and rested his head on the taller man's shoulder, ready to sleep as well. Little did he know that Shou was merely thinking about what he'd said.
"Really?"
Shou's voice startled Hiroto somewhat, but he soon grasped what had been asked and he nodded. "Yeah, I've never been topped before. You should know, silly."
If Hiroto could see the other man in the darkness he might have taken note of the blush that tinged his boyfriend's cheeks in that instant. "Well, I didn't know if you'd done anything with anyone else while I was away..." He pouted, and Hiroto grinned, kissing those frowning lips out of reflex.
"No, I didn't. I've only done stuff with you." Hiroto could tell that his words relieved Shou, for he could even feel his happy smile now situated against his cheek as he got yet another affectionate kiss there from his boyfriend's mouth.
"Yeah, well... I'm not so sure I could top you... I'd be afraid of hurting you." Shou murmured softly, turning his head on the pillow and hugging Hiroto close, feeling the smaller man as he maneuvered himself into a comfortable position at his side, head still diligently on his shoulder.
It was Hiroto's turn to frown then, dark eyes casting a concerned look up to Shou's face. "Does it hurt you when I top you?"
Shou shook his head, alleviating Hiroto's worries with a comforting expression. "No, but when I lost my virginity it hurt. It always hurts the first time. For girls and for guys." Slender fingers danced lightly at Hiroto's back, tracing invisible patterns across the smooth skin underneath the blankets they were cocooned in as Shou explained himself. "I don't... think I can do that, even though I know it'll feel good eventually."
"Oh..." Hiroto offered an expression of understanding and nodded against the skin of Shou's shoulder. "It's alright. Maybe you'll be able to some day, and if not, I'm fine with topping you. It's fun as it is." His soft expression morphed into a grin and he nipped his boyfriend's jawline playfully, causing Shou's soft laughter.
"Well, that's good to hear."
For a third time silence stretched between them, and as Hiroto's mouth opened for a soundless yawn, tiredness seeped through his entire being. "I love you, Shou." He murmured, smiling sleepily against that soft skin as he was cuddled so close. It was in this respect--being able to be cradled close perfectly--that he didn't mind being the smaller one of the two.
"I love you, Hiroto." Shou breathed against gentle brown locks of hair, taking in his lover's scent that he had been deprived of mere months ago for such an extended period of time.
Hiroto was the first to fall into slumber, and Shou knew it when he felt the other man go limp in his embrace. Though he had a reputation for having awful sleeping posture, and even at times sleepwalking, Hiroto was usually pretty placid for the first couple hours he was asleep. Shou knew this from the many nights he'd spent laying awake just observing his boyfriend's beautiful sleeping face.
Tonight was not one of those nights, however, because Shou could feel himself getting sleepier by the second. "Good night, love."
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Weeks passed without the topic being brought back up between them. For a time it seemed as if it had been forgotten completely, but it stirred back to life at the rapid approach of Hiroto's birthday. May first had just come and gone, and though he was buying stuff for his boyfriend as well, Shou wanted to give him something more than that. An experience on his birthday he was sure to love, more than the dinner he had planned for him.
"Hiroto?"
The smaller man looked up from strumming his guitar to gaze across the living room at Shou, his expression light and almost surprised. Shou recognized that look that only came after great concentration. Hiroto was likely trying to compose some new music.
Smiling, he set aside his own sketch-book and fought down the nervousness that came with the other man's attention. Shou'd had an idea for what Hiroto wanted, but it was embarrassing to bring up no matter how he looked at it.
"I've been thinking... would you ever let someone else top you? You know... since I can't." It was hard not to wince at the puzzled expression on Hiroto's face that followed his words. "I mean, I wouldn't go out and get someone randomly... I was going to talk to Tora or Saga, or maybe even Reita, if you wouldn't mind."
Hiroto appeared visibly as if he didn't quite know what to say to that. "Well, I..." Would he mind giving his first time to someone other than Shou? "I would really prefer to wait until you had the confidence to do it..."
Shou frowned lightly at that, and he debated between conceding and persisting with this idea. He was sure he'd never be able to do it--hurting his lover was just not something he could do, even though he knew very well how good it would feel after the initial hurt--but he didn't want to force his lover to give his first time away to someone else if he didn't want to.
