May 05, 2005 00:33
so I had a great time over at Jess's place tonight, I ended up staying late!
We even managed to cheer each other up...at least for a little while.
After I left i started feeling crappy again, depression hit me like a kick in the stomach. I started thinking about all sorts of crap in my life and of course picturing the most hurtful situations ( to me).
I hope the sun will come out tomorrow (gee thanks little orphan annie), but seriously it might make me feel better...or it might not.
I wish people would not say "I'll call you later" when they mean "I'll call you another day", "I'll call you later" to me means that they will call later on the same day! they should say "I'll talk to you another time" instead.
there is my little rant.
I hate how I always feel the worst is going to happen? am I turning into a cup half empty person? its not with all situations, its jut with the things and people who are important to me.
depression,
girlfriends