"I'd be there too. It wouldn't just be you and them." He tried, gazing over at his lover and hoping he might agree. It couldn't be set in stone until he found one of their friends willing to do it, but getting Hiroto's consent was first and foremost since this would be a big thing for him.
Hiroto was uneasy, Shou could see him shift in his seat and his grip tighten on his guitar as he thought it through. He felt bad for the younger man, but he needed to know if this would be alright with him. Shou was sure he could make the experience good for him, even if he wouldn't be the one topping him.
"I... If you want to do that, it's alright with me, but I'd really rather it be you than someone else." Hiroto's dark eyes showed his apprehension, but if Shou read them correctly there also seemed to be a hint of excitement there as well, which betrayed how much Hiroto had originally wanted this.
"Don't worry, it'll be amazing." Shou smiled softly at his boyfriend, relieved when he saw a smile mirrored back at him.
"I trust you." Hiroto replied before his attention turned back on the object in his lap and he was back to strumming away.
His heart a little more at ease, Shou turned back to his sketch-book, though his mind was far from the picture he'd been doodling. Which one of their friends would be a good candidate for this?
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In the end it was Tora whom Shou cornered at Hiroto's guitar shop while the slightly taller man was on break and Hiroto was chatting with a customer at the front of the store.
Saga stuck close to his lover as he had the habit to be ever since everything happened, but that didn't keep Shou from his task. In fact, it made it a little easier since he could propose it to both of them. They were a couple after all.
Seating himself at the table across from Tora, Shou just barely managed to keep his nervousness at bay by holding Mogu in his lap, tenderly stroking the pup. "Tora... can I ask you a favor? A really... really big favor?"
Tora looked up from the magazine he had currently been flipping through, eyeing Shou across from him and seeing the way he seemed almost embarrassed about what he was going to ask. That made him a little wary of what was going to come out of his longtime friend's mouth.
Even Saga seemed mildly unsure of Shou in that instant as he got himself some of the newly-made coffee from the maker sitting in the corner of the break room.
It wasn't until Saga was back seated at Tora's side that Shou spoke again, his fingers continuing to drift across Mogu's soft fur. "Well, ah, you know Hiroto's birthday is tomorrow, right?" Both of the other men nodded their heads, Saga sipping idly on his coffee as he listened. "Well... you see, I want to do something really special for him, but I can't do what it is I was planning."
Tora's brows furrowed, not knowing where Shou was going with this. "And...?"
Shou tried to swallow back his nervousness, but it didn't work quite as well as he had hoped. "Hiroto wants to be topped. I-In the bedroom." Shou looked down at the table, avoiding the strange stares he knew he had to be getting by now. "He's never had it done before, though, and I'm afraid I'll hurt him. Tora, I wondered if you would-"
"Does Hiroto know you're planning this?" Tora cut in, taken aback by the request he had already gathered would be asked of him.
"Well, not exactly... He doesn't know I have it planned for his birthday, but we talked about it yesterday." Shou was getting more and more embarrassed by the minute, but it would all be worth it in the end if he could convince Tora to do it. "I really want to do this for him, but I don't want to go out and just get anyone, so if you could... it would really mean a lot."
The room fell silent as Tora glanced over at Saga who was just as bewildered as he was by the strange request. "Shou, I..." Pale green eyes cast their look over at Shou, the owner of them quite unsure of how to respond, "This is a pretty big thing to ask someone... I mean, I don't know if I could take my friend's--my boss's--virginity..."
At Shou's disappointment, both Tora and Saga felt a little bad. It was Saga that spoke, however. "You really want to do this for him?" His voice was soft, but as he said his piece Shou nodded, looking at the pair across from him. Saga turned his attention on Tora expectantly, waiting for him to say something, and as the dark-haired man realized, Saga appeared to want him to agree to the proposal.
With that silent acceptance of it from his boyfriend, though Tora still felt unsure, he sighed in agreement. "Well, I guess I could give it a try. No promises, though. This really is against my better judgment..."
Shou lit up at Tora's words and he smiled softly across the table at him. "Thank you, Tora. Really. I owe you one."
Tora watched as Shou got up from the table, cradling Mogu to his body as he left the room, evidently going back to his boyfriend in much higher spirits, and less worry. It made him feel a little better about his agreement to the idea, but he still didn't feel quite right with it. It was definitely strange, though he could see where Shou wouldn't feel confident doing the task himself.
"You should have done it, Saga." He snorted softly, glancing at Saga's amused face as the slender brunette sipped on his coffee some more.
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah." Tora frowned, thieving the cup from his boyfriend and gulping some of the heady drink down. "You're the one so experienced with it. I've never-" The look Saga gave him was icy, and Tora quickly realized his mistake. "No, I didn't mean that... Baby, you know I wouldn't mention something so sensitive." Handing the drink back to his boyfriend, Tora bent over and attempted a kiss from those pouting lips. Saga didn't move away, but it was obvious he wasn't happy about the kiss.
Tora sighed and stole another kiss, then another, until Saga was smiling begrudgingly, Tora's arms wrapped protectively around his frame. Lips then found one of Saga's cheeks and trailed kisses over to one of his ears. "I meant when you took my virginity that night..." He breathed on a whisper, obviously still trying to calm Saga's thoughts.
Saga fell for the playful words, and nodded, setting his cup back on the table and wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's neck, pulling him close enough that he could return the whisper. "That was hot..." Tora shivered at the warm breath on his ear, but as smoothly as he had done it, Saga pulled away and stood up, leaving Tora frowning at him.
"Sorry, kitty-pet, nature's calling. Didn't think you were into that kind of thing." Saga smirked before disappearing from the room, Tora still frowning after him. Whether it was because of the nickname or because he was left alone, Saga didn't care to know.
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Hiroto's birthday went by smoothly with breakfast in bed in the morning, an entire day off from work in which Tora, Saga, and Reita ran the shop themselves, and a delightful party in the evening with all of their friends and some of Hiroto's close family. Kazuki and Reita even brought Miu, the little girl they'd adopted, to the party, and there were games and good food and lively chatter. It was a little cramped inside the small apartment Hiroto and Shou shared, but that just made for an even cozier atmosphere.
By the time it started getting late, however, everyone started dispersing. Hiroto's parents were of the first to leave, each hugging him and wishing him a happy birthday once more before they left. His older brother was soon to follow, and then a couple other people in his immediate family. A few guests later it was Reita and Kazuki's turn, Miu nearly asleep as she rode on Reita's back, arms hooked around his neck lovingly. They, too, wished Hiroto a happy birthday again before leaving.
When only Hiroto, Shou, Tora, and Saga remained things started to get a little awkward. Hiroto was oblivious to it at first, until Shou decided to fill him in on his birthday surprise.
"You know what we talked about the other day?" Shou questioned with a small smile dancing on his lips, watching as Hiroto went to put away the gifts he'd been given. Tora and Saga sat awkwardly on the couch still, Tora nursing a beer and Saga stretched out with his legs laying over his boyfriend's lap, lounging as if he were about to fall asleep.
Hiroto turned to look at Shou curiously, but as Shou's expression turned almost sheepish, Hiroto was quick to realize what he meant. Embarrassment caused him to flush red and cast a quick glance at their two friends before his gaze was back on Shou. "Already? You talked to them already?" His voice was hushed even as he tugged the taller man down the hall and out of their friends' earshot.
Shou blinked, nodding slowly, nervous about what Hiroto would say. "I thought it might be a good birthday present..."
To say Hiroto was unsure would be an understatement, but when he saw Shou's anxious expression he knew he couldn't turn this down. It would hurt his boyfriend's feelings. He'd probably been mortified just talking to their friends about it. Not only had he been asking about someone else fulfilling his want, but at the same time he'd been admitting that he couldn't do it himself.
Forcing a smile on his plush lips, Hiroto tried to relax. "Thanks. It should be fun." Shou's smile returned at that and he stole a kiss from Hiroto's lips quickly before returning to the living room where Tora and Saga were waiting.
"Well... are you guys ready?" Shou asked the pair, watching as both Tora and Saga looked up at him as he re-entered the room. Tora nodded his head and shoved Saga's legs off his lap playfully, earning him a slight glare and the other man stealing his beer from him.
Both of them followed Shou to the bedroom he shared with Hiroto, unsurprised to find Hiroto already there, standing awkwardly in the middle of the room as if he'd been waiting on them. He rubbed an arm without thought, eyes landing on Tora first and then Saga, wondering which of them was going to be doing it.
"Thanks for agreeing to this... I know it's probably a bit strange." He murmured softly, causing Tora to chuckle some.
"Well, it is strange, I'll give it that."
Hiroto laughed along with him, feeling a little better now that he could see his friend was able to joke around with it enough to indicate he wasn't truly bothered by the idea, however odd.
"Let's get started?" Tora then prompted, motioning towards the bed, and watching how Hiroto was quick to comply to his unspoken command, indicating either he was very eager or very nervous. Or both. Casting a quick glance over his shoulder to see Shou and Saga settling on the small love-seat near the bed, Tora followed the smaller man onto the sheets, crawling over him and seeing the way Hiroto squirmed, unsure.
This was definitely a new experience for the small guitarist. Ever since Tora could remember, Hiroto had been infatuated with Shou--the pair had began dating when he was eighteen--which didn't leave much room for one-night stands.
It was much different on Tora's end, who's current relationship had started as a series of one-night stands, though it was still new to him to sleep with a close friend.
"Just relax..." Tora murmured, bending down and brushing his lips softly across Hiroto's cheek, and descending down towards his neck. The smaller man shivered and looked away, unable to keep from locking gazes with Shou, who was watching everything intently. This caused Tora to frown. "Maybe... do you guys have a blindfold?"
Hiroto's gaze snapped back up to Tora then, a look of worry quickly being covered by curiosity. "I don't think so..."
"We have the cloth I wore over my eyes after the surgery." Shou spoke up, able to hear their conversation rather easily from his position. "Would that work?" He knew where Tora was going with his idea, and so even without a response he got up and retrieved the aforementioned item from one of their dresser drawers, handing it to Tora not even a moment later.
Hiroto swallowed hard as Tora thanked Shou and urged him to lift his head so that it could be put in place. Hesitant, the small man did as he was told, his nervousness only rising without his ability to see.
"I'll be quiet... Just imagine it's Shou doing it." Tora smiled in understanding, and waited for a nod before he decided to continue with what he was doing.
Lips slid down over Hiroto's neck once more, softly nipping the skin, while one hand splayed over Hiroto's clothed chest, instinctively holding back on the pressure. It had been little over a year since the time when Hiroto had been injured there, but it was hard to break the unconscious reminder to take it easy.
With his sense of sight gone, Hiroto could only experience and guess what it was that Tora was doing to him. It heightened what he was able to feel as lips trailed over his neck and teeth soon followed, sinking in and causing him to moan softly with pleasure. His fingers grappled for and grabbed hold of the blankets on either side of his body, creasing the fabric tightly.
It felt almost humiliating to know everyone's eyes were on him as Tora slid off his shirt and tossed it to the floor, resuming his fleeting kisses and nips as he descended downwards, everywhere.
At the same time it brought him a greater pleasure, his skin flushing red and his mouth opening in a soundless gasp when a hot mouth enclosed over one of his nipples and suckled it.
"Nn..." He couldn't help moaning when Tora blew a thin stream of hot air over that same nipple, causing it to harden and become sensitive. "Don't tease..."
Hiroto could almost feel the smirk he got in response to that plead. It was so different than Shou's gentle expressions, but Hiroto didn't mind it as much as he might have before. Now that everything was starting to sink into his mind that he was going to be topped, a fantasy he'd wanted more fervently than he'd let on to Shou, he was getting aroused. Evidence came in the form of the bulge Tora felt under his hand as he dipped it down between the smaller man's legs. For his stature Hiroto was pretty big down there, and Tora felt he understood how Shou could be satisfied with just being topped.
In reaction to the grip Hiroto moaned low and bucked his hips up, impatient for this to continue and yet at the same time just as nervous. Would he like the sensation of someone fucking him?
He wasn't given a chance to think twice on it when Tora's hands were undoing his belt and his pants, tugging them down not a second too soon along with his boxers. If he hadn't been blindfolded Hiroto was sure he would have been completely mortified at being on display for everyone. Even still he drew in on himself a little, thighs trying to press together even though they were unable to do so with Tora situated between them.
"Be gentle..." Hiroto worried his bottom lip between his teeth, but before he knew it fingers were tugging that lip out of his mouth and another warm mouth was covering his own. At first he thought it was Tora given the situation, but as he realized the angle, and recognized the feeling, he knew it was Shou coming to help calm him.
"I'm here." Shou murmured against his lips and Hiroto couldn't help reaching up to tug his boyfriend down by the neck so that he could seal their lips together a little harsher than before, needing Shou's touch more than ever.
As Shou moaned softly, Hiroto could feel his arousal spike higher, and his lips all but devoured the taller man's. One slender hand reached between his bare legs, and Hiroto all but melted when those talented fingers his boyfriend possessed wrapped around him and began stroking, effectively making him forget all about what was soon to occur.
Sometime during the distraction he had been granted, Tora managed to strip off his own clothing, revealing his erection, and get the lube and condom Shou had left for them on the edge of the bed. He knew Saga was watching from his place on the love-seat, fingers stroking himself through his pants. The other brunette had always had a penchant for voyeurism.
Fingers were slicked and just as Hiroto was beginning to thrust into Shou's grip another hand grasped his hip and stopped him, causing a small whimper to pass through plush lips. Tora remained silent, and Shou continued to stroke his boyfriend even when one finger slid down and pressed at the smaller man's entrance, causing Hiroto to jerk in surprise.
"Shh..." Shou murmured, trying to stave off his own arousal as the tantalizing sight of Hiroto spread out completely naked and wanton, needy for what was going to happen soon. "Take deep breaths."
Hiroto did as he was told, breathing in and out, and trying to relax as Tora slipped that finger into him, stretched him some, and added another finger. The sting caused Hiroto to hiss and clamp down on him, tossing his head back and squirming. Shou eased him with gentle strokes to his erection and soon Hiroto found himself settling again, his entrance loosening as Tora worked his fingers in and out, scissoring them and twisting, trying to find that one spot.
It wasn't until a third finger was added, when the discomfort grew, that Tora finally stumbled upon Hiroto's prostate. The smaller man gasped and arched, bliss running rampant through his veins. "F-fuck!" He pushed back greedily, and Tora took it as a sign that it was finally time to take it to the next level. "Please... Ahh, please..."
As Tora pulled his fingers from Hiroto's body, the slender man whined softly and twisted on the sheets, urging the other to continue. He wanted that pleasure again and again until he couldn't take it anymore.
"Easy..." Tora breathed, grasping Hiroto's hips again when he was ready, and Hiroto could feel the tip of his erection, slick and warm, press against his entrance. The sensation was pleasurable and he sought more until Tora actually began pushing inwards.
Despite all the prep and all the arousal he was feeling, Hiroto whimpered his discomfort, pain washing through him slowly as Tora continued on until he was sunk inside him to the hilt. The grip he had on Shou intensified, and he couldn't help the way that his muscles clamped down tightly onto Tora's straining erection.
"Shit..." This time it was Tora that cursed, and Hiroto wondered if it was because he was feeling pain as well or if this was all pleasurable for him.
"Breathe, Hiroto." Shou coaxed against his ear, his voice worried as he kissed Hiroto's ear, then his cheek, and moved towards his lips, where Hiroto kissed him back eagerly, trying to take his own mind off the pain he was feeling. Tora's hands were tight on his hips, though he knew it wasn't intentional. Tora would never hurt him. "Take deep breaths... Just like you did earlier..."
Hiroto nodded and attempted to do as he was told. It was hard to ease up when his body instinctively tensed at the feeling of pain, but as he took those deep breaths and as Tora started slowly working in and out of him, the pain began to lessen further and further until it was nothing but a dull throb.
"It's okay... I'm okay now..." Hiroto murmured, aimed at Tora who felt as if he was going to lose control at any second.
His words had a profound effect and instead of just speeding up gradually, Tora couldn't help the forceful rock of his hips as he started at a pace faster than what he should have. Hiroto gasped as he was thrust into and arched up, holding still to Shou who was kissing his face sweetly, continuing to distract him for the time being.
"Oh fuck..." Hiroto moaned loudly as Tora continued to pump into him, striking his prostate every couple of thrusts. Heaven flashed before his blindfolded eyes and though he didn't mean to he released Shou in favor of grasping Tora's broad shoulders, trying to encourage him to keep going. This feeling was amazing, second only to the ecstasy he felt with his boyfriend when they were making love.
Tora couldn't keep his promise of being quiet. Hiroto was too hot, too tight around him, and the more he fucked him into the sheets the more moans kept spilling from his own lips, mingling with Hiroto's exclamations of pleasure.
Hiroto was sure he would cum in no time at this pace, but as he wrapped a hand around his own erection and started to stroke, Tora's thrusts started to slow, and Hiroto didn't understand why. He whimpered and ground himself back against the larger man. That only served to make the other stop, panting against him. "Hold on... I need more lube..." Tora panted softly, and Hiroto could barely suppress a whine of disappointment.
Moments stretched on like years as Tora gently pulled out, and Hiroto fought to keep himself in place, and without attempting to finish himself off while he waited.
"Fuck, it fell to the floor..." Tora cursed, and Hiroto felt the bed dip as Tora climbed off after the lube. When he returned, Hiroto was all too eager to continue, his legs spreading lewdly to accept Tora's frame between them again.
Without a word Hiroto felt Tora plunge back into him, and somehow this time it felt different. Blaming it on the higher amount of lube, he didn't think too much on it and instead wrapped arms around that same torso and urged the larger man to fuck him into the bed just the same as he had been doing before.
Tora didn't disappoint. Hips pistoned against him, driving his pleasure higher and higher.
"Just... ahh... a little more..." Hiroto couldn't resist wrapping his legs around Tora's hips and tugging him even closer. He knew guilt would coil in his belly later when he would again realize this wasn't his boyfriend he was holding so close, but for now it was just heat, pleasure, and need that drove his thoughts.
His hand dipped between them, tugging on his own erection again and bringing him higher until he was sure he was at his breaking point. "Oh, fuck, I'm close... Please..."
Tora obliged without responding and thrust even harder, while hands that had previously been on Hiroto's hips came up towards his face, grasping the edges of the blindfold. "No..." Hiroto protested at first, wanting to keep the image in his mind of Shou doing this to him, but he couldn't fight the other man. Not when he was so close.
Just as he reached the edge of the proverbial cliff, the blindfold was tugged down, and instead of being met with the pale green eyes he'd been expecting, it was Shou's eyes that he saw, and after a mere millisecond of realization filtered in, Hiroto toppled over the brink, cumming harder than he ever remembered. "Ahh!" His entrance tightened around what he now knew was Shou's erection, drawing his boyfriend into ecstasy along with him.
Panting heavily, Hiroto gazed up Shou, loving the way he could still feel the taller man inside of him, softening in the aftermath of their pleasure. "How did... but... Tora?"
Shou nudged his head to the side, Hiroto following his wordless command as he looked over to find Tora and Saga entangled on the couch, just as tuckered out as they were. "I switched with him towards the end... I thought it would make for a nice surprise." Shou laughed breathlessly, and Hiroto joined in moments later, smiling as his attention returned to his lover.
"You're just full of surprises, aren't you?"
Shou just grinned and kissed those beautiful lips, feeling pleased with himself for the insight he'd had into joining him at the last few minutes. "Now we'll be able to do this more often."
Laughing silently again, Hiroto nodded and hugged Shou to him. "I'd love that."
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Author's Notes: Omfg, it's so incredibly easy to write with these muses in this context. Though out of the characters mentioned the only ones I played in the actual roleplay were Hiroto, Saga, and Reita, I have been doing this same roleplay with the same person on and off since September of 2009. I know everything about the entire band of them in that AU roleplay world. I didn't realize how much easier that would make writing them in fanfiction. 8D Ah, it was so much fun.